==slpy slpy slpy==

2nd Place~

2009-03-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

hahah.. i have created a 2nd space of my own.. i wun consider me as moved.. cos i will still use tis blog to post lots of photos in future =) so yea.. my 2nd world of me own is at....

http://lyo3ve.wordpress.com

cya~~

=.=

2009-03-19T16:34:00.000+08:00

okie.. i deleted my previous post bcos stupid web didnt allow me to post e photos!!!!!!! angry!!!!! argh,.... nvm nvm.. tahan evelyn....

i mite hop to another blog user... sum1 intro me....LOL

mayb wordpress? pls frequent bloggers... tell me which blog ez to use n wun cock up...LOL

sUmbodY sAve mE!!!

2009-03-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

i m dying~ melting~ tell me.. how can thr b a grp so cool, so cute.. n SO HANDSOME!!!!! tell me la.. tell me tell me tttttt tell me~

jiyong ah~~ so cute.. hw can~~~ tis love~~~

top oppa~~ dun so cool can... *sway ard~* we need a club BANGER

oh..ur cute side oso melts ppl.. AHHHHHHH *melts*

they nv fail to take my breath away~~~

oh yes.. u guys make me smile =D

i cant get enough~ i'm addicted to ur smiles~ we can get it on~ juz take it slow~~

pRayIng~

2009-03-16T18:41:00.000+08:00

yes! (big bang is back~~~) LOL... actually i yes bcos~~~ evelyn-sshi has finally PASSED HER BTT!!!!! LOL.. lik FINALLY~~ so nw is chiong FTT n my driving.. hope can swee swee ah... LOL

heh.. nw onli...... praying tat money will fall... n i can go to korea...LOL dreaming i noe... *drop head low* haiz..................................................................................................................

"Ga ga ga gajimayo nal
Du du du dugo tteonajima
Ja ja ja sineopseoyo na
Nae dududududu nuneul sogijima
Ga ga ga gajimayo nal
Du du du dugo tteonajima
A a a ajikkkaji nan
Bababababogachi neol gidarinda"

OMG!!!!!!!

2009-03-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......... i was reading this post in big bang fansite as usual... den thr was tis upcoming event... wah!!!! i sooo wanna go la.....a concert with Super Junior, Shin Hye Sung, Rain and BIG BANG!!!!! wtf la... out of four... 3 my fav sia!!!!!!!!!!! wah hw sia... n guess wad...is book in singapore!!! gt package... wah wah... pls view below for details!!!

momo

Dear Hallyu Fans

Here is a once in a lifetime chance to watch Rain, Big Bang, Super Junior and Shin Hye Sung perform altogether!

The 4D/3N includes a A-Grade seat ticket to the “2009 7th Family Concert” plus your chance to SHOP TILL YOU DROP IN SEOUL in view of the favourable Korean Won exchange rates now. Tour package price starts from S$970.00. Please refer to attached for detailed information.

Details of concert:
Date & Times : Saturday, 18 April 2009 (7pm - 9pm)
Venue : Seoul Olympic Park, Gymnastics Complex (around 10,000 capacity)

There are 3 departures - 15, 16, 17 April 2009. Seats are limited! Book now to avoid disappointment!!

For enquiries and bookings, contact

HANATOUR PTE LTD
1 Goldhill Plaza(Podium) #01-39/43
Singapore 308899 Tel : +65 6222 4501

Office Hours:
Monday - Friday : 9.00am - 6.00pm
Saturday:09.00am-3.00pm
Sunday / Public Holiday : closed

Thank you.

Yours sincerely

KTO Singapore

Day 01 SINGAPORE-SEOUL
15 APR 09 Assemble at Changi International Airport two hours before flight departure for check
in formality. Then off to Seoul, South Korea.

Day 02 SEOUL-MT. SORAK (L/D)
16 APR 09 On arrival at Incheon International Airport meet and greet by Hanatour guide and
transfer to Nami Island. Thanks mainly to Hallyu, the explosive popularity of Korean
pop culture, but in particular the legendary success of the hit television drama “Winter
Sonata,” Korea’s Namisum (Nami Island) has made a prominent mark on the map of
popular tourist destinations here.

Thereafter, continue journey to Mt. Sorak, The park is spread across 4 cities and
counties: Sokcho, Inje, Goseong and Yangyang. The highest peak is Daecheongbong; to the east is OeSeorak and to the west is NaeSeorak, which is divided again into North NaeSeorak and South NaeSeorak. North NaeSeorak is composed of Bukcheon, which flows to Ingyecheon and Baekdamcheon.
After checking in at the Seorak Hanhwa Condominium, we gathered some shower
items and swimsuit and went straight to Seorak Waterpia, which is an annexed facility
of the Hanhwa Condominium. Seorak Waterpia has various hot spring baths with
numerous other amenities to enjoy, so it is a great place to have fun and give a weary
body a healthy treat.

Overnight at Hanwha Resort or similar

Day 03 MT. SORAK-EVERLAND-SEOUL (B/L/D)
17 APR 09 After breakfast, we explored the Gwongeumseong Fortress course, which is
accessible by cable car. The ride on the cable car takes about 6 minutes. Then, we
walked for about 20 minutes and reached the summit of Gwongeumseong Fortress.
This is a rocky peak from which we enjoyed a great birds’ eye view of Mt. Seoraksan.
Then continue to Everland Theme Park (One day ticket included)

Located in Yongin, Everland is a large theme park boasting a zoo, snow sled, and
botanical garden. The park also contains three distinct themes which are Festival
World, Caribbean Bay, and Speedway. Festival World includes Global Fair, American
Adventure, Magic Land, European Adventure, and Equatorial Adventure, each
created with its own unique style. Caribbean Bay is the very first water park in Korea.
Its main feature is the wave pool, and many people come here during the summer
just to ride the waves. Speedway is also the very first of its kind in Korea. Car racers
can practice train here while learning about automobile culture.

Return to Seoul, check in hotel rest and relax
Hotel: SIHEUNG TOURIST HOTEL or Similar (3 Stars)
SUWON LA VIE DOR or Similar (4 Stars)

Day 04 SEOUL (B/L/D)
18 APR 09 After breakfast, proceed on city sightseeing tour of Seoul visit to Cheong Wa Dae
(Blue House), Folk Museum, Gyeongbok Palace, Namsan Hanok Village and
Cheonggyecheon.

18.00 hrs, transfer to Olympic Gymnastics Arena for the Korean Superstars Concert.
Featuring: RAIN, BIG BANG, SUPER JUNIOR, & SHIN HYE SUNG

Include A-Grade Seat for the concert.
Hotel: HANGANG HOTEL or Similar (3 Stars)
ELL LUI HOTEL or Similar (4 Stars)

Day 05 SEOUL-SINGAPORE (B/L)
19 APR 09 After breakfast, check out and transfer to Lotte Duty Free Shop, Amethyst Factory,
Myundong and Local Supermarket.Then proceed to Incheon Airport for your flight departure back to Singapore.

BASED ON MINIMUM: 10 PERSONS
Package Price: S$970.00 Twin/Triple Share (3 Stars)
S$ 80.00 Single supplement
S$1030.00 Twin/Triple Share (4 Stars)
S$ 120.00 Single Supplement

DEPARTURE DATES: 15, 16, & 17 April 2009

PACKAGE PRICE INCLUDES:
1) Return economy GV10 L’ class fare on Korean Air and excludes airlines taxes.
2) 3 Hotel accommodations
3) Daily Breakfast
4) Other meals as specified in the itinerary
5) Sightseeing tours as specified in the itinerary
6) Entrance fees where applicable on all excursion as specified.
7) A – Grade Seat Ticket for the concert.
Transportation for all journeys as specified in the itinerary.
9) English and Mandarin Speaking Guide

For booking, please contact: Brian Park or Jane Seto
HANATOUR PTE LTD
1 Gold Hill Plaza (Podium) #01-39/43 Singapore 308899
Tel: 65-62224501 Fax: 65-62224507

U TELL ME HW NT TO GET TEMPTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *pulling hair* i super wanna go la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

=_( *praying hard* "dear god... pls let my mum win toto or 4D..den she can give me money.. den i can plead them to let me go... den if can, mei mei oso strike 4d or toto... den we can go tgt...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" *bang wall*

nApPeun SArAm?

2009-03-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. haven been blogging for quite some time... *blow the dust away from my blog* hmm days passed by as usual... from e performance for farhan to danceworks... n all.. hmmm since passed quite awhile i lazy to blog abt it le...LOL

been working for awhile.. crowd control with shaf.. thx for e job!! *hugs* though pay nt much.. bt at least i hav fun working with e ppl thr =) so bcos of working.. i tend to get veri tired.. long hours...so yea... bt cos i part time n more of lik standby.. onli when needed den i will work.. oh well..

OH I GT ACCEPTED BY UNLV!!!!!! hahahah tats e uni i applied for.. yeah!!! if everyting smooth smooth.. meaning my uncle n ah ma ok with it.. den i will b studying in AUG!! yeah!! BACK TO SCHOOL!! LOL.. summore thr gt quite a fewn koreans!! WEEE ANNYEONG!!!

oh speaking abt korean.. hahah tink mei is falling as deep as me for BIG BANG!!!! oh mei..if i gt money i cfm wan buy all their album!! wahhaha.. though ppl say i siao.. I DUN CARE..LOL.. they r lik so awesome.. hw can u dun lik them.. i even influence keat!! LOL...love them la.. n i is seriously love every single one of them.. juz tat jiyong get slightly more love frm me... LOL

i noe i shudnt hav tis feeling.. bt everytime when see u.. i juz cant help it...

nappeun saram....

bt Bt Bt BT i LOVE U GAL~

2009-02-26T08:37:00.000+08:00

heh... i m seriously addicted to this song... jiyong is so...awwwwww..... den ytd tried to choreo to tis song.. cos i saw mei choreo-ed to strong baby den i was soooo tempted to choreo-ed my jiyong solo.. bt =.= tink i still sux at choreo-ing sia...tried lik 1 hr plus n came up with nth =.=

pek chek sia.. i was so fickled minded la.. i wan to choreo chakam saram (a good man) cos my fav song.. i love tat melody n all... love tat guitar... den i wan choreo babo (fool)... mei u la.... make me sooooooooooo love tat song..esp even more after watching e live vid... JIYONG!!! TOP!! *doing e top moves*

ok~ok~~ sry.. i m realli big bang siao le... tok abt big bang i high... my convo is always abt big bang..=p OHOH... wait muz say tis.. i was super happi cos i found a webby selling big bang album!!!!! even their concert vid la!!!!!!! i m gonna buy one of e concert one n e album tat comes with a poster!!!!!! *crossing fingers...* cos tat is e last pc... hope tat gal reserve for me sia....

is so bcos of them make me more enthu to learn my korean lang.. cos liddat den i can watch all vid w/o subtitles... if nt veri hard to find all with sub... oh!!! i was damn happi last nite bcos i finally found one korean song tat i have been searching for awhile le!!! e ost from boys over flowers korean version! sang by ss501...

oh.. toking abt boys over flowers.. i have watched e taiwan series, jap series, even e manga series... nw i watching e korean one...LOL siao rite me... bt is so fun to watch n compare... cos every version hav smth diff... so far i love e jap series one.. e korean one i m still following.. nt tat bad... juz tat e rui (nt jia rui ah...) i prefer e jap one!!! though i oso lik e korean one after he cut his hair... LOL.. i love his hair sia... lik damn tempted to cut tat hair...=x oops... forever changing hairstyle...hehehe...(c e photo album to find e rui hair i lik)

i ltr shud b accompanying my bro go cut hair... den mayb i will trim my hair as well.. sry mei for hopping to another stylist for a while..cos my bro always go to this salon.. n his hairstyle nt bad.. den in e past b4 u help me cut i keep pestering him to bring me go try.. den today he wan go.. if i dun go ah...LOL...sure kena say lik hell...so i shalll try ltr.. if nt veri ex...=p

dunno y i 4eva love to change hairstyle.. always awhile onli.. i wan to do smth to it le.. den poor mei will always kena frm me.. hearing me say wan change color... wan cut hair... wan perm...LOL..... i tink i can go bcome hair model sia...LOL... keep changing hairstyle... mei... i b ur model ah!!!! LOL...

counting dwn to e performance on sat... have been gg back schl for prac... n ytd had full dress.. LOL... firx time c me in pink rite.. n wear liddat dance tell me so cute la... kinda worried cos as u all noe.. i m nt a sexy kind of person.. n i m attempting sexy dance.. esp i m in e song "striptease" n i guess is one of e most sexy dance in tat performance.. LOL.. among them.. i m e one tat is most boy n all.. n summore i m e onli one with short hair... so i muz realli use my dance to potrait e gal side of me.. damn hard sia!!!!! usually clover will b worried abt my expression.. cos i tend to b fierce den anyting.. den i seriously wanna break thru e expression part...funka gave me alittle confidence.. cos peng said he saw me having some expression n he tink tat is nt bad!!! (side note... before on stage i was still dwn stage asking peng for help in expression.. tat scenario damn funni LOL) so yea.. evelyn-sshi will attempt to hav expression.. hopefully wun b over... cos previously when i dancing i tout i had expression bt it turn out nth...so i gonna put it more.. n hopefully nt over.. JIAYOU...

after tis performance guess i will b taking a break.. for sure tis time.. i hav been saying since production den funka.. den nw.. den my mum start to warn me n all... saying tat i m slacking le.. shud stop once i hav job... abit dilema.. cos i wan a break too.. bt i was feeling a little fear cos i noe a break my juz literally break e whole momentum.. esp when i was starting to get alittle gd feedback nw n den...hmmm.. dunno la.. my whole life in terms of career/education is always so messy... =.= again a step at a time ba.. dun wanna plan any more.. everytime plan den screwed up.. =.= 4get it...LOL

anyway.. i hav a lot of frens currently at overseas... some studying some dancing... =) pls all take care of urself k!!!!! i m nt exactly veri gd with words... bt u noe i miss u guys rite =)

to sihan: LAO GONG!!!!!!!! tag on my blog whenever u can k... =) if u find any hot lao po thr muz let me noe ah.. bt i m still ur NUMBER 1 lao po.. they b e small one...LOL miss ya.. n i was touched when u tagged my blog juz to let me noe hw well u r =)

to lesner: hav fun in Osaka!!! though i dun tink u read my blog... LOL... didnt write much in e card cos i dunno wad to say... bt in my heart u r sum1 i respect... as in ur passion for dance n all.. ur hardworking attitude for dance.. is smth i hav seen frm e start as a junior =) u deserve all tis =) hav fun n... MY $110!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

wEeeE

2009-02-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

=) had fun today... went sentosa... nw i m lik a lobster!!! LOL red sia...LOL.. anyway.. bigbang-ing again as usual.. LOL cant stop loving them sia!!! make me wanna juz fly to korea n find them...

i tink i more crazy over them then i did for shinhwa...OOPS...LOL.. juz tat i havent start to realli fly to all hmv n buy all their albums.. LOL.. i tink soon i will do tat sia... wan c if gt nice photos in their album!!!!!

so into them la.. cant tahan... n i realise alot of their song r e sad sad kind sia... jiyong~~ u muz b deprive of love..come come.. i give u love so u can write those lovey-dovey songs...LOL all ur songs toooooo emo le........... n c u sooo emo totally melt me sia.....esp when i saw e "but I love u"... omg la.. i jitao wan go there hug la!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjiLhH7sW7s (tis one)

ahhhhhhhh *pull hair* wae (y)??? WAE??? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i sooo wanna b their gal.. any1 oso can.. erm.. perhaps nt seungri la... cos i tink he more suitable to b more bro =x those cute cute one... hehe let me dote tat kind.. i wanna b jiyong's gal!!! tabi? oso can!!!! daesung? tink he will make me smile everytime!!! taeyang? sure will b pampered cos he hav yet to hav any gf!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

LG pls bring them to singapore sia.... even if their concert damn ex or wadeva.. i wan c them LIVE!!!!!!!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

evelyn-sshi is gg nuts!!!!!!

BrEak Out At E ZoO!!!

2009-02-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

hahaha... spent valentine with bestie!! lala, kakak zila, neuh neuh, ah kai n rain!! y no keat? cos we decided to leave it as a fren outing as we gg out on 15th tgt =) so we went zoo tgt!! had fun!! for photos, pls visit neuh's blog!! =) had alot of fun!! hehehe.. thx for letting me tag along!! *hugs*

hmmm gonna blog more on 15th Feb bcos me keat n my parents went to watch "break out" e extreme dance comedy... is damn funni i tell u... dope!!!! love it... their main ting is e comedy part.. dance is lik a bonus...hehehe.. c below for e whole story flow for break out...

Character intro: Lump - He is dangerous but kind(he beat box)

Gray - He is old but swift (dope old man who breaks)

Dandy - No women can escape his meshes (i tink tat was wad they states.. lol... his packs is lik OMG... n he keep doin air track..LOL)

Tricky - He is perverted but... (i 4gt..LOL..he is a popper!!!!)

