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last night.. many things run thru my head.. was thinking super alot.. den smth strike me..
y m i still handling things lik a small kid? y is thr a lack of responsibility? y do I do things and there r mistakes? careless? or just not merticulous enuff? How old m i le? y i cant do things and handle it well lik a reliable person? m i still gonna say "i m still young ma"?
after thinking all e y n realise if i y summore oso no use cant it cant changed wad had happen... i can onli nt repeat all this in e future...
Conclusion: Not gonna run, not gonna hide, not gonna whine n say "its nt my fault" (if smth cock up..thr muz b smth i did tat bcum liddat..if nt it will nv happen), not gonna take things for granted, Gonna b much more focus n detail, gonna put myself in others shoe.. n look from more perspective... gonna stand up straight n take wad ever tat comes.. no matter how strong e wind, no matter how heavy e rain, no matter how hot e sun, no matter how cold it will b, i am gonna walk on n show ppl wad i can do n i m sum1 who can b trusted n rely on.. tats gonna b me!!!
barked at
8:16 AM
Another random post of the top 10 theories that i myself come up with lets see if u feel e same too...
ok sum of e theory of mine abit wtf la.. bt ya.. hahahah basically i dun lik to quarrel.. so i always try my best to avoid one.. (tats hw toleration lvl increases) hate having e feeling of loneliness so will always pull ppl out of loneliness...=D
barked at
11:59 AM
is gg be an end for a chapter n a start of e other.. MACKILICIOUS has came in 2nd for LIME.. though some of us feel tat we can do much better... in all.. i love my mackies~~ we pulled in through.. is e end of LIME chap... will thr b another chap for mackilicious.. this is still unknown.. wad is known that my life will b a book tat will onli end when my life end (lik duh rite =.=..haha)
anyway..wad's e nxt chap? to chiong production...chiong production will help to improve my popping n lyrical...y tis 2 onli? cos i onli in tis 2 genre la..=x sry for being lame.. i can c huda killing her crow...=] anyway... have been tempted to join "floor the love" (even though after hearing who gonna b in popping.. i still wanted to try....) but when i read the "floor the love blogspot" for details... i sian diao.. cos is on sat n is 3pm-10pm.. it clashes with rehersal... sian rite... so to all hu wanted to join pls take note ah...
hmmm e previous para lik nth to do with diff chap hor..hahaha.. anyway.. i m entering another life.. or rather i m already in another life.. a life whr to balance work, fun, family n love... oso sumwad known as "adult life"..which i dun wan to..bt my age is moving towards it... damn!!!
ok lets not tok abt chaps anymore.. firstly CONGRATS to RJR, SCORPI and ANi O HOW for getting into FINALS!!! jiayou...will grab photos from the others den upload k..(though i dunno how many photos i suppose to upload le =x)
anyway.. ytd went kbox with ah xia, mummy sher, zg, bing n qing..(sry lao gong, yan n yi.. u all shud noe y rite =[ sry) anyway... we went kbox.. n i finally went after rejecting sooooo many times n nt able to make it.. i felt ultra bad.. so i die die oso make myself available ytd.. bt once again.. me n cong xiao can nv go out tgt.. cos i go n she didnt cos she gt smth on =.= anyway.. we sang from 2pm-7pm.. ah xia is crazy de lo.. sing song so power den sing non stop wun tired, wun zhao sia~~
mummy oso another pro one.. wah love to hear her sing.. when she sing lik so angel.. bt always will time to time sing so sweet le den turn to bing "nabei~~" lol.. spoil e whole scene la.. damn funni..
den ah geng sing song veri ji dong.. dunno wan to laugh at him or shud admire his "tong ru-ness (focus-ness)".. he is lik in his own world when singing... =x
bing as usual.. always into his song.. his emo songs~~ gt one part damn funni.. he practise by listening to his hp song den c whether he can hit e key b4 he sing e actual one with mic... LOL.. funni la..
