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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
veri long since e last time i blogged yea... heh.. pai seh ah.. been dwn (as in physically) so cudnt blog.. ytd i was at firx super happi.. to recieve a organiser, n to dance wif mei mei ida they all.. we even had fun on our way hm.. bt ah.. damn it.. by e time i reach hm.. my head hurt lik hell (muz b bcos i finally dancin n i gave all out..) den reach hm 3/4 dead.. suppose to do report.. bt i can hardly keep myself alert.. no choice bt to ask my dar to help me out.. thx lots yea... i noe it muz b hard for u cos u r a design student n u hab to look thru all e science stuff for me.. so in e end my dar helped me n left while i m still struggling to keep my mind as one.. in e morning he came n i edit on e report he helped me to...haiz.. my mum scolded me n ask me to go ez on dance if nt she not gg to let me dance anymore... =( haiz.. certain part of me are tearing up inside bt i decided nt to say much n to live on as happi go lucky evelyn... accidentally giving myself too much stress... ppl hab been tellin me to pass sum stuff to ppl hu will help me.. bt i juz dunno wad to pass... n i had pass on sum or rather quite alot tat i feel bad bcos it seems lik suppose to b my duty..ppl had faith in me n i wan to carry it.. bt it juz seemed tat i hab to let ppl dwn.. sry guys.. i will try to go as far as i can.. n keeping myself alive.. i tink i will sudd feel at lost when sudd i m suppose to do nth? lol..irony rite.. aiya shall nt care so much le... i agree wif wad mei mei say tat thr r always ppl havin e worst time.. bt sumtimes i guess when 1 is feelin dwn they wun even tink abt other ppl? so guess muz constantly remind ourself tat feelin dwn actually bring u no whr.. n feeling dwn solves nth.. shud get up on ur feet n do smth.. n make ur life a better one..hehhe..wooo.. i sudd sound soo profound..whahahahahaha..tink is e medicine..LOL gtg
barked at
12:13 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
haiz... dunno wad's wif me lately..easily get agitated... sry dar.. mayb juz pissed to get sick for sooo long.. i dun lik it.. lik it is an excuse for a lot of ting.. i will slowly rot n rust... i lik nv ok at all.. my migraine.. den now..cough non stop.. felt lik an irritant for coughing freakin non stop n loud... den my head happy happy heavy.. i may seems ok..nxt moment u noe, i m dwn... is lik it juz hurt 24 hrs..... realli..no kidding... cos is lik..haiz...anyway... sudd felt soo distance..duno y.. though i may tink too much.. i always tink alot actually.. bt tryin nt too.. bt sumhw it juz make me feel tat way... sudd lik i feel as if i hab bcum an irritant..dunno.. it juz seem lik u cant b bothered to say much to me anymore..i noe it seem ridiculous..bt aiya... lik always askin tings tat i noe u will feel lik "wad the.."... me n my 'y?','wad happen?' haiz... if i m realli a gd fren, i shud b able to read u.. guess i m still a failure as a fren.. nv seemed to pass...haiz... mayb i m better off alone.. juz a wanderer.... (k dar..u r exception) aiya dunnonvm... end of complaining n emo... too tired n head to pain to tink...tink i better go play my ds..will feel much better n entertain.. tink i m giving myself too much stress too...... haiz... sumtimes i juz wish tat i dun exist ( k dar, i m juz complainin) =)
barked at
11:42 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
argh..kinda sian tat i doesnt seems to b recovering at all.. ytd after gin class actually wan go n stay at smu wif mei mei they all..bt bcos of dar mummy den we rushed off.. was kinda sad though.. bt actually cum to tink of it..kinda glad i left cos on e way to dar hse i felt lik dyin... super uncomfortable.. in e end slept thru n stayed at his hse..cos if i take any transport hm tink i will keep vomitting( cos of e headache-ness n slight car sick) den juz when i tout i ok..happily wan go hm in e morning change den go sentosa wif my family.. in e end on e way.. i 3/4 dead... den was cryin le..cos..heh heh..tink gals will noe y le.. haha... ya.yima came.. so tats y 3/4 dead.. den felt damn terrible cos felt as if i had spoilt every1s mood... cos my mum seemed to b veri happy initially...bt all of them ask me rest if will feel better den e sentosa trip shall carry on... luckily it did.. so we went to had fun..hehe... though onli walk alot..bt still had fun...oh... hehe.. my dar did smth sweet again.. he bought me DS LITE!!! (as promised) bcos he was worried aabt e gst..so tat day on fri he was determined to buy for me..despite havin to rush ard..he still went along wif his plans.. ard noon he called me n said he had lost his wallet...soundin veri sad n guilty.. bt sumhw i knew tat he was tryin to surprise me ltr... didnt want to expose so i played along.. bt i did try to convince myself tat u lost ur wallet k.. bt i was realli surprised when he came n gav me a cute eeyore firx..tat did surprised me.. n i love it alot!!!!!! heh... was veri touched tat u went thru alot juz to c my big smile... muackx...thx dar..u r makin me more n more sticky le ah...anyway.. mei mei!!!! i wanna dance wif u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! due to my falling sick, n tat i always had to rush off due to family matters, i had not been dancin wif u for god noes hw long... argh... i gt a feelin i tml oso cant de lo... argh..hate feelin this weak (phsyically i mean)...haiz.. i better sign off here n continue wif e listing abit.. hehe..sayo..