Joker - He is clumsy but gd as gold (cant rmb e exact description..LOL..bt he realli is damn funni... damn cute... n he looks lik AARON!! LOl)

Gundog - He is responsible but tender-hearted (he is e cop thr.. damn cute)

ok... e whole ting started at e jail... they doing PT... tat part is damn funni.. cos joker keeps doing diff set of PT... den Gundog kept whistling at him... veri hard to describe...hmmm... actually i nt veri gd at telling e whole flow... summarize... is funni.. thr was one part they went dwn stage n get one of e audience to participate... they put a bomb with her... bring her upstage den left her in e middle..LOL... making her a hostage... damn funni can... den to thank her they gave her a long sleeve shirt la... den gt one part they come dwn stage again to run frm one side to another... they run in front of row... den half way dandy shouted "wait!!!lets take a break!" den they sit dwn at e audience... LOL.. den they faster run den they saw e lady again.. they thank e lady n took photo with her la!!! ENVY CAN... cos e lady is frm my row la.. juz tat i sit in e middle..HMPH...

overall DOPE!!!!!!! wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!

i attached one vid..go c... is a thriller.. bt korean version one... hehehe

~big banging~~~~~~~~

eVelyN iMniDa~~

2009-02-12T19:04:00.000+08:00

=) annyeong haseyo!! =)

okie.. firx of all...sry lala to make u worry abt me...i is ok =) n thx for ur post...it made me smile =) *hugs* to e sum1: I LOVE U TOO (hahaha i m again thick skin =p)

ok... hehe..today evelyn-ssi is happi.. cos.... she finally seem to finish all $$ issue for production... n nw onli crossing her fingers n hope tat agnes or karen doesnt call or sms her!!! =) hehe... n another ting tat made her smile is tat she bought a Korean Essential Book!!! though i dunno whether it will off how much use... bt at least i gt smth to keep me occupy again..hehehe

i m seriously trying hard to learn korean on my own!!!! bt i need to b more hardworking!!! hehe... hwaiting!!!!! ohoh.. e dopest ting abt e book i bought is tat it has a CD included!!!hahah.. nw gonna try n c whether hw gd is e CD..hehehe

hmmm i m still trying to get myself to e korean dressing part...hahaha.. currently korean clothing ex ah... quite hard....hehe... slowly slowly....i m slowly gg veri crazy over korean.. owell..hehehe... dun care...muahahaha... though i sumtimes confused myself btwn jap n korean...heheheheee

gonna go big bang-ing le...hehehehe... la-la-la-la~~~~

sUnsEt GloW~

2009-02-11T20:04:00.000+08:00

ah ah ah ah ah~~~ *singing to BigBang's Sunset Glow*

Sunset is a nice view yea? bt watching it cant help bt to feel dwn.. y? cos tat means night is reaching.. whenever it reaches night time, n if i happen to b all alone... my tears seem to befriend with the lonely moon...

ok.. i dun ALWAYS feel n b liddat... bt currently..once again... i m feeling e dwn-ness... nt sure if e "relative" is one of e reason causing this emo me... duno.. haiz... juz tat whenever i m alone, i tend to tink alot... usually ppl's unintentional or harmless qn makes me tink alot.... n sumtimes i hate myself..y? cos i tend to ask myself to tink frm different pt of view.. n whenever i do tat.. it juz contridict myself n it juz end off with no conclusion...

dunno... dun wanna noe.. for nw i'm gonna leave tings as it is... it seems ok for nw.. or perhaps is juz tat i dun wan anyting else to happen... so i m remaining tings lik tis... seem to feel tat i might slowly bcome e porcupine i used to b... or rather... i m still e porcupine... nv open up... juz tat i seem lik i did...

也许耍酷，扮小丑，带笑容

都是我用来掩盖我真正内心的感想

因为懂得受伤害的感觉是什么

所以宁愿自己受伤也不愿身旁的人受到任何伤害

不想多说什么，或许沉默是最好的出口

perhaps acting cool, being a clown, carrying a smile

is my way of covering my inner thoughts

bcos i noe e feeling of being hurt

tats y i rather being hurt, den letting e ones ard me getting hurt

dont wish to say much, perhaps silence is the best exit

Ice CreAm PHonE

2009-02-06T12:21:00.000+08:00

haha.. i m currently crazy over tat phone... cos soooo tempted to buy....esp bcos big bang took part in e commercial..WAHAHAHA...

thr is 2 version of ice cream phone... currently spore onli have version 1.... i m waiting for version 2..... i heard frm kayly version 2 gt 3G n all.. den i went to c e official web... it seems lik version1 gt cute games...LOL... actually if i buy tis phone is simply bcos it looks cute n nice... cos it doesnt have any veri WOW feature... other den i find e visual lighting in front is cute... n it is onli 3megapixel camera...

I actually dun mind 3 megapixel.. nt bad ma.... heheh... summore version 1 is lik $200 plus to $300...within my budget...wahahhaha.. i dunno hw to protect phone too.. so buy too gd oso nt worth it...anyway i onli use to call n sms.. so hehehe.. waiting for ICE CREAM 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! faster come faster come... go watch e commercial i attached in my blog.. is cute... e photos too!!!!!!

ice cream chuseyo~~~~ =)

the NumBer...2

2009-01-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

=] tis post came abit late cos previously my stupid internet didnt allow me to attached a photo resulting my whole post gone=.= anyway.. tis post is dedicated to U =)

times flies... n u r still holding on tightly to my hand.. 2 yrs... fast isnt it.. no one has tout tat we cud b tgt tis long.. neither do i expect tis... =)bt i m glad tat u r always holding on to me tightly.. ppl used to qns me, asked me "y do u lik keat?" "y r u holding on?" e ans is.... i dunno... hahaha.. tat will b wad i will say in e past... nw i noe... e reason i like/love u... e reason y i m holding on... e reason y i tolerating.. is bcos u love me more den i do... u changed for me... u tried to do wadeva u can... even though e result is negative.. bt i noe u tried... i can c n feel...

for nw... all i noe is tat u will nv leave me..at least for nw... u made me felt so loved... made me felt tat i m so needed.. u r so dependent on me... makes me feel so wanted =) yes..i noe ppl can list dwn a whole list of negative pts n all.. bt let me juz simplify everyting.. u r juz too nice n innocent.. or rather navie... to me u r still lik a child... ur touts r always so simple... sumtimes.. u get make used by ppl.. u do not noe hw to speak to protect urself.. hence u make me feel lik protecting u... i noe i sound veri much lik e guy den e gal,,, n it appears tat i m more manly.. LOL... bt actually i dun mind being lik tis... n at least once in awhile... when i m dwn or sick.. i bcome e gal.. n u protect me... tis is enuff =)

nv noe hw tings will b lik if i let u go tat day... if i didnt wan to listen if i didnt wan to tok tings out... in tis relationship... many will tink tat i m e one at loss... m e one getting bullied.. n u r e unreasonable one... in actual fact.. is another way rd... i m e unreasonable one... throwing temper... u r e one tat always hav to say sry n make me happi... perhaps in e earlier stage i m e one trying to make u happi,.. bt nw e roles have switched.. =] n i dun care..nt gonna change it...HAHAH...

lesner once asked me.."hw long do u tink u n wei keat will last?" my ans is once again i dunno.... i cant predict tis kinda tings.. even though i wished tat in future me n keat will hav a happi family.. bt i juz do nt wish to ans "we will b 4eva".. as i believe tings r unpredictable.. n i told lesner tis "i dunno hw long... bt as far as i noe... we will still b tgt for quite sum time =) "

bi... for nw everyting seem nice n smooth.. we wun noe wad is installed for us in e future... bt i hope u continue to hold me tight... n i will in turn cling on to u lik a kola bear... love u =D

*multiply juz refused to let me post a photo of u n me =.= owell... quietly counting dwn n waiting for ur return =)*

bZ daY -sAt

2009-01-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

yea... finished Funka Prelims... Congrats to Trademark n Ruff Jacks.. U guys were dope =D all e best for finals yea.. u guys rock e stage... to my dear Bizzo-s... i love being with u guys... it was fun... nt much tension... no quarrels.. i like =) though we didnt get in to finals.. bt working with u guys were great!!! n at least i heard sum nice comments frm ppl hu watched our dance...n it did seem to give me a pat on my shoulder =)

thx Leron for always coming for prac even when u r sick.. n thx for settling all e admin side

thx Raizan for joining our team..n giving ur best shot even when ur body doesnt allow u too..

thx Hulala for leading e prac.. for correcting me =) love ya

thx Min Hui for providing speakers.. running to n fro.. n for introducing ur cute fren come our "photographer"..n his name sounds lik ji-yong (G-dragon...WOOT) hope i didnt scare him =x

thx Sharon for always playing with me... always checking whr m i.. practising real hard =)

LOVE BIZZO!!! B to e I to ZZO!!!!

Oh i oso love my bro n mum.. cos my bro was sick, bt still make e trip dwn to support me... =) LOVE YA!!! *big hugs* Thx mummy for giving me hugs to calm me dwn... n smiling to me when i m on stage which made me relax alittle..u nv fail to come support me =) n for daddy for slping at hm... i noe even though u r slping.. u r still concern hw well ur princess did... =) love ya

Ok... after the Funka Prelims... went back with my bro n mum to fetch my dad n had dinner b4 rushing off to e bdae party... my head was spinning n pounding cos didnt hav enuff slp n was super tired after e whole day at funka...thx to my bro hu fetched me thr...this time more 4E1s were thr cos was e 21st Bdae celebration for my didi, qing ai de n krys!! get to meet alot whom i missed=) n BERNICE CHUA!!! STOP ASKING ALL E WHYS...nabei...LOL...i dare to liddat type cos i noe u will nv get to read tis...LOL...hahahaha stupid gal... realli cant stand her.. is realli machiam i did smth wrong.. keep asking all e "why u nv study" "why u scared ur ah ma will say" "tout ah ma wun say tis kinda ting" kaoz...WAKE UP LA GAL...bth.. summore asked e most dumbest qns tat i wanted to smack...

oh well.. it was fun.. n xin li went to show all e vid he made for 4E1s... n i was trying to hide my head when he digged one vid tat MARCUS LIM JUN WEN took.. n rite at e start it was me le... lik i dun even noe when he took it... damn pai seh la... cos i was being teased throughout e gathering after watching tat vid..THX AH MARC... n tat was when bernice asked e dumbest qns whr every1 will b tinking "r u sure u frm 4e1, hw can u nt noe"... hahah i can go on n on with all e dumbest ting she said n done tat veri day -.-

aniwae.. had fun... esp i was super happi cos i get to meet siok after soooooooo long... n chin-neh.. get to take photos with them.. gonna cope soon =) n thx jori for sending me hm tat day with ur toyota celica.. stupid boy.. so rich to own tat car sia...oh n sry zhu gan.. i 4gt ur surname is WEE n i shouted LIM Jun Kai.. sry la... too used to ah kai in fb le.. 4gt tat u r WEE jun kai not LIM... =x summore i shout soooo loud.. =p

hope to meet up with them again.. n oso with lao gong they all.. perhaps nw gt more time, i can spend more time with all my close ones =) love all of u...

n yes..i m gg to chiong my popping!!! gonna get back all my hits!!! hopefully i say n do it.. cos evelyn ong is a slacker!!!!

i'M BACK~~

2009-01-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

haha.. ok.. i haven been blogging in awhile n i tink i shud since I M OFFICIALLY OUT OF JOB = NOTHING TO DO!!!! LOL

okie.. i felt so empty w/o job.. LOL lik super slacker... NO GD!!! LOL. nvm nvm.. enjoy while i can.. tats y i m blogging at tis hr..LOL so unlike me to b awake at tis time sia..haha... anyway.. hab been bz with funka prac... my grp went thru alot sia... n i can c more coming..LOL.. although out combi is abit weird..or rojak.. bt i juz lik it...haha.. is another kind of experience isnt it =)

oso hav been doing e claims.. i hav been slacking n nt doing alot actually.. cos abit lazy...=p bt i shall continue doing.. if nt alot ppl will b broke..LOL..

suddenly out of e blue i felt so empty again.. dun ask me y i dunno... lik my mei mei seem so bz... =( i lik no time with her.. missed e days we chat n slack tgt... bt i m glad she seem coping well... n she is indeed called brave-heart nt for nth.. =) *hugs* although i c u almost everyday.. at times u seem so far.. pardon me for sudden feel again... i juz hate it whenever i suddenly felt tis way...lik drawing circles n all -.- hulala oso seem so bz... though we hav funka prac everyday.. bt i juz wanna go bugis n shopping with u again!!! haha... n i missed my abang, kakak zila, neuh n kai... juz lik tat time i happen to b able to b with u all after mass photoshoot =_( ok i tink is bcos i m slowing dwn my pace (bcos i gt nth to do) n it seems lik every1 is so fast, different pace as me, n it juz made every1 else seem so far frm me =_(.. tink i better keep myself bz if nt i always tink of all e stupid stuff =.=

anyway thx sharon for always thr =)

i tried to make it seems alright btwn us(if u noe i m toking abt u).. bt sumhw i still will feel awkward at times... sumhw e crack is thr... i noe i promise to b thr for u always.. n i seem to broke tis promise... give me time ba.. my abang took quite awhile to gain back me ya noe... so yea... time~~~

owell.. shall tok abt other stuff..went to EASB to enquire on studies.. n freak e schl fees =.= need to tok to my uncle n ah ma again to c hw tings goes.. nxt intake is april.. so i stil gt alittle time.. gonna faster find job... i cant live living jobless.. cos i too use to working n getting money n survive with my money le... abit weird la.. bt..i juz lik e feeling of spending ur own money n nt takin others money if u noe wad i mean,....hope e $220 with fong is mine.. den at least i will b alittle richer.. hah...

i tink i muz start planning smth.. cos me n keat 2yr anni is coming.. yesh.. nv c wrongly..is 2 YEARS!!!! =) we seem to last longer den any1 else hav predicted.. hah..i realli hope we can celebrate tis tgt.. cos we did nt when e 1st yr anni cos it clashes with funka prac... n we did nt celebrate ani mth-sery... so i realli realli hope we can for once,celebrate anni tgt lik any couples will... to god:i promise to b a gd gal.. juz let me celebrate lik a little girl k.... =D

ok.. dunno wad else to blog... sumtimes mayb bcos when i hold smth dearly, my expectation will rise, n e rate of me feeling insecure rises once in awhile....or perhaps bcos i m always surprised with disappointments n all, n although i always self console n pull myself up again, i will once awhile wonder when i will get tired n realli fall deep n shut myself within n die... hmmmm n so i wonder......................I NEED A JOB!!! LOL

i wan nobody nobody bt u~~~~~~~

lAst Day~

2008-12-30T05:20:00.000+08:00

yeah~~ last day of work... dunno to feel happi or sad.. happi is tat i no longer need to wake up soooo early in e morning... no need to c my tat boss hu treat me hot n cold =.= still cant 4get e way he tok to me when i ask he wad to write on a card =.= sad is tat i no longer able to hear stories from uncle patrick n big bro andrew =_(.. n stupid big bro always making me feel sad when is nearing e last day of work.. cos he will always say tis.."da jie.. sian la... dun study la..." he say he will say tat every day... until i m gone.. hahha.. so tis morning he came in early saw me n look at e date.. n gave me a veri sad look =_(

actually my company has veri nice ppl..n my boss always fly to other country.. so actually is can stay de.. juz tat lookin at my pay n all.. i feel tat i cant stay here for long... i m still young n i cant waste my time liddat... hopefully i can realli go study... though exactly wad i dunno... i juz take it as it comes.. since my life is always filled with unexpected changes... until i m used to it =)

have been falling sick lately.. kept having fever... currently kept coughing n feeling breathless..i hope tis does nt persist any further.. if nt it will definitely affect my performance =( n i do not wan to withdraw frm funka due to health.. i do not wan to sit thr n watch ppl dance when i was suppose to b thr dancing... i m gonna b stubborn n fight tis stupid viruses ard me or within me!! HMPH...

anyway.. lets tok abt my week.. heh.. last week was xmas week..so..

23rd Dec - my cousin Brad bdae..so went to his hse for celebration.. n finally e MIA jerome came... den had gift exchange..nt as interesting as last time le.. dunno y tis time e festive mood seem to die dwn.. last time seem so much fun =( oh.. n my youngest miah is soooo cute.. he saw e present my mum had for him n he held it soo tight tat even when his father offer to open for him, he juz kept saying no... damn cute... cant stop laughin... =)

xmas eve - went out with bi n a few grandjuniors..watched yes man.. den we ton outside... played cards n all...

xmas - meet up with eunice, mei shi, joey, leron n bi.. had sushi.. had fun chatting with them too.. den meet up with peng they all.. wanted to watch bedtime stories with them.. bt bcos i gt work e next day.. so onli accompany them awhile den headed back home..sry bi for spoiling e fun again... =(

Fri - meet up with lala n mei mei.. other den accompanying mei mei , was suppose to get smth... bt in e end i drop tat idea n went dinner with them.. n lala got me n mei mei a bigger funshine n brave-heart!!! thx lala =D muacks.. n u have a BIGGER clover..hehehehe...