qing ah... cos he voice wan gone le.. so he kept struggling.. den i purposely choose the song "wake up (ping le)" hahahah qing realli ping le (erm erm dunno how to explain machiam pia)... haha he sing finish he want to die le..=x all thx to me.. n 4 that song damn funni.. cos bing onli noe hw to sing "wake up wake up~~" so everytime reach chorus me n qing let bing shout... we rest.. den continue...LOL
as for me.. they say i suit e 'yo yo type' n they lik when i rap.. bt damn!! i lost e touch of rapping.. towards e back 4gt lyrics.. 4gt rythm.. argh.. bt i was amazed when i can sing "ting hai" w/o dying.. though almost die.. whole face red...hahhaha ohoh.. n i love e fact that me, ah xia and mummy made a gd combi of singapore version of SHE.. nt e anyhw one.. i realli mean abit lik SHE..y? cos mummy voice super lik Selina tat kind (i m nt joking.. realli lik).. den ah xia can fight with Hebe sia her voice.. me of cos Ella la.. cos deep ma.. hahhaa
anyway it was realli fun cos long time nv go kbox... love e feeling.. n e fact i can listen ppl's gd voice... oh bing.. ur singing seems to b better... dunno y... juz feel it is better...hahah go army rmb sing ah...LOL
barked at
10:36 AM
hahaha received this email from yan regarding 9 words often used by women..
9 WORDS WOMEN USE
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (True cos I used this on keat =x)
(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (OFTEN USED!!hahaha)
(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (i wun say until so ang moh la... i will say.. do LOR)
(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. (veri ang moh oso.. i usually will go "nvm... 4get it.."=x)
(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' ... that will bring on a 'whatever').
(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F@!K YOU!
(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.
after reading lik onli a few words i will use...how abt u? Other facts I realise my self and i told this to ms ler.. n she agreed!!
1) ppl will nv b satisfied.. if they r here, they wish they r thr.. n when they reach thr, they wanna b sumwhr else.. dun say u nv tink abt tis b4.. is super common.. cos i m tinking lidat =x
2) if you start raising ur voice (in a midst of abt to fight that kind), u usually bcum e bad guy first..
3) 85% of ppl r wearing mask.... me too n i admit it..if nt veri hard to survive... (may seems lik nonsense bt trust me.. being too nice with no "gear" to protect urself, u will often get hurt lik mad)
4) every1 is bias.. is juz how bias u r... ok i dunno how to explain this.. bt tis is hw i feel..try convincing me if u feel otherwise..
5) every1 wans to impress ppl... again how u show it nia... if u tink u nv wans to impress ppl.. tok to me.. i will convince u tat deep down u wans to impress ppl =x haha
Suddenly abit mind block.. tat time gt one fact i learn from experience is ultra true.. bt i 4gt =.= dumb rite.. pai seh wil post when i rmb...
ytd was popping III last lesson.. SOB~~~ cos i love popper ben's class.. i lik e way he always tok with us.. share with us his experience n knowledge... n he nv fails to make me go WOW... esp in popping III, i love e way he take tis class...although is his firx time teaching freestyle.. bt i love it.. is dope.. he will tink of new rules to make us learn frm it.. n e ting i lik abt him is tat if he set sum rules tat make us go "OMG how is tat possible", at e end of our freestyle he will do his freestyle with the same rule apply (sumtimes additional rules) n he can do it dope-ly... admire him sia...
his teaching style is different.. he makes u feel veri fren with him... bt at e same time will make u go dope ah.. den e ting i notice abt him is tat even when u dance n it looks like shit.. he can find sumting beauty in it.. n he truly means it.. nt sacarsm.. although sumtimes i feel tat he is just being ultra nice.. bt i feel tat he is sum1 hu looks for beauty in a ting den flaws... e onli time he will pick out flaws is if u r dope n he wans u to improve further...being in his class definitely can boost confidence lvl... partially bcos of his comments.. another reason is he will make u do it... if u back off..he will push u...
throughout this popping class i have made many frens and learn many stuff... build up my confidence lvl (slightly=x) n i get to feel how is it lik to dance solo with sooo many eyes watching u..=Din all dope...