barked at
11:50 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
wahahahaha..i simply love my hair.. all thx to my mei mei.. wahahahaha... i cant stop looking at e mirror la..tink all mirror wil broke bcos of me...hehehe.. thx mei mei..love u sooo much (dar love u too..if nt u sure complain =x) i realli love tis hair... felt so comfortable n handsome..wahahhaalove shopping wif u guys... always hab endless laughter n joy... farhan nxt time we shall go kino again n u start choosin e design for ur kitchen n i gather more inspiration for my dream hse..LOL.. mei mei we shall bury ourselves in kino wif manga n comics.. hehe.. oh.. nxt time lets go shoppin again on tues.. den go gelare eat waffle..bt we better choose correct timing..if nt mux wait 25 mins n eat 2.5 mins...LOL...realli sad when time to go...cos always rush off wif a simple word bye... n i didnt get to chat wif mei mei on train... cos we ended up in diff cabin...onli can say bye by standin outside...sob..cant even hug her... my mei mei~~~~tml i hab to start runnin ard again.. cos my mama bdae!!! n mr chew hab to run wif me..poor u.. bt u gt no choice cos my mama dote on u e most!!! n every1 agrees to it.. heh.. oh tml oso wq bdae...hahah same bdae as my mama...no wonder sumtimes felt so motherly..oops =x hehe... oh juz now mama break sum news to me...wahaha. hope i get a share of it.. den dar dar...no nid to worry too much on ds le...hehehe... hope can la..wahaha.. den can save money...hehee..... oh blog now better skarly tml no time blog... kinda wonder wad will happen on tis fri.. e junior intake.. lik kinda excited... cos den realli feel lik a senior le... hope everyting goes well... n all e best to every1..hehe... n peng ah... PLAN AH...hahhaa.. i will b ur mother frm nw on..nag n nag n nag.. or rather sry to all.. i will bcum veri auntie cos will keep naggin n pestering until sum1 gib me an answer or do it..wahahaa..sry to all..here cums auntie evelyn...hehedamn juz now blogged happily den my lappy batt died-ed again... den hab to reblog...e firx post is always e better one...sob...nvm...nxt time shall check properly... gtg...sayo...
barked at
11:38 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
damn... i m still sick after sooo long...doesnt seemed to get any better..damn it...i wanna dance!!!!! bt i juz seemed to wanna knock out every few seconds...anyway..today was juz another day..LOL had fun slackin at club rm wif all e IQ qns.. RK..listen n see..how many meh meh jumped over e fence??? bang bang bang hu die??? ok..veri lame i noe... bt we had fun yea...juz now c fong choreo-ing 'we ride', mei mei gt 'like a boy', sun gt 'last nite', farhan, regina n rk oso gt songs to choreo... den sudd i was tinkin " everyone seemed to b lik improvin n even startin to choreo songs all by themselves, n wad e hell n m i doing being soo sickly n weak??mayb i shud start one soon" mayb la..i always had tis tout bt nv carry out at all..always half way i gib up..i shud juz wake up n hab sum courage to try.. was kinda happi when mei mei ask me to carry on wif 'get up'... cos i always looked dwn on myself... nvm.. i shall do u proud..will use up alllllll my brain juice n cells to cum up wif sumting still nt bad..hehehe.. i hope la...hehoh.. I WAN A NICE NICE ORGANISER!!! not onli wan, bt NEED!!! i m lik writting everywhr...lik sooo messsy...time to get organise n plan e steps n tings i nid to do.. no more sloppy evelyn, no more tings will cum naturally on its own...PLAN N ORGANISE EVELYN!!!!!! tat is wad i always lack...heh..gonna brush up on tat... n tat includes my reports oso....haha.. always findini a way to run away sia..no gd no gd..heh... oh....pass few days i kept wantin to thx 1 veri impt person.. YAN YAN!!! thx!! u hab been helpin me alot... esp wif reports n schl stuff.. thx!!!! oh n last ting i wanna say..lao gong dun soooo angry lik tis mornin veri scary..hahaha was happi when i manage to make u smile...wahahahaha.. i m still a useful wife....hehehe....cya..take care (sry dar..tdy u no part in tis blog...=x)
barked at
11:33 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007
ahhhhhh..sooo bloody cold in this lab...4gt to bring jacket... e lecturer is soo boring la.. he took 45 mins to write dwn ans..=.=
ahh..dunno wads wrong wif my mp3..juz now still ok..den after i transfer file frm dar harddisk den take out den liddat liao..sob... wth la... dun spoil lei... gt alot tings inside..n i wanted to watch vid during tis boring tutorial de..sob... heart pain ah...
