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Monday, January 05, 2009

haha.. ok.. i haven been blogging in awhile n i tink i shud since I M OFFICIALLY OUT OF JOB = NOTHING TO DO!!!! LOL

okie.. i felt so empty w/o job.. LOL lik super slacker... NO GD!!! LOL. nvm nvm.. enjoy while i can.. tats y i m blogging at tis hr..LOL so unlike me to b awake at tis time sia..haha... anyway.. hab been bz with funka prac... my grp went thru alot sia... n i can c more coming..LOL.. although out combi is abit weird..or rojak.. bt i juz lik it...haha.. is another kind of experience isnt it =)

oso hav been doing e claims.. i hav been slacking n nt doing alot actually.. cos abit lazy...=p bt i shall continue doing.. if nt alot ppl will b broke..LOL..

suddenly out of e blue i felt so empty again.. dun ask me y i dunno... lik my mei mei seem so bz... =( i lik no time with her.. missed e days we chat n slack tgt... bt i m glad she seem coping well... n she is indeed called brave-heart nt for nth.. =) *hugs* although i c u almost everyday.. at times u seem so far.. pardon me for sudden feel again... i juz hate it whenever i suddenly felt tis way...lik drawing circles n all -.- hulala oso seem so bz... though we hav funka prac everyday.. bt i juz wanna go bugis n shopping with u again!!! haha... n i missed my abang, kakak zila, neuh n kai... juz lik tat time i happen to b able to b with u all after mass photoshoot =_( ok i tink is bcos i m slowing dwn my pace (bcos i gt nth to do) n it seems lik every1 is so fast, different pace as me, n it juz made every1 else seem so far frm me =_(.. tink i better keep myself bz if nt i always tink of all e stupid stuff =.=

anyway thx sharon for always thr =)

i tried to make it seems alright btwn us(if u noe i m toking abt u).. bt sumhw i still will feel awkward at times... sumhw e crack is thr... i noe i promise to b thr for u always.. n i seem to broke tis promise... give me time ba.. my abang took quite awhile to gain back me ya noe... so yea... time~~~

owell.. shall tok abt other stuff..went to EASB to enquire on studies.. n freak e schl fees =.= need to tok to my uncle n ah ma again to c hw tings goes.. nxt intake is april.. so i stil gt alittle time.. gonna faster find job... i cant live living jobless.. cos i too use to working n getting money n survive with my money le... abit weird la.. bt..i juz lik e feeling of spending ur own money n nt takin others money if u noe wad i mean,....hope e $220 with fong is mine.. den at least i will b alittle richer.. hah...

i tink i muz start planning smth.. cos me n keat 2yr anni is coming.. yesh.. nv c wrongly..is 2 YEARS!!!! =) we seem to last longer den any1 else hav predicted.. hah..i realli hope we can celebrate tis tgt.. cos we did nt when e 1st yr anni cos it clashes with funka prac... n we did nt celebrate ani mth-sery... so i realli realli hope we can for once,celebrate anni tgt lik any couples will... to god:i promise to b a gd gal.. juz let me celebrate lik a little girl k.... =D

ok.. dunno wad else to blog... sumtimes mayb bcos when i hold smth dearly, my expectation will rise, n e rate of me feeling insecure rises once in awhile....or perhaps bcos i m always surprised with disappointments n all, n although i always self console n pull myself up again, i will once awhile wonder when i will get tired n realli fall deep n shut myself within n die... hmmmm n so i wonder......................I NEED A JOB!!! LOL

i wan nobody nobody bt u~~~~~~~

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