I gonna clean up my hits... n at least b a female popper tat u can b proud of =) meanwhile b4 i start cleaning... MACKIES!!!!! tml is e day... chiong evelyn chiong....=D (oh gals pls take care... drink more water )
barked at
5:51 AM
hmmm.. today is random post.. cos gt nth realli exciting for me to post FOR E MOMENT...hahaha dunno ltr will have nt...
hmmm... lets tok abt neuh~~ y? cos i juz read his blog n he is toking abt his hair... haha... den looking at e pic he post abt his old hairstyle... n mei mei was asking him to get back e long n blonde hair.. OMG is nice la... bt noooooo neuh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hahaha cos last time i junior i find u gd looking la.. (nt tat nw nt gd looking la~~) den if u go back tat hair style ah.. OMG u gonna b in e list of my cute guys le... nooooO~~~~~ den i will b high veri often cos i get to c u often...liddat will heart attack u noe..=x hahaha (bt den again.. i wan c u long hair =s stupid gal eh =x)
hmmm...i juz realise recently all my cute guys are malay...(yes i gt fetish for dark skin ppl... bt erm.. dunno whether tis time rd i m looking at their skin color or they r realli cute to me =x *looks ard for keat*) here's e list FOR E MOMENT: 1) Rated PG - Blue guy (sry i still didnt get e name =x) 2) Fasly (dunno how to spell...n he is my grandjunior) 3) Maslan (again i dunno how to spell.. n his dance is dope) 4) For now no more... bt raffee can b considered one of e malay guy i find quite cute.. bt i still wun go crazy yet.. hahaha.. neuh is slowly hopping into my list...
hmmm... for now above are my cute guys... bt shhhhhhh... hahah ltr get killed by keat..(dun worrri bi they r juz to c c onli k =x) oh!! muz say.. i find ryan (o schl one..quite cute too!!!) sry ah.. i lik gt alot of cute guys =x cos so far to me they nt reallli considered veri shuai bt they r ultra cute n charismatic... n tats enuff k! haha... I gt nv ending list of guys i find cute (usually is artise from all over... non artise...list still short =x)
aiya.. usually is look onli.. cos if get them as bf scared alot of gals wan snatch.. den i will b veri bz... =x hahaha... so c c nia... (so bi dun worry ah...) =] ok shall end of this random-ness post tat has no meaning =x BYE
~promise is aint a promise unless u fufilled it~ *random quote..to b make me feel profound =)*
barked at
12:20 PM
haha tis post is dedicated to my parents (though i doubt they would b so hip to come to my blog).. cos i seriously super touched n love them lots!!!!!! why?
Last Sat (Lime semi) I was to meet the other mackies at 930 at bugis to eat n prac.. my parents (early birds) woke up n was slacking when they saw me packing my stuff...so i told them i m having com at bugis at 3 bt nw gg to prac.. my mum quickly changed den when she is ready my dad asked "wah so early ah..." my mum act poor ting n reply "ok lo... i go back wash clothes" LOL.. so my dad say ok la.. den he changed and fetch me to bugis.. and is onli 930!!!!! they will have to slack until 3 plus to c my com which is 6 hours away lei!!! they really stayed, watched movie and idle until 3 plus to watch my com.
And the touching thing is when i m on stage i saw my parents just behing kenny(o schl kennY) they all watching their daughter... super happi... after the whole ting i went with them n my dad said this "c u sooo hardworkin.. i treat u to gd food" and he brought me to jap restuarant... dope rite..is nt lik i win anyting yet =]
this was nt e onli stuff made me touched.. ytd after i received news that we made it, I told my mum over the phone (cos she was telling me she nt cooking..) that i gt in.. n she was like "good job... muz jiayou k.. dun so stiff go train..." hahah n i tink back n realized nt once they have scold me for being home late at nite, instead they supported me.. that is smth i shud realli appreciate and cherish it cos i noe thr r others hu have strict curfew and their parents nt supportive of tis (nt trying to show off ah.. juz being appreciative of me parents)
this is for him: u hav been thr.. though wanted to kill u when u said u nt gg for e semi to support me.. in e end u rush dwn when u wake up n realise thr is still time... so decided to let u off =) thx for giving me ideas nw n den.. n trust me i cant do melt dwn =.= i already so stiff.. unless u break my bones... =x n stop laughin at me for having nightmares k...*puff* scary de k...
