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i cant explain..hw i feel~~~
yes..i seriously cant explain... i broke dwn ytd when tokin to sharon... cos i m tinking y m i gg thru tis again... tings r nt done directly to hurt me... is e tings tat accumulate n when i start to tink back (when i realli dun wish to tink back) tings juz came pouring out...
do i fail as a fren?
m i realli nt e cut for fren?
is it bcos i m stupid?
is my method of being a fren wrong?
i seriously do not noe....whenever i protect them, they will still sneak away n get hurt.. n when they get hurt they turn to me n give me a "evelyn help" look... i dunno..i seriously dunno.. i m sensative.. juz tat u cant c it.. is tearing within me.. it is.. i m juz trying to keep my cool...
damn.. u r starting to make me curl into a ball n wondering will my nxt close fren do e same ting n hurt me again.. is nt once is twice tat is happening...y juz when i tout i will hav sum1 close as a fren tings juz happen... n ur tat sms hurt me...seriously hurt...
clover, mei mei, salakio, eunikio... i onli left u guys to keep me believing tat thr r frens hu will not hurt me at all... pls keep me believing....
*i dunno whr to start, trapped in e dark*
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