Sat - had prac frm 11-5pm.. wah..was soak with sweat.. had fun during e prac..HARSHBROWN!!!!!! LOL inside joke... =) oh n min hui came!! wahahah...fun yea =)den went hm bathe.. n i knock out for awhile.. cos i was already feeling breathless tat morning.. n e prac realli drained my energy... den i woke up n beg my bro to send me to thomson plaza to get stuff for e bbq gathering with my sec schl frens.. n my bro realli was nice to fetch me thr =) sweet bro.. den went for e gathering.. missed all of them soo much.. =D n thx tristan for sending me hm!!!!!=)

Sun - was suppose to go to bi hse.. bt i was realli feeling super unwell.. kept coughing.. i was havin slight fever.. bt still hav to drag my feet n go for my grandma bdae celebration.. my australia cousins were back.. so took a few photos with them.. i was bored so played ds..spot e difference.. n e kids love it n played with me.. =) killed time u noe...my grandma bdae cake was damn nice.. tiger..in 3D.. =) i was feeling damn cold tat day.. kept shivering...n one of my cousin happen to have fever too.. den m mum pass me a shawl.. den when taking photo i was with e shawl n i got scolded =.= cos they were saying is ugly n e color nt gd.. i m lik=.= kaoz... i m feeling freakin cold k.. n is grey.. nt black ma =.= c la.. made me go hm n fever gt worsen =.=

yea... tats all LOL... =)

sry bi.. tis feel days i hav been a spoilt spot.. i keep falling sick.. kept wanting to go home when u startin to hav fun.. 4eva nt able to go ur hse.. sry i realli didnt mean it.. all tis virus n all is killing me.. realli killing me.. sry =_(

me AgAin!!!

2008-12-22T06:28:00.000+08:00

hahhaah.. after my reflection post........i shall post e recent events!!!! LOL...

Fri - had a Post Production Celebration!!! was fun... thr were lik finger foods..ppl taking photos...den thr was lik a award ceremony.. was given e "Best Dancer - Boogaloo (Popping)".. seriously i tink every1 in Boog is best!!! =) n i love boo-ga-loo!!! honoured to get tat.. oh btw those hu won an award will hav to draw lots n spoof on a genre.. n i gt....... WHINEY/SPOOF!!!!!! lol.. though i show lik "WAH" face.. bt actually i quite glad i kena tat.. cos at least i gt bite abit b4!!! lol.. bt nuh nuh didnt get to c i spoof his spoof...LOL...is lik damn funni.. i m spoofing a spoof...hw dope is tat.. LOL den thr was games.. i was abit dead..cos i still in recovering mode frm my fever.. n i was shivering at tat stage...so =(

Sat - went to find daddy mummy in e morning... den i went off to oschl for popping class by poppin onion (i tink is liddat spell).. it was dope.. cos is veri different feel.. i like.. LOL den went back to find my daddy n mummy... oh. n i was sad tat i didnt manage to find a jacket for myself due to e size...sob...anyway...my daddy sent me to ngee ann for e danzation concert... it was dope..i love e ann's choreo.. as in tat segment made me wanna cry.. bt i held back my tears.. it was veri emotional.. cos its abt a father's love, n wanting to dance a last dance with e dad bt e dad is gone.. i had a lot of feelings.. cos sumhw i always stick to my dad.... though i stick to my mum too la.. bt frm young i m sticky to my parents.. n my mum say me n my dad seem to b able to link heart to heart.. so when i watch tat segment it made me so wanna hug my dad... =_( anyway.. great show.. den went for supper!! with eunice n e rest at hong kong cafe... den i went to bi hse...

Sun - went to malaysia with bi family....bi's mummy realli dote on me.. she noes i lik milo..she made milo for me.. den she insist on me getting sumting i wan to eat or drink..so juz bcos i said to bi's bro tat famous amos is nice.. bi's mummy buy for me...so sweet rite =) she always pamper me sia..hehehe...

so tats will my fri-sun.. hahhaa today gonna go for funka prac.. den tml i m having a gift exchange with my relatives!! sry to my funka peeps tat i cant go prac today...sry =(

signing off -happily eating log cake...*beams*

reFleCtioNs - 1sT tiMes

2008-12-22T04:55:00.000+08:00

=] was reading nuh nuh's blog, den thr was tis post whr he touched on lik wad happen tis yr n smth lik a reflection on tis yr.. den i start to tink abt wad happen to me tis veri yr.. n i realise....... tis yr was a veri HAPPENING yr.. y? cos my life went lik a roller coaster.. my emotions was ups n dwns with all e tings tat happen to me.. n i tell u nw tat i "looking back in wad i been thru~~~~(singing e golden days tune)" is ALOT k...

e 1st big hu-ha.. was e TAIWAN trip.. it was e 1st time i went to taiwan.. i get to noe taiwan frens, korea dancers, japan dancers n even more!!! if u tink is juz another nice holiday trip den u r entirely wrong!! it was e 1st HUGE quarrel i had with keat.. n i do mean huge!!! bt i tink is gd tat tat happen cos it brought our relationship to e nxt lvl =) den was another big challenge.. e frenship part... n i too learn frm it.. cos it made me tink thru every single ting abt frens... n i m sure both me n bang noe veri well we wan tis frenship to stay..

juz tat trip gave me emotions of: excited, happy, anger, confused, "broke dwn stage", numb..

i 1st time enter a stage of "leave me alone"... n den i slowly picked myself up to fly again =) n it all thx to frens n family support ard me =)

den nxt was gg thru LIME competition with my dear MACKIES!!! it made me noe lala more.. n i bcame her funshine n she bcame sum1 i will turn to.. thx LALA aka CLover!! it was oso e 1st competition i joined with DEAR SHAF-FEE!!! it was a great experience for me =)

tis yr was e 1st time i tried all e yes933 contest.. i won passes to Elva's private session with fans, i won High School Musical 3 Prom Makeover (i went with sabby n i won 2nd), i won tickets to Kpop Night (a night i can nv 4get!! cos i went with RAIN n my dearest MEIMEI!! had fun)...

had a wonderful bdae tis yr with my =) fb mates... altough it wasnt lik any big big ting.. it was juz a small celebration held at hulala hse..bt bcos of e ppl hu were thr.. it made it even more memorable =D n my bi surprise me for once!!!! hah

e nxt biggest ting was FB PRODUCTION!!!! it was e 1st production!!!! i was part of e committee.. was e production assistant or secretary... was honoured to b place in tat position.. though seriously it wasnt ezy (personally la)... bt i was glad i was of help.. again i learnt super super alot.. bcos tis creates more bonds with others, it brings all FB of different generation n batches tgt.. n thus makin us able to noe hw each other works n makes us CLOSER~~~

though during tat period thr was a small prob (ok.. mayb nt small.. bt ook.....4get it =) ) bt i hav come to my senses!!!!! my dear gal.. i will still b ur earth... if thr r moment of awkward-ness pardon me... i m back to hu u noe.. n i will always b tat gal u cried to =)

so overalll 2008 gave me alot of 1st times...

it made me learnt alot..
it gave me more frens..
it gave me courage..
it made me mature in tinking (or so i assume)

haha.. anyway.. i juz wanna thank 2008 for giving a little spice in my life.. n i m glad i had tis "roller coaster ride" if nt i will nt b able to experience n learn frm it =)

thanks to all hu were thr for me, thanks to my family (lik duh)...thanks to bi =D

wad will 2009 install for me?????????????????? =D

BREAK OUT!!!!!

2008-12-19T06:08:00.000+08:00

yea~ e korean extreme dance comedy!!!!! waahahahahaha... super excited!!! cos my dad is getting e tix to watch!!! n luck bi, my dad oso getting for him!!!! wahahahahahahahaha... n summore we gonna get e good seat!!! cos my dear bro gt lobang!!! hahahahahahaahahah... ok i m gg crazy le.. i dunno y i soo excited oso.. mayb bcos is my 1st time watchin dance concert (excluding tpde, sp those la.oschl) or mayb i m excited bcos they r KOREANS!!!! LOL..

tis was wad happen... i was in my dad room watching tv....den m dad suddenly call for me.. tinking wad cud it b.. i went out.. den he asked "wan watch break out?" n i was like "huh?!?" pardon me i was abit slpy mode cos wasnt feeling gd... went i come to senses den i realise.. is e dance one!!! lOL... super high..cos my dad damn on... wahahahaha.... cant wait cant wait... i heard previously was e ballerina n bboy de.. i missed tat n ppl were saying it was dope... so it made me even more excited to watch breakout...heheh..DOPE DADDy!!!

ok.. as for my previous emo post.. i wan to shout out to all ppl hu were concern... thx!!!!! realli touched!!! i gonna juz move on n c wad happen nxt.. nt gonna tink much, nt gonna care or listen much, nt gonna tok much abt it too.. i shall take as it comes =) tis is me!!!! heh so thx to meimei, clover, salakio, jin sis, bi (thx for hugging me when u noe i m dwn), my kakkak zila, nuh nuh, abang, hope i nv miss any1 out... =)

n shaf fee~~~ i suddenly miss u so =_(

N CHIONG AH for all funka grp.. esp mine =) we can do it.. although combi abit weird ah.. bt each of us gt diff forte!!!! n we combine we BOOM e stage yea =)

miXed fEeling

2008-12-16T04:45:00.000+08:00

i cant explain..hw i feel~~~

yes..i seriously cant explain... i broke dwn ytd when tokin to sharon... cos i m tinking y m i gg thru tis again... tings r nt done directly to hurt me... is e tings tat accumulate n when i start to tink back (when i realli dun wish to tink back) tings juz came pouring out...

do i fail as a fren?

m i realli nt e cut for fren?

is it bcos i m stupid?

is my method of being a fren wrong?

i seriously do not noe....whenever i protect them, they will still sneak away n get hurt.. n when they get hurt they turn to me n give me a "evelyn help" look... i dunno..i seriously dunno.. i m sensative.. juz tat u cant c it.. is tearing within me.. it is.. i m juz trying to keep my cool...

damn.. u r starting to make me curl into a ball n wondering will my nxt close fren do e same ting n hurt me again.. is nt once is twice tat is happening...y juz when i tout i will hav sum1 close as a fren tings juz happen... n ur tat sms hurt me...seriously hurt...

clover, mei mei, salakio, eunikio... i onli left u guys to keep me believing tat thr r frens hu will not hurt me at all... pls keep me believing....

*i dunno whr to start, trapped in e dark*

cOme ClosEr...

2008-12-16T04:35:00.000+08:00

=) yes... production is over....hav mixed feeling... is happi tat e hectic n bz times r over... bt at e same time lik veri empty... ytd i went back to schl to return stuff to SA n i felt so lonely suddenly.. cos i was alone at blk e at 4 plus 0.0 owell...lets prepare m touts n thank you speech again..=)

to my poppers: thx for being part of it... n thx for cooperating... those sumtimes i will sian cos we veri relac ah... bt eventually i feel we did a gd job =) *clap clap* thx to my boog ppl... thx lim kah kah for teachin me alot n trusting me to help him handle stuff..thx michael for trying hard to keep up with us.. thx yz for his patience n rushing dwn after schl..thx nora for always helping me at e side when she c me stress... thx joey for always coming to every prac n she seem to b one of e reason i happily go for boog prac=D thx christie for all e hard work gal.. i noe is tings were nt ez for u...thx nic ho for trying to lessen my load here n thr =)

to my emo peeps: it was hard for this grp of ppl to come tgt cos practically 50% of e ppl r working adults... is nt ez for our choreographer cum producer AH JIN JIN to handle tings.. n i seriously take my hats off him.. he always try to keep his cool..tried nt to blow his temper.. n i seriously respect him.. i m proud to b in tis segment!!! (i m oso proud of e other segment la) dunno y m tear duct spoil when ah jin jin gave e touching speech n i still can remain cool =.= during 2nd day i saw e 10 lost ppl, sum of them were sobbing loudly during golden days.. it makes me feel sad bt again my tear duct spoil..i remained cool again =.=

to my house kahkis: i was e lousiest in this grp.. bt the nv gave up on me.. every single one of them did their best to teach me n make me catch up.. however i was damn disappointed with myself on e 2nd day as i feel tat i hav let all of u dwn =( owell.. i shall nt carry on tat if nt i emo again.. thx uncle kenny!!! realli sad tat u were dwn with chicken pox... during prac u always help me in wadever ways.. whenever u c me alone trying hard to learn e dive n all, u will try all sort of method to let me understand hw to do it...realli realli thank u!!!! n ur vid cam is still with me!!! thx jin wen!! ur fall on e 2nd day make me laugh n relax abit.. though i still screwed up for e 2nd part =.= thx uncle!!! u were always patient with me... teaching me slowly.. nv once u blame me or say me stupid... thx sexy dolphin.. u constantly let me noe wad i did wrong in a ultra nice way (making me feel even sad cos u r super nice when telling me...=( ) thx MEI MEI!!! it was u kept me gg in house..i seriously wanted to gave up at times cos i feel i sux in house i realli do.. i felt demoralise n all.. bt bcos of u, bcos i realli wan to dance e same dance as u... i kept it on.. so thx..thx for all house peeps.. though onli 5 of us.. bt i realli had fun for every prac.. =D

last bt nt least... thx to AH JIN JIN, MEI MEI, RACHIEE!!!! it was them hu hold everyting tgt and kept tis production moving... i noe hw hard it is cos i seriously noe all e backstage stuff n e behind e scene tings tat were gg on..thx!!!! nt 4getting leron too!!!! thx gal =D

owell.. i m done with my thankewing speech..LOL sry if i left out any1 bt u do nt at e bottom of my heart i do appreciate wadever u do rite.. cos if i name every single one tis post wun b onli tis long =D hahaha..thx

aHHH AHHH AhhH!!!!!!

2008-11-26T06:26:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhh... ook stop ahhhh evelyn stop ahhh-inng!!! LOl..ok split personality is out again..LOL... i ahhhhhhhh-ing bcos... i again gonna lost direction in my life AGAIN!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Now my life might b bz... cos i m working, i m bz with production admin side... bz practising production dance (ok i noe i slack la..bt i try k)... bt all tis will b over soon... nxt yr i will b free... VERI FREE...cos after 14 Dec i m done with production.. After 30th Dec i m no longer working.. n nw i m tinking.."WHATS NEXT?"... i wun b schooling cos finanically tight... n my dad cant support me if i m gonna study.. i dun wanna burdern him further... study n work at same time? can consider... if dun study find new job.. wad job? wad kind of job? applied for PA (aka production assistant).. bt i tink hopes gone =_( den nw i m lost... veri lost.. i duno wad i wan...argh...is coming back again..argh!!!

was tinking do i realli wan media industry or tourism industry? i cant make up my mind seriously... try SIA n fly ard? i wan to, cos den i can b able to travel lik i always wanted... bt my face with scar..hw to? media industry is wad i wanted to get into... bt i seem to sux at it.. saw all e training courses for lik tv programs n all n i m wondering if i shud? bt den being actor or actress nt gd life... haiz...*shakes head* HOW???????????????????? argh... irritated...

tell me tell me tttttttttt tell me!!!!

=D

2008-11-24T12:54:00.000+08:00

hmmm let me briefly say wad happen on weekend (i hope it will b brief =x)

Friday - lyrical as usual..gt abit high when is keat's choreo!!!! nt bcos is my bf choreo...bt is bcos of e song.. n i lik e way bi choreo..nt bad =)

Sat - went to prac in e morning as usual.. (SORRY UNCLE KENNY!!! lol.. i said to meet at 10am n is already eaten breakfast.. bt i was thr at 10.05am with mac..=x) den went with mei mei to collect costume.. den mass dance as usual...

tat day happen to b our dear lala actual bdae!!! so i had e presents with me.. n i hav yet to get 21 bdae wishes at tat pt of time.. so i hav to move ard getting ppl to write w/o lala noticing it... wah keep sweating cos scared she find out.. bt success!!!! lol.. lala dun lost e paper bag ah... it took me awhile to collect e wishes k... though i was quite sad tat i didnt managed to get e ppl whom i realli wanted to write...=(

anyway... lala n e rest went to amk to hav dinner while m n mei mei stayed in schl to keep stuff.. after we kept our stuff, me n mei mei went amk to get "cake" b4 finding lala...den mei suggest we get donut.. so we gt 2 oreo donut n 1 apple strudel donut to make 21...cute rite..mei's idea... den we went to get candle.. den we realise we dun hav lighter.. so faster called joey to meet us at e opp side of e foodcourt... den we squat at a corner to arrange the present n e candles on e lighter... during tat gt auntie say "eh gal gal...come c wad they doing" den me joey n juna was lik =.= wad so nice to c sia...u tink c animal ah..LOL.. den we slowly walk over to find lala.. n lala frm a distance saw e candle n walk away shyly... LOL so yea.. gave her e present sang her happi bdae song.. glad she likes it =)

after which we head dwn for eunice competition.. we lik picnic sia...eat n drink at e place..LOL owell.. den we head to taka find bi they all.. after which we head to HK cafe... LOL.. cant stop laughing when we were thr...LOL bth... bump into my bro at HK cafe...hahahahaha *smile evilly...*

Sun - went to far east with carynn settle stuff.. den head to bang place... went to get strudel.. i got myself durian puff..shud hav gotten more... cos me n eunice n sab eat den no more liao..LOL was at lala place to celebrate her 21st BDAE!!! always love lala hse.. cos gt gd food..LOL den me, keat, joey, leron, michael n jasmine went to tampines to take mrt... saw bumper car wanted to play bt was ex =.= so we headed to ps to watch movie... joey n leron went to watch body of lies while e rest of us watched madagascar... LOL.. i tink e small smalll furry furry ting is super cute... esp i cant 4get e scene whr he walked out of sea..den he lalalala..den e shark attack...he run ard n e final ting he said made me cant stop laughing...he said....."y m i laughing" LOL.......................damn cute la...