anyway after typing so much i realise i did nt state time n dates for finals... den how ppl cum support me rite (chey chey)
Date: 23 August Sat
Time: 3 - 5pm
Venue: Bugis Junction (Fountain there)
There will b other dope crews in the finals like Trademark, Groove Aggression, Wah, Rated PG, solo AC, DT, CeeKay, Mels meets Lions ft CK.... drop by if can n show supports yea.. bt rmb when u thr muz support MACKILICIOUS!!!
barked at
7:17 AM
our dear MACKILIOUS HAVE MADE IN TO THE LIME FINALS!!!! Trademark, mel grp n for solo and duo- CK, AC, styleless, Groovy Aggression and Dt..oh n mud!! CONGRATS TO ALL!! oh n Trademark won e cadbury ting.. share e choco ah~~ haha
to my mackies~~ let's all prepare for the final sprint.. we have heard comments from gin.. so gals... u noe wad to do.. n i will or rather i muz keep up with u gal's pace =D we have one more chance to prove wad we can do.. n we gonna show den wad mackies can do... is gonna b hard cos all of us gt other stuff to handle.. n within less den 5 days to add n improve is quite stressful...bt we hav to do it...=D
to hulala: thx.. n i will continue to train hard nt to disappoint u =) u r realli a team player =) n i noe u will b stress cos u hav gender to handle... bt jiayou =D
to sun: pls study~~ n u will b having alot of stress too.. cos exams onli finish on thurs.. bt i noe u can do it.. meanwhile keep ur mind onli on study n lime ah!!!
to shaf-fee: gal... dun always keep tings inside ah... den emo... slap u... by keeping quiet, n feeling dwn is gonna affect me.. cos i m concern! =) so muz say.. n u can oso do it!!!!!
to myself: i need to work extra hard.. as alot ppl said i m super stiff (e weird ting is poppers say i m so nua when it cums to popping...LOL) anyway.. i will push harder.. =)
so all e way mackies!!! oh oh.. n ytd was suntec com.. n RUFF JACKS REPRESENT, ANY-O-HOW and SCORPI went in to SEMI!!!!!!! congrats congrats!!!
*mei mei... cum my hse stay other time again k~~ hahaha i always fell aslp sooo fast DAMN..hahaha =)
barked at
9:59 AM
to all hu concern MACKILIOUS HAS GOT IN into SEMI-FINALS!! for wad? for lime competition!! hahaha...either this sat or sun... bt is gonna b tough for us mackies cos have to juggle btwn exams (for sabby n shaf), work (for me n huda), production prac (for all of us) and we onli left lik less 4-5days to come up with a 3 min routine!!! nvm mackies... we hav done it once we can do it twice~~
though preparing for audition was quite tiring for us... bt we manage to put it thru.. n yes ms evelyn is gonna b more RARR~~ like wad huda say... i will n i muz!! dun worry gals i will quicken my pace... push myself to my limits to match up with ur hip hop standards =D n i m gonna make u gals proud of me... i oso gonna make my bi proud of me n oso my shi-fu popper ben proud of me... (abit tink veri far ah... bt i dun care..is now or nv...) hu-la-la... i wan thank u for ur patience for correcting me again n again... sabby for pointing out my mistakes.. shaf-fee for accompanying me chiong... i m nt gonna let u dwn.. n even if our hopes look small i gonna push it big!! (abit tink tooo much again..bt owell...if nt wil feel emo ma=x) for sab, shaf n even myself... tis is e 1st com (pls dun count danceworks) we finally got into... n 1st time we might even have frens cheering from down e stage n no longer us at down stage...so we gonna put up a gd show.. n we gonna continue up on stage =) take it as an experience take it as a journey tat we always wanted to try...
for hu-la-la... thx for cracking ur brains..tinking of choreos...tinking of hw to push it...honestly i sux at choreo.. n usually cudnt come up with even 1 eight... n even a few counts i come up wif is juz simple steps..nth wow... bt i will still do wadeva i can to contribute... =D
last bt nt least GO MACKIES~~~~
barked at
7:14 AM
hah.. last wk was a bz wk for me...haha lets slowly update yea..
