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Monday, January 26, 2009

=] tis post came abit late cos previously my stupid internet didnt allow me to attached a photo resulting my whole post gone=.= anyway.. tis post is dedicated to U =)

times flies... n u r still holding on tightly to my hand.. 2 yrs... fast isnt it.. no one has tout tat we cud b tgt tis long.. neither do i expect tis... =)bt i m glad tat u r always holding on to me tightly.. ppl used to qns me, asked me "y do u lik keat?" "y r u holding on?" e ans is.... i dunno... hahaha.. tat will b wad i will say in e past... nw i noe... e reason i like/love u... e reason y i m holding on... e reason y i tolerating.. is bcos u love me more den i do... u changed for me... u tried to do wadeva u can... even though e result is negative.. bt i noe u tried... i can c n feel...

for nw... all i noe is tat u will nv leave me..at least for nw... u made me felt so loved... made me felt tat i m so needed.. u r so dependent on me... makes me feel so wanted =) yes..i noe ppl can list dwn a whole list of negative pts n all.. bt let me juz simplify everyting.. u r juz too nice n innocent.. or rather navie... to me u r still lik a child... ur touts r always so simple... sumtimes.. u get make used by ppl.. u do not noe hw to speak to protect urself.. hence u make me feel lik protecting u... i noe i sound veri much lik e guy den e gal,,, n it appears tat i m more manly.. LOL... bt actually i dun mind being lik tis... n at least once in awhile... when i m dwn or sick.. i bcome e gal.. n u protect me... tis is enuff =)

nv noe hw tings will b lik if i let u go tat day... if i didnt wan to listen if i didnt wan to tok tings out... in tis relationship... many will tink tat i m e one at loss... m e one getting bullied.. n u r e unreasonable one... in actual fact.. is another way rd... i m e unreasonable one... throwing temper... u r e one tat always hav to say sry n make me happi... perhaps in e earlier stage i m e one trying to make u happi,.. bt nw e roles have switched.. =] n i dun care..nt gonna change it...HAHAH...

lesner once asked me.."hw long do u tink u n wei keat will last?" my ans is once again i dunno.... i cant predict tis kinda tings.. even though i wished tat in future me n keat will hav a happi family.. bt i juz do nt wish to ans "we will b 4eva".. as i believe tings r unpredictable.. n i told lesner tis "i dunno hw long... bt as far as i noe... we will still b tgt for quite sum time =) "

bi... for nw everyting seem nice n smooth.. we wun noe wad is installed for us in e future... bt i hope u continue to hold me tight... n i will in turn cling on to u lik a kola bear... love u =D

*multiply juz refused to let me post a photo of u n me =.= owell... quietly counting dwn n waiting for ur return =)*

barked at
8:51 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

yea... finished Funka Prelims... Congrats to Trademark n Ruff Jacks.. U guys were dope =D all e best for finals yea.. u guys rock e stage... to my dear Bizzo-s... i love being with u guys... it was fun... nt much tension... no quarrels.. i like =) though we didnt get in to finals.. bt working with u guys were great!!! n at least i heard sum nice comments frm ppl hu watched our dance...n it did seem to give me a pat on my shoulder =)

thx Leron for always coming for prac even when u r sick.. n thx for settling all e admin side

thx Raizan for joining our team..n giving ur best shot even when ur body doesnt allow u too..

thx Hulala for leading e prac.. for correcting me =) love ya

thx Min Hui for providing speakers.. running to n fro.. n for introducing ur cute fren come our "photographer"..n his name sounds lik ji-yong (G-dragon...WOOT) hope i didnt scare him =x

thx Sharon for always playing with me... always checking whr m i.. practising real hard =)

LOVE BIZZO!!! B to e I to ZZO!!!!

Oh i oso love my bro n mum.. cos my bro was sick, bt still make e trip dwn to support me... =) LOVE YA!!! *big hugs* Thx mummy for giving me hugs to calm me dwn... n smiling to me when i m on stage which made me relax alittle..u nv fail to come support me =) n for daddy for slping at hm... i noe even though u r slping.. u r still concern hw well ur princess did... =) love ya

Ok... after the Funka Prelims... went back with my bro n mum to fetch my dad n had dinner b4 rushing off to e bdae party... my head was spinning n pounding cos didnt hav enuff slp n was super tired after e whole day at funka...thx to my bro hu fetched me thr...this time more 4E1s were thr cos was e 21st Bdae celebration for my didi, qing ai de n krys!! get to meet alot whom i missed=) n BERNICE CHUA!!! STOP ASKING ALL E WHYS...nabei...LOL...i dare to liddat type cos i noe u will nv get to read tis...LOL...hahahaha stupid gal... realli cant stand her.. is realli machiam i did smth wrong.. keep asking all e "why u nv study" "why u scared ur ah ma will say" "tout ah ma wun say tis kinda ting" kaoz...WAKE UP LA GAL...bth.. summore asked e most dumbest qns tat i wanted to smack...