oops...suppose to brief describe bt came out whole chunk...heh... anyway.. have to chiong le...cos fb production is SUPER near... so yea...jiayou every1... trying hard to survive =D

one note to remind myself: do not complain when u offer to help... cos if u complain y u offer... so tis is to remind myself... i shudnt complain abt hw much i do.. i shud juz do wadeva i promised to n i shud juz do my part beautifully... even if ppl 4get abt wad i do... even ppl do nt recognise wad i do...even ppl nv say thank you for wad i do... i myself noe wad i did n tat is enuff... =Dn n if ppl throw tings for me to do or ppl dun do their part n i complete for them.. i will nt complain neither will i get pissed anymore... cos 1stly it shows tat i m capable of doing it, 2ndly i get to learn n experience frm it, 3rdly i wun b in e loss if u look it in another way =) so yea FUNSHINE = OPTIMISTIC = LOOKS TING FRM A BETTER VIEW!!!

nOrmAl nOrmal

2008-11-20T06:24:00.000+08:00

ok i m back to normal!!! fast i noe..LOL.. bcos is juz pek chek.. n e irony ting is tat i pek chek i always can find tings to calm myself dwn.. tink frm another view.. so yea.. e previous is to BOOM out.. so tat i dun boom in real life.. =p

owell.. evelyn shall go back to e happi happi siao siao one.. shall throw away all e agitate-ness i m having recently (tink is bcos tired, stress n too much to do..so being ezily agitated.. MY BAD)

ok.. lets tok abt happi tings =) i may be able to meet my CP0507 gals tonight..like FINALLY!!!!! bt sry gals need to settle some stuff firx b4 meeting u all.. n i hope i can make it in time.. cos my dear lao gong gg aust nxt yr!!!!!! n she ytd soo sweet to sms me n ask me muz go tonight... i will settle my tings fast n find u all!!! i seriously miss u all.. esp all e gossips e teasing n all... I WAN TO MEET U ALL!!!! ROAR

ohoh... ytd i found out smth... ah toh (aka brendan toh) uncle stays juz 2 floors above me!!!!!!! he has been visiting his uncle since young... n e funniest ting is i nv get to bump into him.. n summore i noe his uncle.. a veri nice guy... (juz a small info.. my house is 1st floor... n thr is no lift.. onli one stair case up to his uncle hse...so by right if he goes up n dwn i will noe..so yea) hahha juz find e world so small sia... didnt expect tat e neighbour of mine is ur uncle... so nxt time u go visiting, if bored can come dwn find me POP...LOL

e world is indeed small ah..or rather singapore.LOL..ytd i oso juz get to noe tat ah ben toh is in e same camp as my godbro... lik sumhw u will b able to link to sum1... cool eh.. lik when i enter fb.. huda is a close fren on my gd buddy cum father Marcus... den mel happen to b quite gd terms with my gd buddy Tristan. den tricia happen to b fren of my another nt bad fren Jun Guang...u c... alll r gd frens!!! lol...n n.. e best of all DARHNI (dunno hw to spell) n jacky is in my dad camp.. n my dad noe darhni... even chat with him b4...LOL singapore is soooooo small!!!!!! lol bt i kinda lik e feeling lik when u chit chat den u realise u noe e same person... or when u gt for wedding dinner n all den u saw ur fren n realise is like fren of fren or even better u r related in a way.. or when u go overseas and u bump into frens (best part is when u dun even noe ur fren is gg oversea too) lol.. cool rite... hahaha

conclusion: singapore small, world small..

own quote for the day: e earth is round, no matter hw far or whr u go, u will eventually go back to whr u r frm.

jUx lEt me VenT oUt!

2008-11-20T05:52:00.000+08:00

yea... dunno y tis few day abit ezily agitated... dunno wad is wrong with me too... i m again starting to feel e damn sian-ness... ok following r juz to let me vent it out.. cos as usual, once i vent it will b gone~~~LOL..

part 1 - $$ ting sometimes get on my nerve... i juz cant get it.. if u can spend money on clothes, on other stuff, y cant u save up n return me e money... u tight on cash i not tight? u tink i wad? rich kid? or simply bcos i m working i m suppose to hav more money... i nid pay bills, pay fees, all by myself..so i m equally tight as u r... summore i gt tis big giant baby to take care..
(again..i hav said..is for me to vent out onli..cos i dun tink u r soo mean as to nt return me money rite... n i m tinking of ur side tat u might b realli hard in cash... bt i juz cant help it bt to feel pek chek at times..so yea)

part 2 - u tired i nt tired? u slpy i nt slpy? i juz simply felt damn f*** up when ppl come in late for prac.. den say 'sry ah... i veri tired, overslp'... if 1 time 2 time.. i nvm.. can understand when u gt too tired to wake up early... n when u wake up u immediately sms me say sry u will rush dwn.. i m totally cool.. cos at least i noe u dun mean to b late...bt if almost always ah.. i juz feel damn !%$#@$%#@! (okok.. i noe my boyfriend is one who is liddat.. tats y i will scold or give black face at him when tis happen). is like u tired, u slpy, wad makes u tink i m nt.. i m oso dragging my feet to come... i m oso forcing myself to keep awake.. if u slp late bcos u play com.. den FREAK U... u freaking noe u nxt morning gt prac, u freaking noe u will b tired.. den u still play com... pls la...

part 3 - u bz u no time.. U TINK I VERI FREE AH... tis part gt alot of tings to complain.. i mass sms to inform stuff.. e basic ting i need is a response.. no repsonse keeps me hanging in e air.. nxt moment when i c u i ask, u tell me "oh i gt receive" ok THX AH... u wan me one by one go ask ppl gt receive nt ah.. is ezier for a big grp to come up to me n tell me tings, den me 1 person gg to find individually 100 over ppl to ask e same ting. GET IT... if u gonna shoot me by saying 'Hu ask u to b in charge' I DIDNT CHOOSE TO K....den with alot of tings compiling.. den i didnt wan to complain until ppl start to make me feel damn ARGH... come up to me n say "sry bz i cant" den tats it.. nv help me tink of way.. den i hav to ownself find way n by hook or by crook i hav to do it.. i dunno hw.. bt tings juz ended up in a way e ball will b throw to me n i hav to settle it... argh!!!

ok.. i m done complaining n venting... basically i onli complain den nxt moment i dun care le... bt i seriously can do everyting u ask me to do when u need help... bt all i need is a simple response n cooperation... tats all i need.. serious...

oh... n e above complains DOES NT target at anybody in specific.. is veri everywhr... perhaps is my fault for letting ppl take me for granted...

slpY~

2008-11-19T06:12:00.000+08:00

dunno wad to do so here i m to blog!!!! OH...previous post nv say anyting in detail regarding production... dun care u interested or not.. pls http://fbproduction.wordpress.com/ for more details!!!!

anyway.. damn slpy..tink i m falling sick.. cos i keep sneezing, running nose, tearing =.= sian!! n e ting make me more sian is....... ok e story is tis...LOL... i recently went to buy a black outer wear for my closing mass dance... (cos i was tinkin aiya heck le.. since i cant find anyting better den tis better get b4 i regret n is gone...) so i buy.. den recently or rather one day after i buy.. i found better n doper outer wear online!!!! n they r prestock!!!!!! NABEI!!! some doper one is cheaper den e one i buy...ARGH.... damn it!!!

c la... when i wan buy tings.. if i resist temptation to wait for better ones.. it will nt hav better ones when e one i initially i bought is gone... den if i buy ah.. nxt moment gt cheaper n better..KAO... angry... tis happen nt onli once lo.... c wad happens to e popping vest... ARGH angry angry angry.. ms evelyn is fuming!!!!!!!!!!

nvm nvm.. calm dwn..calm dwn... ARGH...lol.. i better stop.. my split personality is coming back..LOL....

before i end off.... HAPPI 21st BDAE to my kak kak ZILA!!!! n HAPPI 18th BDAE to cute cute DIANE!!!!!!!!!! wish both of u a happi day.. n frm now on everyting will b smooth smooth n nice nice =D

Lai Lai..PRODUCTION oi!!

2008-11-17T07:26:00.000+08:00

YES!!! FB Production is coming!!!! Tickets will be out real soon. SO please spread the word n let me know if u r interested in attending our very 1st Dance Production!!!!! at least come support support me k =D haha.. tickets will be sold at $10 (reasonable and affordable pricing k) so yeah!!!!!!! looking forward to it!!! if u my fren, my buddy, my lao gong, my clone, my god sis, god pa, god ma...u better say u coming..if nt *thumb across the neck..hands showing breaking of bones* hahaha...so say u come ok *puppy eye look* =D

for my fellow fb peeps... lets chiong already ah... ftl over... so can focus le ah... we left like less than 18days to our rehearsals and all... need to chiong le!!!!!!so lai lai.. drink red bull!!! den CHIONG!!!!!!!!!!

things ms evelyn have to do for production:

keep up with attendance (marking on her papers)
on standby mode for Jin-Sis disposal (lol...machiam servant =x)
clean up all her dance routine (taking her brush and detergents)
stretch all her muscle to b able to get up in time for e nxt move (banging her knees)
assist in claims (ka-ching)
ensure popping costume all thr (gg crazy~~~laalalala)
do her hair!!!!!!! (whahahahahaha)
find her pants (*look high..look low*)
SPREAD TO EVERY1 ABOUT PRODUCTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (u nv come u die..*thumb slash across throat)

actually dunno wad else i m suppose to do oso... production nearing means more tings to settle...for nw e above is tings i need to focus!!! hmmmm.. mite nt b ez... bt i m all geared up to chiong!!! *putting her armour her helmet her bullet vest her boots* FIGHTING!!! ROAR!!!!!!!

iRonY

2008-11-12T11:19:00.000+08:00

e world is fake..ppl r fake.. i hav been seeing this phrase quite often... in lik blogs, nicknames... even ppl saying it... yea i agree..TO A CERTAIN EXTEND...LOL.. y? cos e world is realistic.. hahaha so hw to real n fake at e same time? is realistic-ly fake? hahhaa

ok.. bcos i c ppl nick saying abt fake.. so shall comment alittle in my tis humble blog..LOL yea yea...cos is kinda getting on my nerve abt tis fake ting.. y? cos lik i noe thr r ppl hu r fake.. i noe e whole seems fake.. bt so? saying it will change? hah.. is lik i dun c a pt la... u dare to say u nt fake? nt even a small small teeny weeny bit.. i doubt so rite... if u realli ah.. either u r a veri innocent person (which is possible)... or u simply dunno definitation of fake... so ya..

lol.. i m nt realli pissed at anyting.. is juz i keep hearing / seeing it.. n is lik HARLOW... wake up den.... u cant expect everyone to b ultra nice.. w/o a mask (with mask den fake) aiya.. duno u get it or nt.. LOL...anyway.. to simplify.. in order to protect urself, usually u will have "an armour" or a "mask" so that u do not reveal too much n get urself hurt... liddat can roughly get wad i m sayin?so with armour n mask on... u will tend to b abit fake.. so thr u go...LOL ok.. mayb it sound ridiculous la... bt aint it kinda true? tis world is not exactly fake.. rather it is realistic... so realistic tat ppl bcum fake... get it? haha...alamak.. y my tis post make me sound so aggressive in a way...alamak.. muz b reading too much xiaxue's blog...den bcum abit aggressive in speech..NOOOOOOOOOO...LOL

bottom line.. instead of caring or complaining tat e world is fake.. y nt find a life.. tink optimistic... dun care abt wad is gg on... n lik wad kaka azizi says "look for good in bad"... den ur world wun seem so gloomy n dark n all... so ya... OPTIMISTIC PPL!!!! LOL

SuRprIse SURPRISE!!!

2008-11-11T07:09:00.000+08:00

ok.. 1stly.. sry cos i wanted to blog last nite.. bt my com hang whenever i wanted to attach photos for my kpop nite=.= owell. i shall blog nw..hahahah is gonna b long.. so onli read if u gt time or u r bored =)

1st Surprise!!

i was to go lala hse to find e rest to chill... so mummy eileen accompanied me.. den we went to lala hse.. e cab fare was =.= bt nvm...hahaha.. i was expecting a surprise (ok i m thick skin to expect surprise for me la..LOL) n i was rite!!! e room was dark.. n sabby (holding on to my fav tiramisu cake) tgt with ahma n min hui was at e left hand side of e room.. when they started singing n all.. i suddenly sense sum1 singing n clapping from e bed...LOL n it was EUNICE!!! she hide behind SPONGEBOB!!! it was damn funni cos when i entered i saw spongebob.. n i was lik.. wah spongebob look so obvious.. den i ignore it...w/o realising sum1 was holding it..LOL n eunice u succeeded hiding thr... so yea.. cut e cake n all.. thr was a pile of stuff under a cloth on lala bed.. i did suspect it will b present for me (again thick skin me =x) bt i choose to ignore it firx...so it was kinda out of way..cos no place to sit!! den lala was lik "aiyo..wad is tat..eh eve shift it.. aiya open c wads tat" so i guai guai open.. n i started bursting out laughing... every1 oso started laughing... guess wad was underneath...

yes... is my present.. bt i laughed damn hard bcos... when i firx open i onli saw e tea, e lychee, e curry noodle, m&m twisties n lays.. so my 1st tout was "WAH lala u veri hungry ah... need to hide ur food for stock up??" LOL..i seriously tout of tat.. until i saw e Birthday card.. den i noe is for me!!! look at e pressize!!! damn nice rite..they were soooooo sweet to get everyting yellow.. (tat explain e tea n alll...n nt 4getting.. e pantyliner!!! LOL ) n thr was tis big eeyore!!!

THX LALA i heard frm keat it was u!!! damn nice to hug too!! THX AHMA for e shirt (i assume is frm u cos u hav e same one in pink =) ) THX MEI MEI for e small card tat has drawing of me (SRY i tout it was frm min hui..sry sry.. bt i lik it ) THX ALL OF U HU WERE THR!! cos i dunno which one is frm hu le..hahahha i love alll of it...realli n THX SABBY.. u found e belt tat i always wanted..*HUGS* i noe tat one nt ez to find..cos i hab been finding it!!!!! n i noe e price..LOL.. =p ok..

end of tis segment...it was damn fun after e present n e cakes.. cos thr were singing session frm e EMA.. (eunice, min hui and arjuna) LOL NICE...n min hui was damn high tat day... =D

2nd Surprise!!

hmmm...hw do i start tis...ok tis surprise was frm my bi...1stly.. he hav been telling me he will b gg to malaysia on sunday n b back on tues... seriously i didnt believe it..cos 1stly...yes u always go back malaysia on sunday now n den.. bt usually u will b back on sunday night itself... ur family will onli b thr for longer days if thr is any special event... n plus ur mum no need work on mon n tues??? LOL so tat sort of give it away...though u were quite smart to ask me go ur hse stay on sat nite(cos whenever u gg malaysia n i cant go..u will ask me to stay too) so in order nt to spoil everyting.. n i dun wan to pin hopes to high.. so i psycho myself saying u will b in malaysia...

so on sun night.. me n daddy mummy went to had supper (i throw my dieting thought aside...cos my dad psycho me to eat..LOL) den slowly e 3 of us walk home.. happen to c filming by Tay Ping Hui n Dawn Yeo... Nat Ho n Jessica Liu were thr too!!!!! n they were filming juz behind my hse!!!! LOL.. c them NG n all. n Nat ho is cute in beenie n hip hop clothing..though i tink he will b hot in shirt n all..

oops..out of topic..ok back to surprise...so went hm..play com.. finding big bang songs..surf youtube.. chatting with diane online...n as usual..my mum walk in n out of my room... fiddling e wardrobe makin alot of noise... so i totally ignore her =x den gt one time.. "she" came in, no noise... den i was wondering "wah y mummy stand thr no sound" so i turn n saw bi sweating... holding a slice of tiramisu with a candle (trying veri hard to keep e fire thr..cos i on my fan full blast =p) n he was thr at 12 midnight SHARP!!! i was seriously shocked.. cos even though i suspect he will surprise me bt i didnt expect to b at 12midnight!!!!! i tout will b lik if i go for dance on monday or wad...SERIOUSLY!!! u gt me thr!! realli...THX BI!!!!!!i noe u crack ur brains n all... hahah wah..mummy didnt noe he gt contact u at all!!!! i was lik with u n i didnt c or hear u toking on e phone with sum1 i will suspect la..DOPE!!! so yea..tat end my surprise..n i 4gt to take e photos of e gift he gave me..oh... gt one part damn funni.. my parents was lik "wah lao, buy cake buy one slice we eat wad (joking manner la)" den keat replied "i onli gt money for one slice" tat made my parents laughed!! haha cos tat silly boy spend it on my present..n we all noe is nt cheap k =) thx bi...

yea.. so this ended all my surprise!! =) thx... to all of u.. realli make my day =) as for e actual day.. no surprise.. cos every1 working n all... bz ma.. can understand =) n i dun ask for anyting else cos all tat was enuff =) oh oh..gt one small surprise.tat is shaf fee came early in e morning to give me my present... though i was lik =.= tis when i open e door... bt i was happi.. bt cudnt smile much cos my eyes were still in =.= mode...=x

tis was frm her.. nice rite.. i lik =) so tis is enuff k.. so stop saying sry tat is nt nice enuff..slap u...

so ytd, e actual day of my bday... took 1/2 day off.. went to eat sushi teh with my parents at vivo...den at e "shopping area" for sushi teh i found this:

yes!!!!! my CC LE-MON!!!! hahaha n my KOLA!!! tis is e kola i hav been referring to.. cudnt find it animore~~~~ den i once read tat it was take off shelf due to sumting wrong with it.. den when i told my mummy tat my mum was lik "if smth wrong u tink they dare to put back up here meh..ok one la..." LOL.. so i juz buy.. cos was tinking even if gt prob.. i oso eat it lik for dunno hw many yrs le.. so wad more harm can it get..LOL so now tis 2 item is sitting happily on my office table =D haha.. had desert with my parents after tat.. finally i get to pay for tat (nt ex bt at e same time nt cheap...) nvm nvm.. nxt time i earn big $$ i treat u all(my parents la my parents..nt u) hahha even greater food =D

so.. tat mark off my 20th bdae... =D oh.. n mei mei..*breathe in deeply* thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx!!!!!!! hahahah =D

hApPy HaPpY!!!

