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Sunday, October 14, 2007

ok..i hereby annouce evelyn ong yiling was revived by many other ppl including her dearest bibi...

hey guys, i m realli sry to make most of u worry abt me.. bt i m ok le..sry to annouce it onli now.. guess my previous posts hav made a little prob..bt nvm its ok..i muz seriously thank every single one of u hu showed ur concern when u read e post... mei mei, sabby, lao gong, shi fu(though u onli smiles in my tag bt gd enuff), boi boi, wee jian(hu called in e middle of nite to ensure i m ok),n e quiet n lame cz... n those hu i sudd 4gt bt thx.. i m seriously back to myself le..no more emo me... lik i said... i usually spring back ezily...

juz wanna say, hope when u guys read my post pls pls pls dun conclude anyting k.. is juz my way of venting anger n i juz nid to let it out..sumtimes when i complain it mite go abit overboard so hope dun conclude k.. bt i m realli glad most of u is ask wad happen n did not conclude..thx...

n wanna hereby say sry to bi, actually u did alot bt sry at e pt of time i realli feel small n uneeded.. bt nvm everyting is over for now.. n hope nth more cums...=)

now i will focus on doin well during my attachment, its my last ting for e results in my poly life.. so hab to give it my best shot... n work hard hard, heh earn $$.. den muz continue my popping n waving, i hab to b determine on tis n nt give up so ezily... was realli happi when alot ppl supported me on carrying on learning pop n wave..sum even veri excited to noe e result if i hab master being a popper or waver..bt ah will take quite sum time... heh... haha..thx shi fu lesner ah... heh ur tis disciple veri slow ah... i muz try hard do a proper pop den show u, bt skarly nxt yr oso haven master =x haha... jiayou le... heh...

barked at
11:48 AM

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

can i juz conclude or rather annouce evelyn is dead... dun ask y m i so emo.. i freaking dunno... anyting u do i juz hab a prob.. i dunno wads wrong...getting jealous at every single ting... i dunno izzit me or m i juz starting to feel e insecurity n e insignificant n e unimportant me??? i m sum1 hu is scared,afraid,terrified to b alone in e dark...though currently i m nt literally alone in e dark.. bt guess wad..i feel lik i m alone in e dark.. as if if i juz cried to death no one will ever notice... i bet even if u juz happen to randomly read my blogged u will super shocked n surprised tat i was even feeling tis way when u didnt even seemed to sense it... m i juz an gd actress or u seriously juz too bz to notice my fear... i m practically sobbing to slp (though tat is wad i always does) i bcum super paranoid, getting back to e porcupine me... ur every single reply juz seemed to short n not sweet... cant u sense tat sumtimes or rather i hab been constantly annoucing my jealousy to u bt in a joking manner so tat u wun feel troubled or unhappy abt it... bt tat doesnt seemed tat i m totally joking... i feel n seem smaller n smaller... though u still will sumtimes smiled n b sweet to me bt did u notice tat i recently is having a no life life n i m practically a walkiing zombie... sudd every single ting seemed to b dance, juniors n tat person... though everytime when i jealous i find sum reason to back u up by u love to dance n i love to dance, so i shudnt complain abt dance, juniors r impt cos u r taking care of them, tat person is juz another fren of urs juz lik me n farhan... bt freak... i juz in e end will find more tink to rebut....dance i can cancelled out, tat person i oso tried to cancelled bt e juniors... yes i agree u shud b takin care of them, being thr for them, bt y do u always hab plans with them n i always noe on e day itself n veri last min juz when i tout we can b gg out ourself or having time of our own finally after having practically e whole wkdays looking at a boring training centre... do u noe hw it feels to b waiting to hab e day of our own den nxt min i noe e juniors r in e picture n bye bye i go hm... dun u sense it when i say i wud rather go home...i realli dunno izzit i m juz asking too much or wad...
4get it.. i m juz an unreasonable n childish kid now.. so juz freaking ignore tis entire stuff if u can...

after complaining almost wadeva i had kept in my heart for freakin long... i hereby annouce e death of evelyn ong yiling... age of 19 born in 10 nov 1988 n dead on 2nd oct 2007...

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9:09 PM