Thurs took half day off.. went to ssdc wanted to book trial test.. was fully booked =.= den went to schl... managed to get shaf to accompany me.. until ard 5 plus den we went over to blk e... juz nice my bi reached oso =) den ida came find me.. cos she oso wanted to go ssdc.. we went to ssdc to onli find out that ida have to go again other day as e counter for her renewal has closed... sry ida =( so we slack at e canteen n i almost 4gt abt my BTT till scorpi called me... went up find scorpi n we tok cock b4 entering e 'exam hall'... his seat was behind mine so he can roughly c my monitor.. so after doin confidently n within 20 mins?? or more i stood up n scorpi look at me n gave e look "wah u pass???" den i signal him to look at my screen... den he start laughin cos he saw "FAILED" on my screen.. LOL... wah e examiner almost tout me n scorpi cheating bt she ltr look at me again i gave her tat "fail la..c wad c" den she nv say anyting.. hahaha... n yes ms evelyn has failed BTT e 3rd time!! dunno y i m so proud of it.. hahahah... den went back to train with mackies~~~
Fri i took full day off... haha i acted veri poor ting in front of my colleagues on thurs... so they tout i realli had sum difficulties =x tink i realli can go get oscar award=x went schl ard 12 plus... find mei mei... den she andee n amit accompany me to amk to find pants.. haha we ate e ice kachang ting.. wooo dope..hahaha den we bump into ah hock aka xiao yu =D den he n andee take mrt while e 3 of us walked back singing "omit~~" hahaha bt i was kind pek chek on tat day cos sudd seem lik alot of tings to do.. n usually when tings cum at one shot i veri ezily pek chek...bt owell.. tings were fine... n mackies practised =)
Sat e mackies met early early ard 930 in e morning.. i reached earliest so went to get breakfast for e gals... c responsible leader lei =x chey chey self praise...hahahahha.. den we walked to smu.. since jun kai have not reached i took out my speaky-eeyore (eeyore that has speakers as legs) hhahahaha.. sry to mackies cos they have to tahan my madness tat entire day for looking at my eeyore hugging n praising it =x hahaha den jun kai came to rescue us with a better speaker...hah... it was funni initially..shall nt say ltr huda kill me =x anyway practised again n again... den we head to o schl.. haha in e toilet sabby was complaining abt a few tings...hahahha we kept teasing her =x at o schl we saw hu...hahhahaa a veri veri familiar face..hanif... yes he is e mr mysterious.. wonder how he did for e audition..=x e judge was onli one person.. n that was enuff cos it was BEN!! n i cock up here n thr... bt e comment wasnt tat bad... bt as usual ben is always a nice guy.. so better nt pin hopes toooooo high.. cos i have been clicking f5 to refresh my email since 8 plus n i still has no news abt e results.. SCARED SIA..oh well let fate decide yet...=D anyway mackies had fun yea -=) ohoh nuh came to join us... so we went out slack... we refers to mackilious, plus my kimchi vp, plus nuh, plus bi, plus eunikio n plus farhan.. oh n marcus even came to find huda... super long nv c him... was kinda glad to c him once again =D overall had a nice sat... love gg out with them.. n nuh... i owe u drink, chicken wing n donuts.. oh DONUTS!!! cannot 4get tat...hahahhaha tat end of my sat
sun...nth big deal...gathered with my cousins...n they r realli interesting.. ask my bi n he agrees... tats y i love to b with them =) too bad e nt sociable or tooo sociable until no time join us cousin mr jerome was nt ard... if nt even more fun...
tat ends my entire week... hahhaa mackies.... lets keep our fingers crossed yea =D even if tings does nt turn out e way we wanted i totally enjoyed working with all of u =D at least i fufilled sum of the how i wish in my previous post...thx gals!!
barked at
2:14 PM
1) If the person who hurt you the most recently apologized, you would say…
- i got nth to say as i was already hurt.. i will 4give e person bt sry tat e bad memories will linger for quite awhile...
2) Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
- hah... i juz spoke to him over e phone =x
3) Are you a morning person or a night?
- erm.. afternoon??=x
4) Are you there for your friends?
- wanted to.. bt i always seem to b nt able to..sry guys =(
5) Are you a forgiving person ?
- hmmm... yes bt.... like i say e bad tings stays in my mind
6) Do you smoke on the regular?
- does 2nd hand smoke consider as one??
7) Are you mad at anyone?
- wait..wad kind of mad?? mad as in crazy over sum1? or angry?
8) Are you an aunt/uncle?
- sad to say..yes =( make me sound sooo old
9) Who was the last person you ate with?
- erm erm erm... was eating biscuits by myself..if muz say..last nite with keat?
10) Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
- an operator from Tigerairways =.=
11) What is something that you do daily that your friends might not know?
- a habit of smelling my finger tips every now and den... (dun lik to hav weird smells on my finger tips.. quite particular abt tis=x)
12) Are you feeling uneasy about something lately?
- erm... nt knowing wad i wan? start to wonder abt my capability?
13) Do you have plans for your friends next birthday? Who? When?
- aha... wish to..bt running out of ideas... HELP
14) Where are your top three friends right now?
- nyp, nyp n nyp (i tink =x)
15) Ever punched somebody or been punched?
- always (play play la/ accident)
16) Do you want children?
- duh... best twins...it will b so interesting =x
17) You’re in the hospital, who of your top friends would come visit you?
- erm none..cos i dun wanna b in hosp..if i hav to b i wun let them noe.. dun wan them to b worried =)
18) Anyone from your past come to mind often?
- Yup... bt shhhhhhh...
19) Are you a happy person?
- hahah... happi go lucky person...bt dun try ur luck ah =x
20) Is your coming birthday on a holiday?
- sad to say is on mon =( monday blues~~~
22) If you had one wish for your best friends what would it be?
- hope wadeva wish they have come true!!
23) Could you ever be in a long distance relationship?
- hmmmmm.. always wanted a taiwan bf or a korean bf (bt tis one dream onli =x..shhhh will get kill if my bi c tis =x)..
25) Do you have a good grades?
- erm... does being in e middle gd??
27) Does anyone like you?
- of cos.. everyone likes me =x joking... at least my bi likes me =D
30) What the food you last ate?
- grape biscuits...and will have better food to eat in another 9mins...HAH
31) What are you wearing right now?
- a $10 office-wear top (stripes), black gio office pants, black belt...and a jacket cos is freezing in here
32) Where is your handphone?
- 20 cm away from me on the table
33) What are you looking forward for this coming week?
- for lime (if get in...) n to watch "money no enuff 2" with bi n my parents!!!! n oh KO nite!
34) Whats your favorite subject?
- maths, bio, chem (mayb)
35) Whats something you really want right now?
- erm... damn i wan alot of tings... bt firx.. I WAN TO CHANGE MY HAIR STYLE!!!
36) Did you bought something new?
- hmmmm... e onli ting new is $5 white pants frm song n song..LOL
37) What color is your hair?
- hmmm... suppose to b sum purplish red n has faded for god noes hw long.. now it looks brownish
38) Do you find yourself loved?
- duh... go read my previous post...LOL
39) If given another chance to love that person again, would you do so?
- which person u referring to.. hmm hu ever it is... cant tink of it.. cos i hav one to love currently
40) What are you doing aside from this?