2008-11-10T07:51:00.000+08:00

evelyn is feeling veri happi bcos of all e surprises...=D will blog abt it ltr in e nite ba.. since i today 1/2day !!!! meaning another 1/2an hour n i m gonna b off work!!!!!! hahahaha =D n i will blog abt all my surprises with photos (hopefully)..haha

Thank You Speech:

Thanks ZPG for celebrating my bdae and surprising me.. n constantly asking me out.. love being with u guys =D

Thanks to e ppl hu surprised me at lala place.. tat is ahma, eileen mummy, eunikio, lala, mei mei, min hui and sabby!!! love u all... i realli realli do =D (was sad tat my abang cudnt b thr though =_( ) n to leron hu wanted to b thr bt was oso sick =)

Thanks to my beloved bi!!! hu tis time realli caught me off guard!!! thx so much... i noe u hav been cracking ur brains for me... =D love u..muacks....

ok..nw e thank you speech gonna b more individual.. to e ppl hu plays an impt role in my life..

To Mei Mei - thx for being my mei mei.. cos i always wanted to hav one (i mean biologically).. though u r nt my biological sis.. bt i seriously treat u lik one... =D sum1 for me to pamper on... love u...big hug

To Lala - u r lik a big sis to me... always looking out for me... always so reliable.. =D n i m so lucky to b part of mackies n oso ur funshine carebear!! *CAREBEAR HUG*

To Sabby - thx for being my sun.. thx for relying on me.. thx for being my BFF for one day =) i will b thr to let u lean on.. will b thr when u fall..until e day u found tat special sum1...even then.. i will still b thr =)juz nt tat often..hahah

To Shaf Fee - thx for trusting me.. thx for always finding me..thx for always confide in me.. n trust me.. i love e present u gave me =) tat is more den enuff.. pls smile always... cos i prefer u tat way... n dun tink so much.. pls do nt tear if u ever read tis..cos it will mean u r still emotional as usual =p

To Eunice - hahah..pls sing more... jiayou in everyting u do.. i oso thank u for trusting me... for being thr =) love ya too..hugs

To abang - we hav pass thru alot of stuff tgt... happy ones, sad ones... i did turn my back on u... n u held on...though at times we dun seem to b lik wad we were in e past... bt i m trying to get back or b even closer to wad we were.. thx for holding on.. thx for calling me sister.. =) it realli mean alot.. u r my 1st close guy fren... (i realli mean close...as to noe all my habit, my likings, my tinkings) thx for being my abang

To Bi - i m glad we held on tightly.. n i can c tings r improving well.. i realli realli thank god n thank u for all e tings u did... cos i noe wadeva u do..u do it to make me smile =D u r definitely much different den hu ever hu once held my hands..(as in bgr de la) i simply juz love u!! n i realli do..

Ok..for nw.. is liddat.. cos if nt i dunno hw long tis post will b.. if i missed u out.. dun mean i dun thank u for being my fren being sum1 in my life.. I DO K... juz tat thr r too many to b name... for nw... lik tis will do =D

*pls stay tune for e episode on SURPRISES!!! until then..CYA..n pls wish me happi bdae =D *

~evelyn is thick skin......lalalallalalala~

BANG!!!!!

2008-11-07T07:53:00.000+08:00

haha.. i gonna b a big bang fan soon~~~ LOL...e five of them each got their own charisma... juz lik shinhwa... hahhaa.. so shinhwa.. i still love u... dun doubt it...LOL...bt jun jin..pls change hairstyle k =)

ok back to big bang... lets tok abt them individually... (ps:tis gonna b all abt big bang..if u dun scared u will b bored...den pls blog hop..if nt stay!!!!)

G-Dragon... Big Bang leader... he is cheeky, playful and cute!!! talented...he writes songs lyrics(if i nv rmb wrongly) nv realli c him dance.. bt if i nt wrong he is gd.. =)

TOP... the oldest member... to me he is veri cool... haha rapper... check out his vid n u will find cute side of him *throws sweet to e air*

Tae yang... hot fav now... great dancer.. gt charisma... bt dunno y to me..abit on off.. SORRY..heh...bt yea..so dun worry i wun snatch tae yang...

Daesung.. he is cute... though he might nt b VERI gd looking.. bt he has his plus pt.. he is e mood maker of e group... quite cute...sumhw he reminds me of "Ou Di"..e taiwan guy...hahah

FINALLY!!! my personal fav.. SEUNGRI.. actually ah i dunno y i soo attracted to him oso..LOL cos honestly speaking i haven fully research on big bang until hw i did for shinhwa (bt sry shinhwa abit 4get sum tings le =x) bt i was attracted to seungri e veri firx time i saw his photo n oso when i watch LIES n Number 1 vid... cos in both vid.. when u look at him..sumhw reminds me of rain...bt den again is diff..LOLso yea... e youngest one.. n he actually join shinhwa "Lets Coke Play Battle Shinhwa".. he gt in to dunno semi or top dunno wad.. bt didnt get chosen into Battle (e grp) bcos his singing wasnt one of e gd one compare to e others thr... bt his dance was e strongest... (tat was wad e review say la) owell..=D

To finish it off... both my fav frm e grp =) e cheeky.. n e boy boy one...=) both gt e veri boyish look!! i like...hahaha

actually tis whole post like nth much..LOL.. juz wanna share abit nia... =D n if can research on them.. i love their style of song.. n i realli mean love.. cos i firx time hear their song i like.. n i one shot dl 6 of their songs.. n none disappoint me... so yea =)

if u like korean stars... few stars u might wan to research... Shinhwa, DBSK (bt i onli lik abit =x) Se7en, Big Bang, Wonder Girls...actually gt more.. bt cant rmb.. oh.. n 2 shows i personally feel if u lik korean shows u shud watch.. "Love Letter" and "Xman"..is those game show/variety show... veri funni one... =D so yea KOREAN CRAZE!!!!

tEll me TeLL me~~

2008-11-05T06:03:00.000+08:00

WEEE!!!! yes.. ms evelyn is veri happi cos ytd she attended a Kpop Night!!!

heheh... summore the mc is ANDY-SSHI!!!! he is super cute.. i cudnt take my eyes off him sia..throughout the whole show.. he n lee yi n a singer from Jewerly were to stand at there corner..even when the singers were performing.. towards e back we saw andy lik tired and he stretching his leg.. so CUTE!!! hahah e gal from Jewerly oso damn cute.. she came dancing at e side.. n she is HOT!!! cant take it..LOL

ok... lets tok abt e whole ting itself k.. e tix were nt for sale.. onli get by winning or company sponsor.. i gt it by winning... n kayly wayly...LG la duh... so with 4 tix.. bt onli 3 of us were thr.. me mei mei n min hui!!! yes!! the kimichi club was thr...sry ah kai..u in ns =.= if nt e last tix is urs..LOL we sat at balcony.. e view is gd..cos is in e centre.. bt lik wad ppl always say.. e singers all look damn small... ok now to the sqeunce

Jun jin-sshi started off!!! bt was quite sad cos it didnt make me go OMG OMG.. is lik ok lo...=( den nxt was Chae Yeon.. to me she looks lik she is nt feeling well.. cos i noe she can dance better den ytd.. n i juz gt to noe she is in her 30s 0.0 den was Jewerly... ok la.. nt my kind.. bt i love tat gal..LOL.. ok..i 4gt hu was nxt..LOL anyway.. thr was Lee An (singapore based korean singer) seriously i dunno hu is he.. n his korean song gt one line of chinese -.- nxt was a singapore singer Carrie Yeo..den there was Kim Jong Wook..and V.O.S..sry.. while they were singing me n mei mei were lik taking photos..LOL..den 2pm...and realli sia.. their dance veri prepix.. n is NICE..i like..LOL.. den U-KISS..they r super young... bt CUTE!!!!! both me n mei mei found 1 cute guy.. n that makes us wake up n high abit...LOL...KEVIN!! the one i lik.. super cute la...veri jap feel too...hehe..gonna research more!! den my ANDY-SSHI!!!seriously.. ytd was e 1st time i hear his solo.. n he is still sooooo cute... min hui faster grab e gal.. i gonna bring andy home! and the finale was done by WONDER GIRLS!!they realli brought the atmosphere to the max... u can hear crowds singing to their song...even mei mei hu was lik snapping photos suddenly start to "tell me tell me~~" LOL.. n min hui was super high!!!! LOL

yea.. so tat was wad happen.. den finish we walk out..hear screaming..den we kpo go c.. den all e fans camp outside to wait for them..LOL.. den i was telling mei mei n min hui.. we go e other side scream.. sure gt kpo lik us run over...LOL... den min hui was hungry so we went to eat at leisure park.. n e chicken is dope!!! den waited for my bro to fetch us.. cos it was 10 plus plus 11.. so while waiting we walked ard.. n snap photo at e bridge.. too bad my cam died.. so use my hp instead.. den was tinking y my bro so long... actually he reached long ago.. bt cudnt contact me.. so my phone is realli gt prob =.=

so yea... tat was ytd... will upload photos... mayb tml =D andy-sshi!!!

tell me tell me~~ ttttttt tell me~~~ *beams*

lUckY n PaMperEd!! ^_^

2008-11-03T10:56:00.000+08:00

yea yea...evelyn is a lucky n pampered gal!!! =) thx to every1!!! hehe..ok as usual let me update on weekend...

fri - didnt go schl.. went to accompany mummy to tpy =) love e way she held on to my hand when we shop =)

sat - had pop n lock fusion..quite disappointed as onli 4 poppers were thr... bt owell... at least me lesner n nora learnt alot..haha.. ahah yea yea... den went to bugis with mei... we walked n chit chat...LOL..no bad eh..kinda lik tat too..den meet up with ah xia they all who finish singing at Top1...went to crystal jade for dinner... LOL.. den mummy sher and ah xia tried to surprise me with bdae cake.. bt i abit spoiler... n told them i roughly guessed it when i see e 3 guys with me received call one after e other.. =p bt seriously speaking i was still veri touched!! =) was veri happi to celebrate bdae with them =) mummy pampered me n gt me a eeyore balloon!! hahah.. i dun mind holding it n walking ard =D oh den we went to play arcade.. n mummy is gd!!! damn gd!! lol.. den keat came while i was playing.. n he accompanied me tgt with e rest of them =) thx bi!!!!!!

I felt soo pampered! haha.. *beems* aha... n i was recruited to the zpg!!! thx sher mummy!! n thx ah xia!!! despite i rejected sooo many times when u asked me out..u still will make time n arrange another outing with me!! gan dong sia!!!! =D

ok i miss an outing with Siok n gang.. SO AH SIOK!!! I WANNA GO OUT WITH U ALL!!!! n i miss my lao gong gang!!! n n n... i miss alot alot ppl =) haha

bi thx for pampering me nowadays..*beems beems* hehe.. realli realli veri sweet..hehehe.. n tml muz cum find me for lunch ah!! cos it defintely will make my day!!! =D love ya

oh 4gt say y i lucky.. cos i won a pair of tix to Korean Pop Concert!!! n my dear andy n junjin from Shinhwa will b thr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh god.. i m super excited la.. bth... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... LOL i m gg mad.. n n n this few days i slowly falling in love with Big Bang.. cos i lik their style of songs..veri my kind..wahahah.. shall search more... n i tink Seungri is cute!!!!! G-Dragon oso nt bad.. Taeyang..hmmmm gt tat cool cool look...i shall leave Taeyang for mei mei n sabby.. i will take Seungri n G-D!!! hahaha Daeseung is cute too!! he is mood maker..dope! whahahaha...

cant wait for tml.. AHN NYEONG HASEYO!!!!

sCorPio~~

2008-10-31T08:50:00.000+08:00

hahaha... i saw tis in christie's blog...n i m gonna cope n do a comparison n c hw true is it..LOL =x sry la.. i juz love doing tis hehe...

THE SCORPIONS

Beneath a controlled, cool exterior beats the heart of the deeply intense Scorpio. Passionate, penetrating, and determined, this sign will probe until they reach the truth. The Scorpio may not speak volumes or show emotions readily, yet rest assured there's an enormous amount of activity happening beneath the surface. Excellent leaders, Scorpions are always aware. When it comes to resourcefulness, this sign comes out ahead.

hmmm this is kinda true.. cos although i seem lik i nt asking further..deep dwn i juz wanna noe~~ =x

Friends and Family

Sincerity and truth are strong components of the Scorpio's friends. It can take some time before really close bonds are formed, but once done, the Scorpio will remain dedicated and loyal. Witty and intellectual, they prefer companions who are humorous and easygoing. Full of surprises, this sign will give you the shirt off their backs if that's what you need, yet once they are crossed, there's no turning back. They feel deeply, and once hurt, it can be impossible to turn things around. Commitment to family is strong and consistent with the Scorpio. They are exceptionally helpful in managing affairs, and they are excellent advocates when needed.

lik hu wud wan frens hu r nt sincere rite..lol.. n to me hanging out with humorous n easygoing ppl makes me feel so comfortable n nice =) yea.. will give u wad u need (if can la..if nt i will find ways.. erm.. e no turning back part..nt veri sure yet.. =[ family is super impt to me!! *nods my head* i m VERI helpful..n tis is whr keat will say me stupid =x hah

Career and Money

I desire is the key phrase for the Scorpio. They are fantastic at managing, solving, or creating. Once the Scorpio sets their sights on a goal, there's no deterring this sign. Tasks that require a scientific, penetrating approach are always best done by Scorpions as they will delve deeply into the materials they have. Their ability to focus coupled with determination makes for strong management skills. They're not ones to worry about making friends on the job scene; rather, they prefer to see the task accomplished well.

set goals,no deterring?i m nt sure abt tat...LOL

Pursuing such careers as scientist, doctor, investigator, navigator, detective, researcher, police officer, business manager, and psychologist all suit the mighty Scorpio. Respect is an essential aspect of working for this sign. They need to respect their coworkers while also feeling a sense of being respected by others.

ohoh..detective!!! lik detective conan!!! bt i scared gore scenario =( alamak liddat hw to b detective..ohoh psychologist!! opt for tat for uni..bt apparently cmi =.= so yea.. aiyo hu dun wan to b respected sia... of cos u respect me i do even a better job.. disrespect me? i show u wad is disrespect... hmph!

Scorpions are disciplined enough to stick to a budget and unafraid of working as hard and as long as it takes to get themselves in a good financial position. Many are fortunate and inherit money. Whatever the case - and regardless of the balance - they are great managers of their dollars and are not apt to overspend. Money means security and a sense of control, which is important to the Scorpio. Therefore, they're going to hang onto the majority of the cash, making decisions carefully before turning any of it over.

haha.. sticking to budget is my middle name.. if dun stick to budget.. den wan budget for wad =.= money confirms means security.. cos i will keep having "what if" when i m broke..LOL lik what if i need money for urgent case.. what if i need $$ to save life n my bank show $0.00.. so yea.. money = security... =) *money minded eve*

Love and Sex

This is the strongest of the sexualities in the Zodiac. Incredibly passionate, the Scorpio takes intimacy seriously. Partners need to be intelligent and honest. Much of the foreplay for this sign happens long before the bedroom through conversation and observation. Once in love, they are devoted and loyal to the death. But relationships can take some time. The Scorpio needs to build trust and respect for a potential mate slowly and thoroughly.

yea... not ez to gain my trust..if any prospect, whether frens or love... once gained... den tada...

SCORPIO TIDBITS

Health
Each sign has a part of the anatomy attached to it, making this the area of the body that is most sensitive to stimulation. The anatomical areas for Scorpio are the genitals, bladder, rectum, and the reproductive organs.

Ruling Planet
The ruling planet for Scorpio is Pluto. Traditionally, this planet rules that which is hidden from view. It also represents conception, birth, death, slow growth, generation, regeneration, unpopular causes, anonymity, phobias, and the exposition of secrets.

yea.. i gt lots of phobia...scared of dark (dun laugh ah... i do get scared if total darkness) scared of horror shows (gt phobia bcos of past records) eh actually onli 2 ah..LOL can e exposition of secrets be juz noe secrets ? LOL

Colors
The colors of choice for Scorpio are dark red and maroon.

erm.. is still nt my kind of color.. mine is YELLOW

Gemstone
Scorpio's star stone is the opal.

Lucky Numbers
Scorpio's lucky numbers are 2, 7, and 9.

hey...mine is 13!!!! ok if single digit.. den is 2.. bt is more of my fav num den lucky

Compatibility
Scorpions are most compatible with Pisces and Cancer.

aha... keat is cancer..r we compatible? LOL ohoh n my dad is a cancer!!!!! tats explain y i m so close to him..LOL

Opposite Sign
The opposite sign of Scorpio is Taurus.

hey.. my mum is a taurus.. opposite is gd or bad???