oh well.. it was fun.. n xin li went to show all e vid he made for 4E1s... n i was trying to hide my head when he digged one vid tat MARCUS LIM JUN WEN took.. n rite at e start it was me le... lik i dun even noe when he took it... damn pai seh la... cos i was being teased throughout e gathering after watching tat vid..THX AH MARC... n tat was when bernice asked e dumbest qns whr every1 will b tinking "r u sure u frm 4e1, hw can u nt noe"... hahah i can go on n on with all e dumbest ting she said n done tat veri day -.-

aniwae.. had fun... esp i was super happi cos i get to meet siok after soooooooo long... n chin-neh.. get to take photos with them.. gonna cope soon =) n thx jori for sending me hm tat day with ur toyota celica.. stupid boy.. so rich to own tat car sia...oh n sry zhu gan.. i 4gt ur surname is WEE n i shouted LIM Jun Kai.. sry la... too used to ah kai in fb le.. 4gt tat u r WEE jun kai not LIM... =x summore i shout soooo loud.. =p

hope to meet up with them again.. n oso with lao gong they all.. perhaps nw gt more time, i can spend more time with all my close ones =) love all of u...

n yes..i m gg to chiong my popping!!! gonna get back all my hits!!! hopefully i say n do it.. cos evelyn ong is a slacker!!!!

barked at
9:09 PM

Monday, January 05, 2009

haha.. ok.. i haven been blogging in awhile n i tink i shud since I M OFFICIALLY OUT OF JOB = NOTHING TO DO!!!! LOL

okie.. i felt so empty w/o job.. LOL lik super slacker... NO GD!!! LOL. nvm nvm.. enjoy while i can.. tats y i m blogging at tis hr..LOL so unlike me to b awake at tis time sia..haha... anyway.. hab been bz with funka prac... my grp went thru alot sia... n i can c more coming..LOL.. although out combi is abit weird..or rojak.. bt i juz lik it...haha.. is another kind of experience isnt it =)

oso hav been doing e claims.. i hav been slacking n nt doing alot actually.. cos abit lazy...=p bt i shall continue doing.. if nt alot ppl will b broke..LOL..

suddenly out of e blue i felt so empty again.. dun ask me y i dunno... lik my mei mei seem so bz... =( i lik no time with her.. missed e days we chat n slack tgt... bt i m glad she seem coping well... n she is indeed called brave-heart nt for nth.. =) *hugs* although i c u almost everyday.. at times u seem so far.. pardon me for sudden feel again... i juz hate it whenever i suddenly felt tis way...lik drawing circles n all -.- hulala oso seem so bz... though we hav funka prac everyday.. bt i juz wanna go bugis n shopping with u again!!! haha... n i missed my abang, kakak zila, neuh n kai... juz lik tat time i happen to b able to b with u all after mass photoshoot =_( ok i tink is bcos i m slowing dwn my pace (bcos i gt nth to do) n it seems lik every1 is so fast, different pace as me, n it juz made every1 else seem so far frm me =_(.. tink i better keep myself bz if nt i always tink of all e stupid stuff =.=

anyway thx sharon for always thr =)

i tried to make it seems alright btwn us(if u noe i m toking abt u).. bt sumhw i still will feel awkward at times... sumhw e crack is thr... i noe i promise to b thr for u always.. n i seem to broke tis promise... give me time ba.. my abang took quite awhile to gain back me ya noe... so yea... time~~~

owell.. shall tok abt other stuff..went to EASB to enquire on studies.. n freak e schl fees =.= need to tok to my uncle n ah ma again to c hw tings goes.. nxt intake is april.. so i stil gt alittle time.. gonna faster find job... i cant live living jobless.. cos i too use to working n getting money n survive with my money le... abit weird la.. bt..i juz lik e feeling of spending ur own money n nt takin others money if u noe wad i mean,....hope e $220 with fong is mine.. den at least i will b alittle richer.. hah...

i tink i muz start planning smth.. cos me n keat 2yr anni is coming.. yesh.. nv c wrongly..is 2 YEARS!!!! =) we seem to last longer den any1 else hav predicted.. hah..i realli hope we can celebrate tis tgt.. cos we did nt when e 1st yr anni cos it clashes with funka prac... n we did nt celebrate ani mth-sery... so i realli realli hope we can for once,celebrate anni tgt lik any couples will... to god:i promise to b a gd gal.. juz let me celebrate lik a little girl k.... =D

ok.. dunno wad else to blog... sumtimes mayb bcos when i hold smth dearly, my expectation will rise, n e rate of me feeling insecure rises once in awhile....or perhaps bcos i m always surprised with disappointments n all, n although i always self console n pull myself up again, i will once awhile wonder when i will get tired n realli fall deep n shut myself within n die... hmmmm n so i wonder......................I NEED A JOB!!! LOL

i wan nobody nobody bt u~~~~~~~

barked at
8:43 PM