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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

everything today juz doesnt seem rite

heading towards depression...

bye sunshine evelyn...

hello hell...

(juz let me b lik tis for awhile)

barked at
11:22 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

below gonna be sensitive issue n may affect ones mood... if you hav a weak heart, n emotional, n noe tat it mite b toking abt u...read on at ur own risks... or u can choose to continue to blog hop =)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! ok tat is wad i hab to say..NOT..LOL..aiya...let me do smth lame b4 i complain ma... anyway.. haiz... today i was super pissed n disappointed... i juz dun get it... y m i always the one caring n concern abt tings when others seemed lik it doesnt bother them... y do i say n fulfill my promises n ppl juz say n breaks them... r words tat free... i bother to do my job... keep ppl update, try my best to organise n follow up n pester so tat we can follow on time n not stress out n start to angry... bt HELLO..hu were e ppl hu say bt did otherwise.. i noe i now sound veri crude.. bt tink thru ur thick skull.. wad i said is it totally bullshit... yes..we were angered by sum negative comments... bt cum to tink of it..wad causes e negative comment to b stated.. is it totally bias n factless... i m not sayin i m mature n all e tings i said is confirm correct.. most of e times i oso made mistakes... i oso tend to 4gt wad i said... bt i will try my best nt to do those... hw old r we already? do we not noe hw to priortise(dunno hw to spell) correctly...ok i noe nt every1 takes dancin as their no. 1 priority.. bt at least b responsible... everybody is tired, they hab tings to do.. i understand... bt i oso hab... i oso will tired... e worse ting i m in 3rd yr.. do u ting i realli dun gib a damn abt studies.. hw is tat possible.. is e last yr.. i trying to balance everyting.. bt i alone can do wad... i noe thr r many others hu r e same as me.. trying real hard to makes tings rite... bt juz a few can bring whole ting down.. i noe i seem as if i try to make it seem i m poor ting one n blah blah blah... i dun gib a damn if i hab to do everyting..i juz nid ppl to cooperate... my health i can even heck...cos i dun even noe wads wrong wif it.. getting paler n paler by day... i dun even boher wishing tat it gets better cos i dun even noe wad will happen... i decided nt to put too much reason due to health...bt sumtimes it realli juz doesnt allows me to do tings... my health pisses me off.. bt my life cud b better wif others help... overall... juz wanna say..if u read tis n it angered u, den i will say gd luck... if u read n wake up, n i say congrats.. if u r e firx option.. guess wad... outside world hab ppl much worse den me.. backstabber, hypo, n fakes.. mayb u can win them.. i dunno bt its up to u to play e game.... i m on my way to heck care-ing mood soon... so if a sudden twist in my character..those hu read tis will understand y..

alas...hahahhaa...off chest..complain finish... okie...time to go buy food for dar... dar..pls slp more.. if nt u ezily angry i oso will juz flare up..still tryin to control my emotion... =) sry..

barked at
9:31 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

currently i m crazy over double cheese burger w/o pickles..all of e sudden it taste soooo tasty...tink gonna put on alittle more weight bcos of tat...

anyway..i seemed to get weaker n weaker despite me thinkin tat i had bcumin better n better.... ytd was e atrium performance n 1/2 way thru i was pulled aside bcos my face was pale n my lips were purple... i didnt noe it was tat bad... at nite i heard my mum tellin my dad tat i seemed to grow paler n paler..no longer havin e healthy tan tat i used to hab... i hab been consoling myself sayin tat i will b ok bt it seems nth... i seemed to get weaker n more slpy n cant seem to focus... i didnt dare to mention anyting abt my health to my mum cos i m afraid tat she will not let me cum fb any more... n currently remix ppl r bz n fb is lackin of manpower... n tis mayb e last few mths to c me active in fb... i mite b drifted apart after my attachment starts...

damn...stop feelin soooo weak... lets tok abt smth i feel slightly happy..i noe its dumb bt bcos of my health my grades hab been droppin drastically..even lecturers were shocked... so i now veri kia-su wan pull marks cos last yr le ma... den on tues was quite happy den i ans all viva qn correctly n mr ng seemed impressed n pleased..so hahaha..yea.. 25% shud b able to get at least ard 19%? ok..tinkin too much..bt better den nth k...

haha..anyway..bi..this few days nt enuff slp PLS find time to slp.. if nt ltr u headache.. u still haven fully recover..i myself cant even take care myself properly so pls dun let me worry abt u k...

oooooo.n mei mei... i oso wan go beach scream scream..heh..bt firx i muz slp for more strength den can scream..hahaha.. muz jia you for ur remix yea.. as for e suntec..hmmm... i will faster make my health cum back(though i dunno say hw many freakin times n it doesnt work) bt i dun care...i will die die at least go 1 com wif u shaf n rab...its our deal..=D

oh...n tis is for my sun... dun feel dwn yea... u hab earth for u to lean on...u oso gt ur leon n nana n other frens..so yea..we will stand by u~~~ hahaha sry to say bt i nid u n eunikio help soon... cos if nt ah... u noe wad i mean de rite... hehheheehe...ok i go slp awhile n continue to rot until sum1 cum rescue me...if nt rottin until 5plus..=.=

barked at
12:07 PM