The Perfect Gift
The best gifts for a Scorpio are sentimental choices, clothing (especially something sexy), and non-fiction books.

oh yea.. i m veir sentimental one k.. though sumtimes i anyhw put (cos i m messy.. nt tat i m nt sentimental ok!)..non fiction is wad ah? i always 4get =p

Likes
Truth, facts, being right, teasing, longtime friends, a grand passion, a worthy adversary

=)

Dislikes
Dishonesty, passive people, revealing secrets

i oso dun lik naggy (though i can b too=x) n irritating ppl hu repeats n repeats n repeats... get on with life man! so if u wan irritate me.. juz keep repeating.. i simply cant stand it

House
Natural sign of the Eighth House. This house focuses on sex, taxes, death and rebirth, a partner's resources, inheritance, and regeneration.

Famous Scorpions
Hillary Clinton, Leonardo DiCaprio, Sean Combs, Julia Roberts

Best travel destination
Zambia, Syria, Norway, Halifax, Liverpool, New Orleans, Washington, D.C.

hey i m more asian kind k.. i prefer JAPAN N KOREA!!!!!!!

Strengths
Passionate, stubborn, resourceful, brave, a true friend

i m stubborn!!!!! =x

Weaknesses
Jealous, distrusting, secretive, violent, caustic

actually i dun get jealous tat ezily lei.. if u can make me jealous u r dope..lol.. oh i m violent.. tats y keat always say "can u b more gal nt" LOL.. caustic? hey i hav tone dwn on my sacarasm liao k......................

Charismatic marks
An intense look in the eyes, muscular

Intense look will make me laugh la.. hw to charismatic....

Best environment
Dark, sensuous places, any situation that offers power or rouses strong feelings

dark? nah..i juz said previously i scared of dark rite... hw can it b best environment when i scared of it????? LOL

fiNallY uNderStand

2008-10-30T11:26:00.000+08:00

finally i understand y, finally i found out y... y i always seem to not able b satisfied with wadeva u do... y whenever u tried n do smth it nv seem to b enough...now i noe...

n tings seem to turn for e better... n i hope is nt temporary bt for at least as long as we r tgt =)

ahn nyeong? konnichiwa?

2008-10-30T09:06:00.000+08:00

hahah.. yes.. ms evelyn is blur...y blur? cos she cant decide to learn "ahn nyeong haseyo" or "konnichiwa".. haha... hmm i m greedy.. i lik jap n i lik korea.. n i wan learn both.. i wan b fluent in both..LOL..

hmmm realli contradicting.. y? cos u c ah.. i love jap food, love e culture, love e places.. bt compare to songs and dramas i prefer korean... but den again i dun realli into korean food...LOL...so if i go korea abit cham... cos food wise ah..alamak.. LOL... actually i dunno y i started tis abit =.= topic...LOL

anyway.. main point is...hmmm should i go take language course? if yes... korean or jap? let me list e pros and cons firx ah..

Korean - Nt alot ppl know, interesting, but working wise not that useful compare to jap

Jap - widely use in industry, can help to read manga, watch anime.. abit common

hahaha....ok..i dunno wad i wan..ok..tis post is random in a way..owell.... anyway...since i m on it.. i might wan to try out korean style of dressing!!! LOL dunno y.. juz feel lik searchin n try.. jap style abit too kawaii for me le.. so i go for e sassy look...LOL

ok i m bored................................................................................

=D

2008-10-28T10:14:00.000+08:00

had a quite nice week... i GUESS..hahahah

fri - took 1/2 day cos was tinking i try to b thr for management showcase.. in e end popping nv showcase =.= sumhw wasted my 1/2 day..

sat - early in e morning went to marina bay for mass photoshoot... it was realli realli dusty at e place whr we were waiting for bus =.= quite fun to hav e whole bus to ourself...LOL it was super hot n humid... bt owell... we had fun now n den...hahhaa..had a mini singing section with karen, rain, joey, leron and carynn..hahha.. after all e picture taking.. i head dwn to bugis with hulala, nuh nuh, azizi, rain n MEI MEI...=) we meet ah kai thr... haha.. haha love to b with them... =D was suppose to meet yan they all.. bt was cancelled last min.. so head dwn to farhan hse with lala they all... supposed to eat popcorns bt they end up watching Heros.. so didnt go make it... owell..i wish i can go out with them again =D kept laughing.. cant tahan.. n abang!! i wan go ur hse make puffs!! my heart drop when ur maid recognizes me n ask y i didnt cum so long =( owell...

sun - wake up early early again to accompany my family a little while... juz when we eating kfc happily.. keat mum called... n both of us have to rush back his hse cos he dad juz went hm.. so went thr... accompany his mum.. n his mum is soooo sweet to buy ice cream n cook my fav dish =D den me n bi suppose to watch HSM3 bt apparently stupid evelyn 4gt n left e free tix at hm =.= so didnt wan to miss e rare opportunity to watch movie alone.. i decided to go watch "tropic thunder" with bi.. bt apparently tis movie humour is nt my kind of humour.. N I DUN LIK E FACT TAT GT THEY PLAY WITH E HEAD=.= although is fake bt I DUN LIK..hahaha k.. i m scared la.. ppl lik laughin i juz turn my head away..bt i lik e way they start off e movie.. tats e onli part i lik..LOL.. we saw azizi... cos gt dance com thr.. when me n bi finish e movie we saw e tv screen showing the dance com battle.. den we 2 rush lik small kid all e way dwn to find tat it ended juz as we step thr =.= sry bi.... haha.. as i always nv managed to fulfill my promise to accompany bi watch movie at hm.. so i decided to tahan all e way n finish one movie with him at his hse.. so we watched "journey to the center of e earth" tis is more lik my kind of show..haha..oh.. i was pampered throughout e days with icecream, nice food n more ice cream (growing fat n die!!!)

mon - early in e morning woke up n rush back hm (cos i was at bi hse on sun)..y so early muz rush hm? cos my dad booked a dope dope beef restuarant at 12pm.. so i hav to b hm early b4 i get scolding.. tel u e beef is super dope ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! esp e cube cut one.. nice n juicy.. total 190 plus.. for 4 ppl.. my bro keep making e dopest one for me..hehehe... =D den ltr tat evening went for our dear mousey rachiee 21st bdae!!! had fun thr.. it looks lik DND.. bt a more fun one.. hahaha.. n lucky me won a mickey mouse watch.. bt rough me broke e ting when i trying to wear it =.= tink my dad fixed it for me le =D n n n..is YELLOW...hahahah i mean e clock surface..wahaha.. ok.. ended quite fun =D owell

yea.. tats my fri to mon..hahahah oh n i need to improve super lot for dancing... hope i can motivate myself more =D anyway ms evelyn is officially broke!!!!!!!

grOwing PrOcess~

2008-10-22T07:12:00.000+08:00

was tinking of bi... den sudd tout wad i learn in our relationship... den i tink back.. n realise each relationship changes me n make me grow n learn in a way or another.. gd or bad.. i juz grow.. stronger n yet sensative...

past relationship made me a popcupine... i was hurt again n again.. den i slowly close my love side.. n i treasure my frens even more.. tats y i nw tend to rely on frens even more... n i stick to them.. cos i noe they r much reliable... as they were saying if u found true frens, they will stick to u a life time... while ur e other half mite cum n go.. true to a certain extent la... nt 100% true though.. anyway...i learn to control my temper due to my 2nd bf influence... tats hw u c e HIGH TOLERANCE LVL evelyn...

now.. bi let me learn even more.. he is my 1st bf tat is younger den me...so is alot more different.. he tend to b a kid (i m already older den him.. tat makes me look so mature n him.. a little kidish)... he build my tolerance lvl even higher.. n cum to tink of it..ytd was our 1 yr n 9mths tgt!! time flies yea.. tis period of time we both learn alot.. he learn to give in.. he learn hw to accomodate to me.. n i in turn learn hw to realli love sum1..(meaning necessary sacrifices at times).. thr were realli alot of obstacles cuming our way.. e difference in character n mindset made situation worse... bt in a way it make us look at tings differently too.. so is a plus minus ting.. yea.. i m getting e hang of it le.. =] jiayou!!

bi...tings definitely dun look well.. i dun lik it when i hav e hutch of tings "nt gonna end lik tis" feeling... n i dunno hw bad is e situation nw...no matter wad happen..b strong.. i'm gonna hold on to u and support ur back...even if it gonna crush me.. i will still support u... tings might get worse due to time n responsibility.. it doesnt seem to look well.. bt we juz hav to hold on n move on.. =] is juz a challenge... a-za a-za fighting!!

안녕하세요 (ahn nyeong ha seh yo)

2008-10-21T11:54:00.000+08:00

haha.. ok.. i m bored.. so i decided to blog again =x

woo.. i juz realise i sudd stop reading up to improve my korean language.. NONO..no gd.. so i decided to read up again..LOL.. bt still i wasnt hardworking =x anyway...

lets create e MUZ do list:

finish watching x-family (have been holding on e vcd for veri long =x)
finish watching absolute bf (i m still onli at epi 3 or 4 =.=)
finish watching 黑糖群侠传 (ok i noe..so many ting to watch =p)
learn korean language!!!!!! (안녕하세요!!!)
once ok learn JAP..(haha i m ambitious!)
concentrate on my popping~ (pop pOp POP)
go out with bi to watch movie ALONE (yes me n bi nv go out watch movie alone b4=.=)
LEARN TO STYLE MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heres e MUZ get list:

production mass costume (still gt a little here n thr)
a yellow shoe!!!! (dunno when den i will get la =x)
shinhwa's 9th album.. (though i scared wun b realli nice..cos uncle say nt nice =( )
se7en's album~ (sudd in love with him after goong s =D )
A NEW HP!! (mine is havin prob =.= )
a yellow camera..(tis one muz save up firx =x)
3/4 jeans (so go out can wear =] )
get bi a nice preppy (dunno hw to spell) look (juz wanna change his style when go out)
rachiee bdae present!! (her bdae celebration is juz nxt wk 0.0)
i owe yi n yan present!!! (hmmmmmmmm)
scorpi bdae present (tis is e muz get.. cos he is SCORPI!)

ok... overall i gt SOOOOOOOOOO many tings to do (apart from dance stuff) and SOOOOOOOOOO many tings to buy... LOL nid to priortise n save save SAVE!!!!! oh muz save ultra lot cos seem to hav a few oversea plan... JAPAN!!!! i muz make way for it nxt yr... wahahahahaa hokkaido.. i m cuming (ok it is still freakin early =x)

bored evelyn shall continue act bz le..chao~

gOLf??

2008-10-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

haha.. ytd went for golf early in e morning with my parents (no choice cos they hav been complaining tat i nv accompany them..owell)

so went to the driving range.. my dad tried to teach me how to swing, how to hit...LOL.. i look lik a dumb gal, so stiff... cant even coordinate...LOL.. damn funni.. my 2 young cousin were thr too.. n clarissa(e younger one) have a golf set of her own!!! omg la.. u noe golf set hw ex nt =.= n she is lik onli erm erm erm pri 3 or 4??

anyway.. my dua pek (my father eldest bro) came.. didnt recognise me.. cos he say frm e back i look lik ang moh char bo...LOL i will take tat as a compliment..LOL.. my mum say nt bad.. cos e ball i hit goes up n out.. bt it dosnt look gd to me =.= hand pain k... nid grip n swing..

after tat went hm to rest awhile.. cos headache has always follow me wherever i go lik a veri close fren.. so i decided to take a small nap... den e cutest ting was my eldest bro came wake me for dinner.. for once i saw him lik a small kid when waking me =) so went to united sq to eat our dinner.. tried e "custom-made" burger.. nt bad.. bt certainly doesnt worth e price.. cos is quite ex... bt i was glad i still hav my ez-link card (student one) LOL.. so obviously i hav student rate...wahahaha i still look young!!!!!!

ltr on dad n bro went to golf shop...me n mum follow behind after shopping awhile.. den i heard my bro say "wah lao..use my name onli.. say buy for me..bt actual fact for himself" LOL... didnt noe my dad will do tis too..haha cos my mum ALWAYS uses my name when she wan buy toy from McDonald's..she will b saying "oh this is for my ah gal one...." den ppl will "so big still play ah" den "ya lo...hahhahaa".. evil!!! haha owell...quite cute to c them lik small kid buying things for themselves =p

problems seems to come like a wave... bt we shall not give up or let loose as this will push us further away from our destination.. no matter wad happens.. persevere... i m sure will b able to c some achievement...

(mayb i m too optimistic..=x owell onli way to survive longer =D )

hAte ThAt i LovE u!

2008-10-13T13:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah... hey... Oh...

[Rihanna:]
That's much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeahah)
And I can't stand ya
Most everything you do
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile (no... oh...)

[Ne-Yo:]
'Cuz you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss... and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoah...)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh...)

[Ne-Yo:]
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why (why...)
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah...)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Both:]
And I hate that I love
You soooooooo!

Yes.. i definitely hate that i love you so... i will nv b able to let u go even though touts do flash pass my mind.. bt sumhw i will nt let it happen... i hate it when i feel tat i m breatheless, tat i m tired, tat i wanna let go.. u will always manage hold on to me so tightly n u make me start to feel scared of letting u go... i hav roll on my bed n tout it thru.. n i m gonna give one last shot of being ur gal...u hav did wadeva u can to b my kind of guy.. is time for me to do smth for us to b able to walk thru tis thin rope... =) i will nt b e heartless gal hu dun try to make tis clap sound.. so here goes ~

gAtSby~

2008-10-13T13:07:00.000+08:00

was blog hopping (bored ma=x) den saw tis web frm jasmine blog:

http://gatsby.sg/dance_index.php

this is a dance competition held by gatsby.. n damnit cos need to b student =.= apparently i m working so nt a student... tis competition is lik need make a dance video den send in for screening if i not wrong.. den e actual ting is after production... kaoz... juz when i tout mayb can try tis ah.. e stupid student ting =.=

was tinking shud b interesting.. cos tis one is abt STYLING... cool lei.. wonder winners will get alot of free hair product ma... summore winner get to go japan!!!!! argh...pissed...hahah nt lik i can win anyway =x bt still~

i realli wan to style my hair bt i dunno hw to.. i seriously admire gals hu can do a lot of different hairstyle.. i mean styling.. nt lik change hair color or perm (permenantly).. lik those tie in a different way, put clips, wax, n all.. y my mum is a hairdresser n she can do tis to her own hair n me n my bro both sux at dealing with hair =.= so idiotic!!!!!

i tink if i quit tis job ah.. i seriously wan find a job tat doesnt care wad u wear n wad is ur hairstyle... den tat will b a dope job..LOL crazy me

walKie WaLkie

2008-10-10T07:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm ytd nt bad nt bad... i woke up as usual.. bt tis time i head dwn to amk polyclinic to get mc.. cos gg to the audi recce... so nid mc... total i was thr frm 915 all the way to 1110 den i done..LOL

anyway gt a shock as my mum called n asked whr i was.. cos she called my office n my colleague say i nv go work n nv say =.= today den i realise i sms tat colleague he nv receive my sms..=.=

anyway.. did e recce with meimei n jin-sis... sudd lik professional...takin measurements..timing ourselves.. walk here n thr asking tons of questions...haha.. me n jin-sis even went on an "adventure".. to the highest point..LOL...is e place whr e lightings n flybar r at.. simply e top of the stage itself... e uncle keep telling us careful.. is dangerous.. initially my n jin-sis didnt realli lik bother.. until we get up n we were lik "WOH... nw we get wad he meant"LOL.. is dangerous coz thr isnt any realli safeguard measures.. if u r nt careful u will drop.. nt veri bad as to it will break n u will drop..is more of a trip n fall or slip n fall.. so yea...quite fun actually..=x

den after tat me n mei head dwn to amk to search for production clothings.. went song & song.. e auntie told us a few outlets lik "amk,tpy, holland V and YISHUN" so me n mei head dwn to yishun cos tpy i can go anytime... holland v she went b4.. so we wan to try yishun.. we train dwn.. n walk aimlessly.. until i sms lesner n asked if he noe whr.. n his reply was "yishun?don have lei" instantly me n mei was lik =.= so "depressed" we decided to walk back to schl frm yishun.. yes u heard me WALK..LOl..

we saw e sign gg sembawang..so we were lik wrong way so we turned.. den mei suggested we rest awhile grab a bite b4 we walked... so we went to mac.. den all energized.. we carried on with our walked.. we tok n walk tok n walk.. den juz when sabby called n after i hanged up i was wondering whr is mei.. i turned n saw her stopped at a busstop.. den she was lik "erm.. i tink we go wrong way..e bus state to woodlands" so after tinking i was lik "shit we realli go wrong way"LOL.. so imagine we were initially at e yishun park tat side (which is nearer to khatib for ur info) we walked all e way almost nearing sembawang mrt... den we realise the wrong.. n we turned n headed back.. we still carried on to walk alll e way back to yck.. in btwn e walk i killed a snail by accident =.= den me n mei keep lookin on e grd for snails...damn torturing cos is damn dark by e time.. n we dun wan to kill innocent life..

was supposed to meet eunice in schl to teach her lyrical.. so she reached yck me n mei still walking.. so eunice being kind (or i tink bored LOL) walked to find us.. n she did!! hahaha... so tat make me n mei wake up alittle n we laughed non stop.. by e time reached schl was lik 8 plus.. my leg was sore cos i hav been lazy n nt exercising =p

I was complaining throughout the walk...haha bt i realli lik e walk.. cos it sumhw slow dwn my pace n let me juz walk n tok w/o lik rushing n rushin n rushing...THX MEI!!! =D i realli enjoyed ytd.. haha love ya =D

not bad today my leg wasnt realli sore (cos i put muscle cream ytd =x) hahah dope...

side track: is getting on my nerves tat u smile at me while trying to find faults with me in a NICER way.. erm harlow!!!! tats nt nice u noe... den other one buys me sweet...pamper me with food... den u oso smile n find fault in a NICE WAY... is tis hw tis company works? or is it e above 40s style of workin =.= I mc or leave oso gt no peace...0.0 let me get tis clear... though i screwed up b4.. doesnt mean i ALWAYS screwed up k..so yea... u will realise my contribution after i m gone k.. n i will b...its juz a matter of time~~

nOveMber?