LOL today e jeremy (not e one frm fb) go gay wif wen qing..LOL...laugh till peng..qing..gd luck le... damn funni la... until every1 wan to whack him.. veri kiam pa... bt better nt whack la..ltr he siao siao den u noe, e more u whack e more shiok he feel...
sian..gt alot of lab report to do.. n i lik dun even feel lik touchin it... =.= when den i wan do sia... worse of all still gt hand written report!!!! so dumb la.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..my fingers gg to numb soooooooon.....................................................help................................
barked at
1:52 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
haha..cos previous blogskin abit gal..so unlike me..so decided to change...tis one cute hor..oh n finally my lonks work..lol..hehehe... anyway.. i m still sick..=.= dunno for hw long..n skipped my napfa fpr today...=.=sian..sry dar..made u cant dance again n u hab to take care of me..soo sry.. i noe u wan to dance alot..me oso..bt i liddat..sry...haiz..dunno wads wif me...lik sick le machiam one small kid..always wan to attract attention.. sian..dun lik tis side of me.. so kidish.. nvm.. e old me will recover soon (i hope)..muz thx all tat show their concern for me.. THX GUYS!!!ytd was tokin to mei mei.. den realise we always tout of a solution onli after e ting has happen.. =.= n we dun wan tis kinda of tings to carry on.. n i love a phrase i tout of.. thr is always a difference in standin ur own stand n being stubborn..dun u tink so... haiz.. doesnt mean anyting.. juz a sudd tout..anyway.. heard alot n was tinkin wads wif e sayin of family when we r nt acting lik one.. is it only for show??? realli hope tis kinda ting wun goes on.. n i find myself veri funni when i was sayin "family shudnt hab politics at all...cos den it is not a family" den it strikes me..so wad abt my family... r we still acting or is it real... sudd qn on wad actually is family...tis is sooo scary..haiz..nvm.. dun wanna tink too much oso... sian... i sudd feel lik eating my tiramisu..hehe... oh dar.. i tink 4get abt e ds lite le la...is lik bcos of it u nv eat enuff n i dun lik it.. i rather nt hab it..i may wish to hab it..bt tat is another ting le.. i juz hint more to my bro can le..hehe.. argh..e medicine r takin effects.. i betta go slp le..shall blog again other day...
barked at
1:36 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
hey..1st of all...wanna thank all of u 4 being thr 4 me... m realli touched..esp when i brokedwn last nite... thx.. esp shaf, christine, farhan,ida..n many more..mei mei...though u r juz sittin at one distance bt i noe tats ur way of concern..=) thx..juz a hug frm u n i can calm dwn... oh oh..cannot 4get jinwen!!! thx... firx one to make me break into a smile with tat big hug...thx..(though i dun tink he will read tis..anyway..thx) hmm..ytd had e passin dwn party.. heard alot of speeches...veri meaningful..n was touched wif wad e seniors did..thx jo for e box box...hehe..luv it..oh..i nid to say sum part of my speech here..wanna thank all hu hab faith in me..n believe-ing(dun laugh ah..i dunno hw to spell) tat i can hold up to e posts... seriously speaking..i do nid all of ur help..n i noe most of u will back me up..n i thank u for tat.. me alone can do nth... i will do my best n support e Ps n VPs... i may turn into a veri auntie person(though i m now)..dun blame me yea...cos hab to keep remindin our dear peng peng as he sumtimes can b too relac... sry ah peng.. hab to b veri auntie to keep pestering e Ps n VPs until they gib me sum gd ans for certain stuff.. gonna b veri thick skin n keep haunting for ppl for money.. so sry eh guys..if i ever go overboard.. pls tel me yea.. n if u ever hear me complain..dun take anyting to heart..i juz luv to complain... after i cool dwn, i juz 4gets abt it.. so yea...dar...hope last nite made us even closer n noe each other even betta..so yea...i realli thank u for listenin n supporting me k..=) luv ya..hmm.tokin abt dar..hahaa..i hab to blog tis cos i find him super cute (bear wif me yea.. take it as a gal tryin to show u hw cute she tink her bf is)most of u guys may realise he had a new shoe.. tat shoe was initially paid by my dad..of cos his mum return e money to me..bt he take it as my dad bought it for him..so he super take care of his shoe..even when i accidentally step his shoe ah..he will wipe n say me..den he even suggest to take 2 plastic bag to wrap e shoe... though he was jokin bt i find him damn cute.. ok... i betta stop b4 sum of u starts to vomit..DXO is tis cuming sun..hope can perform much better den club crawl.. n hope everyting turns out well for e 3rd audition..PS: farhan!!! hope today e tok i had wif u is not juz rubbish yea.. bt dun worry..tis sista of urs is always here to lend u her ears...oh ya..n thx for ytd to offer to b by my side when i was dwn n if i hab no one to turn to..thx lots...
barked at
10:33 PM
