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Monday, January 26, 2009

=] tis post came abit late cos previously my stupid internet didnt allow me to attached a photo resulting my whole post gone=.= anyway.. tis post is dedicated to U =)

times flies... n u r still holding on tightly to my hand.. 2 yrs... fast isnt it.. no one has tout tat we cud b tgt tis long.. neither do i expect tis... =)bt i m glad tat u r always holding on to me tightly.. ppl used to qns me, asked me "y do u lik keat?" "y r u holding on?" e ans is.... i dunno... hahaha.. tat will b wad i will say in e past... nw i noe... e reason i like/love u... e reason y i m holding on... e reason y i tolerating.. is bcos u love me more den i do... u changed for me... u tried to do wadeva u can... even though e result is negative.. bt i noe u tried... i can c n feel...

for nw... all i noe is tat u will nv leave me..at least for nw... u made me felt so loved... made me felt tat i m so needed.. u r so dependent on me... makes me feel so wanted =) yes..i noe ppl can list dwn a whole list of negative pts n all.. bt let me juz simplify everyting.. u r juz too nice n innocent.. or rather navie... to me u r still lik a child... ur touts r always so simple... sumtimes.. u get make used by ppl.. u do not noe hw to speak to protect urself.. hence u make me feel lik protecting u... i noe i sound veri much lik e guy den e gal,,, n it appears tat i m more manly.. LOL... bt actually i dun mind being lik tis... n at least once in awhile... when i m dwn or sick.. i bcome e gal.. n u protect me... tis is enuff =)

nv noe hw tings will b lik if i let u go tat day... if i didnt wan to listen if i didnt wan to tok tings out... in tis relationship... many will tink tat i m e one at loss... m e one getting bullied.. n u r e unreasonable one... in actual fact.. is another way rd... i m e unreasonable one... throwing temper... u r e one tat always hav to say sry n make me happi... perhaps in e earlier stage i m e one trying to make u happi,.. bt nw e roles have switched.. =] n i dun care..nt gonna change it...HAHAH...

lesner once asked me.."hw long do u tink u n wei keat will last?" my ans is once again i dunno.... i cant predict tis kinda tings.. even though i wished tat in future me n keat will hav a happi family.. bt i juz do nt wish to ans "we will b 4eva".. as i believe tings r unpredictable.. n i told lesner tis "i dunno hw long... bt as far as i noe... we will still b tgt for quite sum time =) "

bi... for nw everyting seem nice n smooth.. we wun noe wad is installed for us in e future... bt i hope u continue to hold me tight... n i will in turn cling on to u lik a kola bear... love u =D

*multiply juz refused to let me post a photo of u n me =.= owell... quietly counting dwn n waiting for ur return =)*

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