- clicking refresh every 5 mins to check on my email for news from lime =)
4 people being tagged are:
1. Lao gong 2. Ah Yan 3. Mei Mei 4. Sharon (yes u sharon)
barked at
8:59 AM
hahah.. sry for anyhw give name.. bt LOL.. was fun ytd training.. i wonder when was e last time i ever dance n sweat lik ytd man.. n my body is aching lik hell today.. wah tis shows usually i dun use my muscle much.. hahhahaha.. popping dun ache u noe =x bt it was fun.. realli love e feeling... though cock up here n thr (me ah!!!) haha i wasnt realli gd in hip hop... or rather i m always 1/2 here n thr.. owell... was glad that e gals were patient enuff to go through with me over n over again.. i love the "magazine" hahahhaa.. cos is created bt me =x LOL jkjk... realli fun... gonna continue ltr.. sry boy cudnt go for ur celebration cos i gt BTT later den i wun b able to go in time..
toking abt BTT..freak..haven study.. gt a feeling i m gonna fail AGAIN...lik =.= i tink i better get a chaffur (dunno how to spell=x) bi u better go take license n pass k...hahaha..
end of soon today~~ love my new group...MACKILICIOUS.. soooo fergilicious =x n delicious =x
barked at
7:57 AM
hahahah.. quite lame... bt e way he say veri convincing.. veri funni.. cos after awhile he realise i dun lik dentistry.. den he promote building management.... LOL y?
LOL overall he say until buildin management cfm safe...veri funni... cos after he tok so much he ended off with "aiya dun study la.. continue working at ma architects..." lol... funni sia den i was tinking 'u promote dentist den building management..in e end ask me dun study..LOL' oh 4gt to say at e veri start b4 he promote dentist he was saying "aiyo.. study waste money waste time.. so old le dunno how to tink.." LOL den i say "i haven old.. cos i nt yet 21...." LOL den he reply "ya hor.." LOL tis colleague of mine super interesting one.. everyday gt story to tell.. his whole life super entertaining.. gt in an armed robbery b4 (tat made me laugh my ass off..its realli funni), finger dislocate n need go sensei, ice skiing incident n many more... cant stop laughin when tokin to him... another colleague of mine (e eldest) oso got alot story to tell.. hahaha... his actions n everyting veri funni one.. however his story always make me n another gal go "sure or not..." LOL... my office is filled with ppl with story to tell.. hahahaha entertained (provided boss nt ard den i can b smiling happily =x)hahah
*still dunno wad to study.. hahahha*
barked at
1:05 PM
tis time is nth to do with dance or frens or family... is stupid work!! i m feeling soooooooooooo f***ed up tat i m tinking shud i quit e job... ok.. tis is wad happen...
yes stupid evelyn made countless mistakes during work... i have booked flights wrongly 3 times.. dumb? lets hear e scenario firx yea...
1st time booked wrong.. completely my fault.. yes stupid i agree.. problem was solved was not able to refund fully.. need to pay admin fee of 75bucks..
2nd time booked wrong... my boss kept changing here n thr.. made me open 2 window.. one is promotion package one is nt.. after which stupid evelyn close e wrong window n go for e non package.. once booked n paid den realise wrong.. immediately i cancelled n appeal for full refund.. thank god was able to do so... however stupid boss realise timing gt prob wan me to change timing... n guess was thr stated "FOR PROMOTION PACKAGE STRICTLY NO CHANGES ALLOWED" and apparently my boss die die oso wan try.. so i told him really cant he dun believe he called...argue with e person awhile den he no choice bt to give in.. evil me was smiling at a corner =x
3rd time booked wrong.. my boss was suppose to b away for e entire wk (tis wk..to thailand n vietnam) so have to book 2 tix... 4-6 thai..7-9 vietnam... so initially he told me to book vietnam.. den he asked me put on hold.. den he say book for thai...den i heard him saying 7-9.. so i went to book 7-9 THAI.. bt b4 i do so.. i was checking with him e time.. so i decided to print e timing slot n date n showed him n let him choose... he was askin me tis is departure n tis is arrival (pointing at e date column) i say ya.. den he choose... again he ask me put on hold.. den nxt day he say go ahead... after a book.. i still print n showed him.. i saw him lookin at it.. den i asked.. cfm hor.. though i noe quite stupid when already booked bt i juz wan cfmation.. he say ya.. den in e afternoon...my colleague was casually saying boss will b in thai on 4th n i was gg "WTF SHIT SIA" den i check n i was gg crazy... cos this is e promo package.. 600 plus 2 way n is SIA... cfm no changes no refund if cancel.. HOW?? die lo.. den when i ask my boss he say he didnt c e date.. wtf rite.. wad to do.. he boss ma.. bt e worse ting is he dun scold.. so i cant flare u c... argh
den today worse... received n email he lik saying tat i shud take note of tings n dun make mistake again.. tis time is regarding letterhead..n he say lik is my fault when my e other colleague oso didnt notice.. den wad makes it worse is i asked him last time when to use which letterhead.. he did nt ans.. so i juz follow... f*** up sia...
