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Thursday, September 11, 2008

ytd i finally fell sick.. yes crazy evelyn has been hoping to fall sick.. n ytd was down with gastric flu.. nw i still feeling uncomfortable n all...n ytd soooo embarrassing at e doc...=x shall nt say.. cos is PAI SEH!! haha

anyway..ytd after seeing doc.. i accompany mummy to buy stuff... cos i was feeling nt tat bad.. so i shop with her.. suddenly it juz strike me hard.. when was e last time i held her hands n walk from balestier to novena den to toa payoh...seeing her smiling n all.. willing to keep paying for shoes for me even though her money is running low... i realise is unless i m sick.. if nt i do not have time for her.. her health in e firx place wasnt gd.. n yet she insist on going work.. nt tat she wans more money (partially yes.. bt is to spend on me n my bro =[ ) is tat if she dun go to work... she will b alone at hm whole day.. wad is she suppose to do... i always go home lik 10plus 11? my bro sumtimes oso liddat? my dad 7 plus?

haiz.. i sumtimes juz lik to whine n cuddle her lik a small kid.. can god pls spare my mum frm physical problems... u have gave her soooooooo many illness.. cant u juz cut dwn one or two? r u realli sooo heartless? recently my mum told me tat she might have kidney failure... she told me she cried while calling dad... n stupid doc one moment say borderline.. nxt moment say critical.. harlow!!! u joking or wad..smack u... my mum illness is soo many tat i lost count.. almost all major hosp gt her records.. r u gg to add one more?? pls pls.. i beg u... she is soo fragile.. i rather u increase my migraine.. den to shoot her with one more wich is e scariest!! kidney failure?? pls..

haiz..owell.. is juz complaining.. nt lik any of e above complains gonna change facts =.= haiz.. dunno is it i still nt feeling veri well so emotionally ezily affected.. sudd misses alot of my fren.. until i wonder.. how long does a frenship last? last long bt is it still as close? r u onli close to ppl hu u meet everyday? do tings tgt? n e old one r usually juz back of mind? is lik all my pri schl fren r realli gone? yes i rmb them.. bt we r lik separated.. onli once in awhile sms ask quest tats it? sec schl fren? seldom.. bt yes do contact. bt nt as close..

example.. me n siok.. frens since sec1 (same class all e way... until poly.. same prog...) onli until now we went separate path.. she in her uni i at my work.. n we seldom contact.. yes we do tink of each other bt.. yea.. (tis one perhaps is our character.. )or rather usually is bcos i prioritize dance firx tat i pushed away all meetings n tats hw i drifted frm them... haiz.. trying to go to all poly gathering cos i do not wish to lose it as well.. is lik who is my closet buddy? i dunno? perhaps for now.. i can say sab...e onli gal hu calls me even for e slightest stuff... nt tat i m doubting hw true she treats me.. bt wad if have reach a stage where she have to futher her studies oversea.. n we r once again separated.. is this frenship gonna b juz "hi" "how r u?"

frens i once held so dearly seems to b alittle awkward at times.. time n time i tried being thick skin n poke my head back to peek on my dear frens.. bt sumhw e feeling is diff.. is it juz me or? i mite nt show.. bt deep dwn.. i feel so neither here nor thr...perhaps is juz tat i feel insecure.. owell.. i m evelyn.. best at self console n all.. guess i hav to try hard to keep every frens i hav.. if they were to go.. i will juz wish them happiness =) n bang.. honestly still feel awkward at times.. bt i m gonna make our frenship b back to whr it use to b...=) n congrats for pop!!

wooo.. ok sumting more happi..today more n more mooncakes cuming into my office.. gt ritz carlton, baker's inn, raffles hotel.. n i tink still gt more cuming in.. OMG la.. all ex ex de.. tink contractors, suppliers, even clerk wan the jobs.. LOL nvm.. as long as i get a share..WAHAHHA...planning on coping e baker's inn one.. wahahaha evil me...

tink today realli nt feeling well.. tis post is so much of mix feelings LOL.. ok... i shall stone again~~ till 6 den c if i m healthy to go ben's class =D

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