2008-10-08T06:11:00.000+08:00

haha..ms evelyn is bored again.. so i have cum across another birth month analysis statement..LOL..for fun k.. c hw true..

♥ NOVEMBER = HOTTIE
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things.(onli hair..others i scared..LOL) Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled.(quite true..cos i always self consoled) Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings.(ppl can dun care abt mine, bt i will care) Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. (personally felt so.HAH)
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. (tis is whr keat suffers =x)
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.(definitely!gd memory wad to do)
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully.(impression is impt isnt it) Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying.(tis is nt true =.=) Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.(i am sry bt it is true..dunno y oso=( ) Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved.(hu doesnt?) Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Great kisser.

ok..sry for tis messy post..LOL lik i said.. I M BORED..hahaha

sImPLe lIfe??

2008-10-06T11:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm was reading my fav guy 鲔鱼 (wei yu)'s blog... n he was saying smth abt living a simple life...although i read here read thr nv c anyting realli toking abt simple life...hahaha... bt thr r a few phrases he states i agreed to..

事情决定好做了就别后悔 (once decided, done, don't regret)

有时多站在局外人的角度看事情，处理的方法就会在心中浮现 (sumtimes should stand more on the outsider view, the way to handle it will seem to appear more clearly within your heart)

只要你心态不死在大的困难都打不死你, 就像小强一样永远打不死!!(as long as u perserve and determine, no matter how big the problems mayb, u will nv fall n will nv say die, juz like e cockroach, no matter hw u kill it juz dun die..LOL)

ok.. my translation kinda sux.. bt is smth along tat line... tis is actually wad has been my mind.. n i keep telling myself all tis (b4 i even c his post)... bt e 1st pt kinda hard.. cos i still regret n tings i nv do =[

also one part i read his blog n agreed is tat nth is fair in tis world... except everybody have 24hrs a day... (ok kinda =.= bt read on) every1 has 24 hrs a day...sum complain no time sum too much time.. bt actually all has the same time (abit confusing bt read on =x) is actually how one uses his/her time.. sum can b slacking all e way, sum can b working their ass off, n sum making full use of their time to do tings they lik...

so every1 have same time, bt e usage of time is diff.. so hw did u use urs?

ok.. i dunno y ms evelyn says simple life bt tis post is nt.. HAHA...anyway moral of story..

dun tink so much, live life to fullest, live life with no regrets!!!!

yEllOw tEmptAtioNs~~

2008-10-03T08:10:00.000+08:00

wooo tis few days alot of temptation to anyhw spend $$$.. nt bcos i gt alot of money (cos apparently i dun have =.=) bt i juz wan to get tings.. ALOT OF TINGS.. i m juz controlling myself.. n i tink i have been veri gd gal..LOL.. lets share with u wad i wan to buy when i gt $$

haha... a dope shoe i currently lik... saw it on ebay... nice rite... so my color...=x hahaha.. still wondering shud i buy.. hmmmmmmmmmmmm

HTC Touch Pro!!!!!!!!ok is nt yellow i noe.. hahaha..anyway nv try b4.. bt look dope... feature dope.. stupid dad... ask me buy den slap me hard by saying it is ultra ex =.= thanks ah...hmmm mayb will get other HTC phone.. shall c my budget again...LOL (if tis is yellow i will go crazy)

hahaha... i love tis laptop bcos..IT IS YELLOW!!!!!! veri veri nice YELLOW!!!! ok crazy gal...

dope shit!!!! yellow camera!!!!!!!!!! n e color is DOPE!!! summore is 10.1mp, 5x optical zoom... dope nt dope nt...hhahaha

okie.. ms evelyn is gg crazy over yellow.. bt yellow is realli realli a veri nice color.. dun u dare disagree...ok my dad disagree. cos he dun realli lik yellow =.= so all e better for me.. cos meaning if i gt buying buy all of e above.. he wun snatch with me.. HAHAHA (nt lik he will =.= ) ok.. ms evelyn is crazy...LOL

bOdy cLocK =.=

2008-09-29T12:07:00.000+08:00

hate my body clock =.= it shud b a gd ting tat i can constantly wake up by 7am plus latest 8 am plus... bt I DO NOT NEED TO WAKE UP SO EARLY ON WEEKDAYS!!!!!! =.= causing me nt enuff slp... nw as i m typing my eyes lik half closing... =.= <-----juz lik tat

so wad has been happening until ms evelyn cant slp??? here is my week from thurs - sun..

Thurs - after work find sabby to go repair my ipod (due to tis i skipped another ben class wich made me decide to give it up..since i missed 3 lesson unintentionally).. i managed to get my chippy!!!! n we drank belgium choco... pampering ourself =) went haji lane (prac rushing) bt we dunno hw to go n when we reach nth open =.= so we went bugis street... managed to buy a shirt n tie for my outfit for photoshoot..heh.. lala joined us at a veri veri late timing... hence we r lik rushing to get tings.. n still we manage to get tings individually.

Fri - went to lyrical after work.. happen to reach yck same time as lala n sabby.. is pure coincident... cos all of us were delayed due to traffic caused by F1... so yea... at night stay up a little to finish sum compiling for e meeting on sat.. n bcos i no ipod.. keat being veri sweet passed me his precious psp for me to store songs n hear (muacks... i noe hw precious is ur psp to u =] ) so stayed up to put some songs

Sat - woke up at 0800 when i m suppose to meet sabby at 1100 =.= kao...can slp slightly more la.. i roll on my bed for 50 mins den i wake up watch tv awhile..

went for mass dance... takin attendance was crazy =.= cos there were ard 70-80 plus ppl all over e place =.= learnt mass dance.. den carried on with meeting.. after meeting decided to head to bugis to shop.. there were ah ma, gina, sabby, lala, kayly, shaf, mei mei n bi.. i tink i nv lack any1 rite? bt me n sabby n gina went ps firx.. cos i need find jeannie n gina need buy tings.. so e 3 of us plus bi n shaf n ck went to ps..THX CK for waiting n bringing me to find jeannie... n THX JEANNIE for patiently promoting e products n being MY MAKEUP CONSULTANT!! LOL THX BI for buying my chippy!!!!

after tat rush dwn to find e rest of them at bugis... bi went hm after tat.. so left e gals to do shopping!!! i was lik resist alll temptation (i even give up a yellow apple cap.. YELLOW!!! =_( ) in e end at e veri last shop =.= i still cudnt resist n bought 2 tees for myself =.= juz when i tout i m nt spendin $$ LOL (sry gina owe u $ fir =( )

den we decided to head to kayly hse...hahah e journey to her hse was funni.. cos kayly went hm firx to meet eunice n eileen.. so me,meimei, gina n sab went to find her after tat.. den~~ we alight earlier.. so we walked.. den we tout is kinda far so wanted to take bus.. den we overshoot..LOL... nvm gal.. exercise!! so happily eat n played mahjong on kayly behalf.. n i win now n den (small small)...LOL. gt one time most funni...kayly was playing n i was lying dwn (bcos i was on e phone n after wich wish to lie dwn) den kayly asked me take over while she tok to her dad.. it was in e mid of e game.. so i sat dwn den eunice (on my upper hand) pointed wad she discard.. den i was lik 0.0 i looked at e tile she throw n i look at kayly's card..i looked for lik 1 min... den i go "HU!"..LOL immediately they were lik "wad e.. u juz sit dwn lei" LOl.. i dunno... guess nt feeling gd luck oso nt bad.. LOL shud gamble when i feeling dwn sia =p after tat went hm n reached ard 3plus am i tink.... den slept ard tat time =.=

Sun - woke up at 850...bt i forced myself back to slp... so woke up at 12 plus 1... so cleared most of e recorded shows... (sry bi.wasnt feeling well so didnt go ur hse =[ ) den went to my gugu hse at 6pm plus... had steamboat... den watch F1...poor Massa =.= bcos of stupid fuel tink bcum 16 =.= juz when e race cars r at e last 9 laps i tink.. i fell aslp on my mum's lap... KO sia.. bt less then 10 mins i was waken up bcos my mum was playing with my ear =.= dunno 4 wad.. bt i almost slap her hand, then i realise is my mum =p went hm to find bi sitting outside of my hse bcos he kena scared by e recently new member "galgal" (a beagle...much bigger n heavier den samuel).. LOL okie la.. dun laugh at u =x slept at 12 plus plus?

e look of it shud b enuff slp bt i DUN.. ROAR!!! slpy woman is an angry woman!!!

anyway i m more angry cos my pay nt release YET!!! NB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no $$$ liao..ROAR ROAR ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tiRa-MISU!!

2008-09-26T10:32:00.000+08:00

Hahah i suddenly hab craving for my fav cake.. TIRAMISU!!!!! since i m bored.. i decided to research on it...

Tiramisu is a dialectal expression of Veneto that means “pick me up”, in the sense of re-energize, regain strength, or waking-up. The meaning becomes apparent when you analyze what goes into this dessert. The main ingredients of Tiramisu are: Mascarpone cheese, Zabaglione cream, Espresso coffee, Savoiardi cookies (also known as Ladyfingers) and a topping of chocolate.There were a few stories created and i prefer the following one..(i choose to believe tis..LOL) - It was first created in Northern Italy during the First World War. Women made these desserts for their men to take with them as they were being sent off to war. They might have believed the high caffeine and energy content of these desserts would give their men more energy to fight and help bring them home safely.

seems noble rite...LOl... =D

YUMMY~~hahha if u wan spoil me...pls buy tiraMISU for me...LOL

kEep BleEding~ KeEp KeEp BleeDing~

2008-09-25T06:45:00.000+08:00

ok.. i m gg crazy over "bleeding love" thx to JIN SIS hu showed me e dance vid.. den kuku me nw den read e lyrics n sumhw feels it fits me in a way...

Bleeding Love (Leona Lewis)

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

Ooooh...

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy

Chorus:
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Oooh, oooh...

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal
Is to keep me from falling

Hey, yeah!

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

Chorus:
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Sry ah lyrics veri long ah...LOL.. slowly c n will find its kinda thru.. i m in love with him.. n i noe ppl r protecting me... n so it fits..(or so i assume..HAH)

For him: I m starting to c beauty in ppl whom u r nt able to.. n usually this causes friction n quarrel among e both of us.. though u will quickly 4get it n act lik nth happen cos u didnt wan me to have black face... I realli hope u can nt onli stand with me bt oso c wad i m able to c... perhaps u r too tall... tat ur view is always above n over... n tends nt able to c e beauty deep down within....once in awhile,lower ur height, c wad i c, breathe wad i breathe, feel wad i feel... i noe tat is always storm cuming ahead... i will nt bring u away frm it.. i will let u handle it... wad i will do is to stay at a corner to protect n watch over u as u handle it..will do it silently..so silently tat u will nt notice...jux trust in me...tat will b e best reward i can ever get... love u~

stOrm~~

2008-09-22T08:43:00.000+08:00

i feel e storm coming... dun tink is only storm.. typhoon-twister-hurricane...

guess i will need to protect myself soon...

*wears raincoat, boots, raincap, umbrella n runs to a shelter*

TaGgeD ! =.=

2008-09-19T08:21:00.000+08:00

jus when i tout i was nt tag when reading sharon post i saw e word ONG in one of e question =.= DAMN..LOL..owell for fun...

1. The person who tag you is? :
- Sharon
2. Your relationship with him/her is? :
- my salakio!

3. Your five impressions of him/her? :
1. blur
2. nice to bully =x
3. fragile
4. caring n sweet
5. SIAO CHAR BOH =x

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? :
- erm erm erm... sharon wad u do ah? =x

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you? :
- tat she misses me alot!!!

6.If he/she become your lover, you will? :
- erm...if i m a guy ah...erm...let me tink...

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be? :
- wah lao tis question veri =.= in e firx place u wan ppl to b ur lover den u wanppl improve=.=

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will? :
- wah.. i doubt she will b my enemy..too nice le =p

9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be? :
- muz b i did smth horrible
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is? :
- erm..give her cough syrup!! since she is sick now..LOL

11. Your overall impression of him/her is? :
- can b hot, pretty gal... e usual blur queen =)
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? :
- since is wad i TINK so i can tink all positive rite...LOL

13. The characters you love of yourself are? :
- adaptability nt bad?dunno?
14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are? :
- too nice?or dun realli noe hw to reject tings?

15. The most ideal person you want to be is? :
- gd question.. for nw wen zhi frm hei se hui... young, cute, talented, cool, dance dope (ok mayb sum ppl dun agree bt i juz lik her style) =D

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them? :
- THX GUYS!!!love u all too =) will b thr 4 u lik hw u b thr 4 me!!

17. ~~Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blogs only.~~
1. mei mei =)
2. lao gong
3. piggy yan
4. sabby
5. neuh
6. azizi
7. hulala
8. jun kai (u book out den type k)
9. bing (u oso)
10. ah xia

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? : erm i nt sure? =x
19. Is no.9 a male or female? HAH gd quest... dependind =p
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? : NT POSSIBLE!! they dun even noe each other
21. What is no.2 studying about? : CPT!
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? : 4gt =x
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? : HOUSE!! *do a dolphin dive*
24. Does no.1 have any siblings? : she have both biological n non-biological!!
25. Will you woo no.3? : HAHA... i woo her KL kill me =x
26. How about no.7? : wooo lala.... hmmmm
27. Is no.4 single? : yea n available..
28. What is the surname of no.5? : shit.. is it mhd? sry sry =x
29.What’s the hobby of no.10? : SINGING!!! she is dope!!

cHoOse To!

2008-09-17T09:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. recently i cum to tis conclusion... usually is a wan or not rather than a can or not.... bcos even is a cannot.. if u wan to.. u die die will make it a can.. n if it is a can.. u dun wan.. die die oso cannot.. usually ppl CHOOSE to do tings... nt tat they r forced to... erm..pls look properly ah.. i said USUALLY...

LOl... isnt it true?so yea... bullshit to those cannot (i mean for those findin plain excuses to avoid stuff la)... hahah ok.. ms evelyn is abt to fall ill soon.. so shall end off with a short comparison..

wan or not vs can or not
excuses vs reasons
desire vs needs
priortise vs NO CHOICE
no vs yes

so yea.. tink abt it n let me noe hw u feel.. haha.. ~meditation mode~

bZ SaT!!

2008-09-15T09:19:00.000+08:00

sat was e bz day for my weekend.. y? read on for sat programmes..haha

reached schl ard 12 plus to meet up with boog ppl to prac on boog as 1pm was the 2nd production showcase.. after showcase we even stayed awhile more to complete wadeva we have to.. n i love yz choreo for e behind.. wahaha. though i kept tripping =.= (lyrical oso trip tis oso trip =.=)

anyway.. finished ard 1650.. den waited for sharon... cos she gt whiney.. bt she nt even dancing lo!!! LOL lazy pig.. so me n yz psycho her to go with us to meet e rest at amk.. (sry neuh sry azizi.. is i ask her leave firx =x ) we met e rest n went to eat at amk hub food court.. n they were amazed at my chob-ing seat cos juz as we abt to give up finding space at food court.. i found a table whr e ppl r leaving.. so i chiong n stand thr.. when e rest realise whr i was, i was already putting my bag dwn...LOL

after dinner.. we accompany hulala go banquet find neuh they all.. on e way thr i bump into my poly peeps!! yes.. my few khakis~~ i at firx is saw qing.. den i tink eh e rest look familiar.. so i start pointing n walking towards them... bt none of them notice me until i shout "wah lao.. i pt so long nv c" den they laugh.. y? cos lala they all were walking on my left.. alittle distance.. so as usual ah xia saw gt hip hop ppl n went "eh eh c gt evelyn nt" so all of them look w/o noticing i m actually right infront..LOL thx ah~ anyway.. gt ah xia, qing, andre, sher, panda n bing.. they went kbox. n e cutest ting is we stand in e middle of no whr n tok for at least 15mins?? LOl n mummy sher tried to irritate me wif her distouted(dunno hw to spell) kungfu panda lantern with sound(hu is suppose to b my didi?LOL)..yes mummy u succeed!!

owell.. is so happi to bump into them.. cos they r realli interesting bunch of frens =) n my dear er zhi aka ah bing aka dua pia enlist into army juz this morning.. er zhi ah er zhi.. muz 保家卫国，tone ur body n cum back ah.. LOL.. ah bu waiting for u to kbox... =D

ohoh.. cannot 4get to blog abt after i left the toking with bing they all.. went to find mel n ah ma at amk hub (e rest join back.. bi oso cum find us).. wanted watch movie.. bt timing dun fit... in e end dunno who suggested.. we landed in nebo cafe (mind? cafe?) hahah they u pay $5/person n u can play 2hrs of board games..so hula, ah ma, mel, sab, sharon, neuh n me played... azizi n bi were too tired to play.. we played a game whr we have to play a card on our forehead.. ask question n guess wad r we.. for example... my card is a horse.. i have to ask question(yes/no) n guess that i m a horse..haha.. it was realli fun n funni... esp when we mislead e person...LOL thr was another game we played..tink is called "cranium".. me n hula one team, mel ah ma and sab, sharon n neuh... champion is~~ NEUH N SHARON!! me n hula onli managed to move forward one step.. n we r 4eva thr.. haha i m gonna rmb chihuahua...backwards!! A-U-H-A-U-H-I-H-C!!! lol...nvm lala.. nxt time we go rmb everyting backwords..ahahha..nxt time sure win.. oh n i muz say mel is dope at drawing with eyes close (n oso e card game she is dope) n neuh..omg.. u surprised me with all e knowledge in ur head...OMG LA..aha

it was realli fun.. can we go again??pls pls pls~~~~~ hahah nw we hav one more place to chill =]

pRoMisE~

2008-09-12T08:39:00.000+08:00

Promise

When I was confused about a love
When I went through hard time with my memories
When my life was filled with boring days
You always made them special
You're the one who only turns to me
You're the one who's always next to me
But I've never been able to tell you how I feel
I've never felt nervous around you
But after watching over you and laughing with you
I think I've grown attached to you

I've always walked each day alone
But now
I want to walk while holding your hand
Babe
As you watch over me closer than my shadow
I've realized what you felt for me
Now I know what you feel
And it might be a little late oh baby girl
But I'll leave traces of her behind
And keep my eyes on the girl who cried away from my sight
It's all for you
Now I'm going to give my love to you
For the girl who only looked at me
You're the one who only turns to me
You're the one who's always next to me
I've never felt nervous around you baby

For the girl who's been by my side
You're the one who's always smiled at me
I've always walked each day alone
But now
I want to walk while holding your hand
Babe
As you watch over me closer than my shadow
I've realized what you felt for me
Now I know what you feel
I'll only turn to you oh baby girl
I'm sorry that I didn't accept your love sooner
You've waited for so long
You've been hurt for so long
You won't have tears in your eyes anymore
I'll hold you in my arms forever
Until the day I close my eyes
It'll be you and be for eternity
I want us to be together babe
Closer than our shadows are
I'll stay by your side to watch over you
I'll only love you oh baby girl
Now, I will only love you

this song is currently my fav.. is by se7en.. my current craze oso (thx to goong s...yes i m slow=x) actually i love e tune more den e lyrics la..cos e lyrics cant realli apply to me =x

loves~~se7en (shinhwa i still love u...=) )

oOps!!

