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Thursday, November 20, 2008

yea... dunno y tis few day abit ezily agitated... dunno wad is wrong with me too... i m again starting to feel e damn sian-ness... ok following r juz to let me vent it out.. cos as usual, once i vent it will b gone~~~LOL..

part 1 - $$ ting sometimes get on my nerve... i juz cant get it.. if u can spend money on clothes, on other stuff, y cant u save up n return me e money... u tight on cash i not tight? u tink i wad? rich kid? or simply bcos i m working i m suppose to hav more money... i nid pay bills, pay fees, all by myself..so i m equally tight as u r... summore i gt tis big giant baby to take care..
(again..i hav said..is for me to vent out onli..cos i dun tink u r soo mean as to nt return me money rite... n i m tinking of ur side tat u might b realli hard in cash... bt i juz cant help it bt to feel pek chek at times..so yea)

part 2 - u tired i nt tired? u slpy i nt slpy? i juz simply felt damn f*** up when ppl come in late for prac.. den say 'sry ah... i veri tired, overslp'... if 1 time 2 time.. i nvm.. can understand when u gt too tired to wake up early... n when u wake up u immediately sms me say sry u will rush dwn.. i m totally cool.. cos at least i noe u dun mean to b late...bt if almost always ah.. i juz feel damn !%$#@$%#@! (okok.. i noe my boyfriend is one who is liddat.. tats y i will scold or give black face at him when tis happen). is like u tired, u slpy, wad makes u tink i m nt.. i m oso dragging my feet to come... i m oso forcing myself to keep awake.. if u slp late bcos u play com.. den FREAK U... u freaking noe u nxt morning gt prac, u freaking noe u will b tired.. den u still play com... pls la...

part 3 - u bz u no time.. U TINK I VERI FREE AH... tis part gt alot of tings to complain.. i mass sms to inform stuff.. e basic ting i need is a response.. no repsonse keeps me hanging in e air.. nxt moment when i c u i ask, u tell me "oh i gt receive" ok THX AH... u wan me one by one go ask ppl gt receive nt ah.. is ezier for a big grp to come up to me n tell me tings, den me 1 person gg to find individually 100 over ppl to ask e same ting. GET IT... if u gonna shoot me by saying 'Hu ask u to b in charge' I DIDNT CHOOSE TO K....den with alot of tings compiling.. den i didnt wan to complain until ppl start to make me feel damn ARGH... come up to me n say "sry bz i cant" den tats it.. nv help me tink of way.. den i hav to ownself find way n by hook or by crook i hav to do it.. i dunno hw.. bt tings juz ended up in a way e ball will b throw to me n i hav to settle it... argh!!!

ok.. i m done complaining n venting... basically i onli complain den nxt moment i dun care le... bt i seriously can do everyting u ask me to do when u need help... bt all i need is a simple response n cooperation... tats all i need.. serious...

oh... n e above complains DOES NT target at anybody in specific.. is veri everywhr... perhaps is my fault for letting ppl take me for granted...

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