damn pissed... den juz now my colleague looking for sum feng shui ting.. so i tout is tat one i ask my colleague.. he say ya.. so he scan n asked me email to boss cos he cant access to e scanned file.. so i say ok.. den send.. den it was e wrong one.. e boss lik say until y i say e other one when he need smth else.. den i was lik wtf.. how i noe... den hav to search lik hell to find..
argh.. yes i do make mistakes.. bt y does it seems lik he is looking me in a way tat "this gal always screwed up" freak... n is nt purely my fault onli... if yes den i admit.. bt is NOT.. nw he wans me to book air tix for a colleague hu is gg to b stationed at china.. how to do tat when my boss nt in spore to cfm with me... den e info he give is so vague.. F***!!
i dunno wan to quit not.. if quit is i realli pissed with my boss.. bt den again i dun wan to show as a person hu quit when meet probs.. argh pissed pissed pissed....
(firx time my blog so many f*** ah... cos i m realli pissed now...=x)
barked at
6:26 AM
any1 need a member for their dance crew?? evelyn ong is available... hip hop soso, popping still learnin... breaking cmi... locking cmi....punking sure die...basically not veri strong in any dance... bt can be hardworking =D so if u need an extra member feel free to contact evelyn at 8112****
LOL.. i m lik selling myself liddat.. hahah wad to do.. c so many gd dance grp cuming up.. envious of Ruff Jacks cos they r dope... (trademark u guys are oso dope, dime brizzle oso.. cforce oso..oops=x) hahah haiz... been lik slacking in dance too long.. 4gt wad is e feeling lik being in a performance or even COMPETITION.. pathetic evelyn onli been to dancework competition... n TATS IT.. pathetic i noe... haiz... always wanted to go to com with close frens bt nv succeed... wanted to go suntec again doesnt succeed... wish to go for LIME com.. bt not enuf time... haiz.... any1 dun mind keeping a stray cat lik me?? wanting to feel how is it lik to chiong for a com... how is e feeling lik to wait n hear if my own name is being called n i m in for e nxt rd... apparently nv get to feel it except tat onli one time... y not go solo? cos i sux n i gt total no confident when alone n i will panic n i will blank out n i will look lik a total idiot... i m working on it.. n guess i always finding excuse to rest? can any1 push me in dance? i dunno y bt i gt a feeling i gt nt much time left to be enthu in dance.. y tat feeling? i oso dunno.. seems lik thr will b smth tat cum my way n i hav to forsake dance... it has been a strong feeling recently n i dun lik it... i m trying to ignore it n chiong dance.. bt... haiz....
oh welll.... again being despo....if any1 wan go com... dun mind consider me ah...=x
barked at
12:57 PM
hahhaa recently i m in love with a taiwan variety 模范棒棒糖... n now i m in love with e following didi in e variety... 鲔鱼！！小禄，李全，小昱，虎牙!! i m crazy for now... esp 鲔鱼!! he abit those bad tempered kind cannot kena say kind,, bt i find him cute and he dance POPPING!!! hahaha.. now in love with 宅男墅 cos gt the 1st 3 inside.. hahaha n now my fav song... nt veri dope bt i juz love it!
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