2008-09-11T11:13:00.000+08:00

pai seh.. i juz realise my previous post veri long.. pls go to my multiply to read(for those reading my blogspot).. if nt u have to strain ur eye.. i promise i will try to revamp my blogspot.. or mayb i will move to multiply for gd eh~ =D

siCk = GoOd???

2008-09-11T11:09:00.000+08:00

ytd i finally fell sick.. yes crazy evelyn has been hoping to fall sick.. n ytd was down with gastric flu.. nw i still feeling uncomfortable n all...n ytd soooo embarrassing at e doc...=x shall nt say.. cos is PAI SEH!! haha

anyway..ytd after seeing doc.. i accompany mummy to buy stuff... cos i was feeling nt tat bad.. so i shop with her.. suddenly it juz strike me hard.. when was e last time i held her hands n walk from balestier to novena den to toa payoh...seeing her smiling n all.. willing to keep paying for shoes for me even though her money is running low... i realise is unless i m sick.. if nt i do not have time for her.. her health in e firx place wasnt gd.. n yet she insist on going work.. nt tat she wans more money (partially yes.. bt is to spend on me n my bro =[ ) is tat if she dun go to work... she will b alone at hm whole day.. wad is she suppose to do... i always go home lik 10plus 11? my bro sumtimes oso liddat? my dad 7 plus?

haiz.. i sumtimes juz lik to whine n cuddle her lik a small kid.. can god pls spare my mum frm physical problems... u have gave her soooooooo many illness.. cant u juz cut dwn one or two? r u realli sooo heartless? recently my mum told me tat she might have kidney failure... she told me she cried while calling dad... n stupid doc one moment say borderline.. nxt moment say critical.. harlow!!! u joking or wad..smack u... my mum illness is soo many tat i lost count.. almost all major hosp gt her records.. r u gg to add one more?? pls pls.. i beg u... she is soo fragile.. i rather u increase my migraine.. den to shoot her with one more wich is e scariest!! kidney failure?? pls..

haiz..owell.. is juz complaining.. nt lik any of e above complains gonna change facts =.= haiz.. dunno is it i still nt feeling veri well so emotionally ezily affected.. sudd misses alot of my fren.. until i wonder.. how long does a frenship last? last long bt is it still as close? r u onli close to ppl hu u meet everyday? do tings tgt? n e old one r usually juz back of mind? is lik all my pri schl fren r realli gone? yes i rmb them.. bt we r lik separated.. onli once in awhile sms ask quest tats it? sec schl fren? seldom.. bt yes do contact. bt nt as close..

example.. me n siok.. frens since sec1 (same class all e way... until poly.. same prog...) onli until now we went separate path.. she in her uni i at my work.. n we seldom contact.. yes we do tink of each other bt.. yea.. (tis one perhaps is our character.. )or rather usually is bcos i prioritize dance firx tat i pushed away all meetings n tats hw i drifted frm them... haiz.. trying to go to all poly gathering cos i do not wish to lose it as well.. is lik who is my closet buddy? i dunno? perhaps for now.. i can say sab...e onli gal hu calls me even for e slightest stuff... nt tat i m doubting hw true she treats me.. bt wad if have reach a stage where she have to futher her studies oversea.. n we r once again separated.. is this frenship gonna b juz "hi" "how r u?"

frens i once held so dearly seems to b alittle awkward at times.. time n time i tried being thick skin n poke my head back to peek on my dear frens.. bt sumhw e feeling is diff.. is it juz me or? i mite nt show.. bt deep dwn.. i feel so neither here nor thr...perhaps is juz tat i feel insecure.. owell.. i m evelyn.. best at self console n all.. guess i hav to try hard to keep every frens i hav.. if they were to go.. i will juz wish them happiness =) n bang.. honestly still feel awkward at times.. bt i m gonna make our frenship b back to whr it use to b...=) n congrats for pop!!

wooo.. ok sumting more happi..today more n more mooncakes cuming into my office.. gt ritz carlton, baker's inn, raffles hotel.. n i tink still gt more cuming in.. OMG la.. all ex ex de.. tink contractors, suppliers, even clerk wan the jobs.. LOL nvm.. as long as i get a share..WAHAHHA...planning on coping e baker's inn one.. wahahaha evil me...

tink today realli nt feeling well.. tis post is so much of mix feelings LOL.. ok... i shall stone again~~ till 6 den c if i m healthy to go ben's class =D

adVanCe MoOnCakE CelEbration

2008-09-09T12:38:00.000+08:00

yes.. i know is super advance moon cake celebration.. bt my company still hold tis celebration bcos my dear boss is gg to be out of town tml... so tis is wad happen frm morning till now..

early in morning search for promo packages for delivery of either pizza, mac or kfc (cos my boss last min ard at nite 9plus den tell me =.=).. so search den com hang =.= until 10plus 11 den done.. den my boss c abit choose KFC (waste my time=.=) den he say e mooncake? wah..cos i 4gt have to buy mooncake.. so chiong to take care.. n my poor feet have blister all over cos i wearing new shoe...=_( super pain.. reached thr while ordering the lady keep offering me mooncake.. n she find me cute k.. cos i heard her saying little softly "cute sia u" nt sacarstic k.. LOL ok anyway.. after tat chiong back n go dbs take money firx.. cos scared nt enuff for kfc.. so while taking money i call kfc.. they say 1245 reach... bt i reached office 1210.. 5mins ltr e food come.. OMG la.. scare me sia.. so fast..

so yea.. had a mini celebrations with kfc, mooncakes, coke n red wine.. yes red wine.. bt gd gal ms evelyn skipped the red wine.. hahaha.. my bosses were pouring red wine for every1.. den they say "evelyn whr's ur cup?" i replied "i take coke can le.. cos i underage" den they all laugh...hahaha my ideal excuse to escape alcoholic stuff... n yes.. i dun realli lik alcohol stuff...so they oso c me lik little gal.. they let me go drinking coke happily.. so yea.. it was interesting.. cos my 2nd boss crack jokes.. n i m amazed cos he always look so fierce.. we kept laughing at e one he say an indian went to kitchen, saw crabs n run out of kitchen screaming "WAH SPIDER VERI BIG" LOL..... sry ah.. nt racist.. is juz a real life experience my 2nd boss encounter...

after happy happy celebration, i kena bomb with alot of things to settle... cos boss gg out of town.. so need settle b4 he leave =.= make me lik one mad women.. plus walking ard office limping.... cos e blister is hurting me..bt dope dope me finish all within 2hr.. b4 my boss went out of office.. hahaha li hai rite... LOL tats for today...

i shall go rest awhile n continue my day after 6... frm nw till 6? STONE!!! =]

bLue bLue Day

2008-09-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

yea.. feeling blue.. cos veri sian..hahahaha... my colleagues have been asking wads up with me.. y m i always so sian.. seriously i oso dunno.. m i? LOL.. anyway lets wrap up my week again...

fri went for KO nite.. WOO DOPE!! hahah congrats to sunset alley cats! fong n ck! red line! sry floor tech i dunno u bt still congrats! haha.. it was dope.. see-ing all the cream of crop (sry if i spell wrongly) battling it out.. n i even get to c acky, hilty n bosch (i tink i spell wrongly..oops), n gonza showcase!! DOPE!!! haha.. n i personally feel tat you (hilty & bosch you...the name is you not you..ok i m confused myself=.=) anyway.. he is cute.. nxt time if i get e photo frm brendan den i post...den after e whole event i get to take photo with MR BLUE!! haha shy....*looks ard for keat =x* hhahaha.. anyway.. darhni (i m sry if i spell wrongly AGAIN) he beat box n ben pop to it.. DOPE SHIT... hahah..tat ends e KO nite..hahaha lazy to blog longer for tis =x

sat was suntec... it rained heavily n was drenched onli on e rite.. li hai rite..LOL.. anyway although u guys did nt get top 3.. bt u guys r still dope...u guys manage to go tat far.. is already DOPE =) after suntec wanted to watch the "hana yori dango movie version" bt we stopped n went for kbox instead cos Carynn veri long nv sing.. sab oso.. n i wan to wait for mei to watch tgt =) anyway had fun in kbox...haha had a short encounter of bill ting.. bt owell.LOL den we meet farhan n mei for supper... PRATA~~~ yea.. firx time after sooo long ms evelyn was out for supper n reach home onli ard 4? hahah dope.. =x

sun... nth much.. slept till 11 (body clock didnt allow me slp ltr =.= freak) den late in afternoon went bi hse.. continue watch my goong den went to take nap.. n poor bi was pushed ard by me cos i cudnt slp properly n was freakin irritated... n he didnt get to slp =x oh i muz praised my tis boy cos he cooked maggie for me after he had cooked his n bcos i whine... n he didnt complain...muacks for tat.. haha.. den he accompany me to buy shoe... i m veri choosy.. so poor him hav to walk ard.. n guess wad today wanted to wear the new shoe n realise didnt fit if i wear formal pants =.= sry!! haha

anyway...tats all folks.... i m gg to continue to stone blue-ly until 1 hr ltr to go home HAH..

fRidAy pUrpLe??

2008-09-05T05:52:00.000+08:00

ppl have monday blues... i have friday purple.. LOL.. lame i noe.. bt everyday when i wake up on fri i m lik tinking "freak, still nt sat!!" LOL.. bt den again i was tinking tonight can stay up until late late.. so tis mixed feeling is purple.. so here we go.. friday purple!! m soooo sooo sooo slpy.. argh...

ytd had acky class... LOL.. b4 e class damn funni.. i met bredan earlier in o schl cos we gt nth to do.. so we chit chat n slack.. den we c lik gt jap ppl.. so we look look n we start asking each other "eh which one acky ah??" LOL.. imagine... sum1 hu likes popping.. gt c sum popping vid n dunno how acky looks lik.. LOL... e 2 of us felt so pai seh bt we still wanna noe.. so we ask rachiee.. 4gt wad was her reply..i tink sumting lik u will noe ltr.. so 2 of us still curious.. we decided to signal ben..LOL we look lik theives when we do tat.. ben saw us signalling him softly he was lik "wad? (veri soft voice)" lol den when we ask him.. he laugh.. n we gt it correct..HAH

den popping class start.. thr was realli alot of dope poppers... alex, wei jie, poppers from studio wu (gt Prince jack oso oh), there were like other 3-4 female poppers other den me n janice.. n they were wearing hush puppies la!!! (bt one of them was green =.= so abit turn off =x) me djingga brendan janice n louis stand behind cos we scared pai seh (imagine all so dope la)..bt i tell u e lesson dope..at least to me la.. cos it shows how much he emphasize on the diff feel, e hip motions as well.. haha at firx e "crib/creep (dunno how to spell)" damn funni.. cos is lik walking but using ur erm.. ard e butt area muscle to lift ur legs.. so for a moment all of us look lik we r limping or we lik old ppl trying to lift our legs to walk.. damn funni..

overall damn fun.. class ended ard 10? bt it took us damn long to take a photo with him..y? cos ppl ask him questions.. quite normal la..(n he vibrate n strobe with his legs at e same time!!!!!!!)den ppl ask questions frm one end of e studio.. until e other.. hahaha.. bt manage to take photo with him!! =D nxt time if can i upload photos...always want to bt no time =x lol

ltr KO nite.. wooo damn excited..haha e tout of rated pg against red line, frequance against sunset alleycats, fong ck against danny k lock... n acky!! haha dope...jiayou to all esp YZ, ALEX, WEI JIE, BOY BOY, CK..n ACKY (hahah lik acky gt battle liddat =.=) hahaha

peRsonAlity?

2008-09-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

haha..christie entertained my day n gave me tis link to check on tarot, horoscopes n more.. i tried the personality one.. hmm kinda true lei..

Your Personality is 6

You radiate understanding and compassion. People sense your warmth and fairness. For this reason, you attract many people who are in need of comfort, including the disadvantaged. People tend to come to you to unload their burdens. You inspire confidence.

You have a fine sense of justice. You do everything in your power to keep the harmony and are even willing to sacrifice your personal desires for the good of others.

You can take this too far, however, sometimes playing the role of the martyr. You have to guard against being taken advantage of. You are not always a very good judge of character. You tend to see the best in others.

You also can become too involved in the lives of others, to your own detriment. (This aspect can be balanced by other numbers in your chart.)

You are hospitable and domestic. You love children and are a good parent. You are romantic, faithful and very protective.

You are artistic. You love music, flowers and gardening. You are a natural interior designer. You have an excellent sense of color and taste.

You are more concerned with the content of your personality than your appearance, which causes you to be less conscious of the style of your clothes. You are more interested in comfort and the utility of clothing than the statement it makes.

Six Personality Numbers are exceedingly generous. You are not particularly logical when it comes to finances.

You are very vulnerable to praise and criticism. You tend to worry a lot, causing stomach problems.

People see you as a maternal or paternal figure. They want to relax in your presence and unburden themselves. You are the safe port in the crowd.

Blue is wad i find quite true.. esp e maternal figure.. i already lik mother of dunno how many.. LOL... makes me soooo old...haha go play n try ba

http://horoscopes.aol.tarot.com/numerology/getreport.php?state=SSELECT

liSt iT doWn~liSt iT doWn~

2008-09-03T05:54:00.000+08:00

haha.. gonna list my plan for now...

Gonna try uni for Tourism/Hospitality/Hotel & Resort course. (gt a few private uni in mind) Lets try yea
mayb air stewardess?? hahaha i noe i noe my face how to...cannot tink for fun ah.. tink of e traveling n all..mayb will try for fun.. who noes scar face can get in??LOL
if uni oso cant, my 2nd try oso cant, den i will try one more ting.. MEDIACORP!! dun worry i m nt gonna act, nt gonna sing, cos i sux in tat.. haha dance??? wish to (i always have e dream to dance for superstar...i noe abit small kid bt i lik =]) gonna try out the production assistant or assistant producer (which one was it? eh they r diff k...nt e same)

for now tats my plan.. wanted to try to go into smth i like.. at least by e age of 21.. even though cant b in it i still want to try.. at least when ppl ask i can say "i have tried..they juz dun like me =x" haha..oh here's another list i always wanted to do..perhaps ltr time

Bungee Jumping (scared bt wan try)
Sky diving (cool rite)
Go traveling with buddies..go crazy tgt
Go on cruise with my sweetheart...hahaha (abt another 7 yrs...LOL)
Go SPA!!!!! i need to relax.. my whole body soooooo tense
Go to resort to play water sports, chill and enjoy...
Learn alot of different language (currently wants to learn Korean n Jap)
Bite all MV dance (i mean all e one i lik.. for fun la..since i lik to b backgrd dancer..gt tis kind of tinkin nt weird rite..=x)
Diving!!!! (den find nemo)
Do photoshoot (as in model kind...okok..i noe... no looks no height.. tink onli ma.. chey~)
Dance for superstars...(tis has always been my dream..abit =.= i noe.. bt is always tis ever since i was younger.. esp wanna dance for lik stars tat dance damn dope.. erm.. shinhwa?dbsk?luo zhi xiang?pan wei bo?rain? i veri asian type.. so ang moh dunno wan dance for hu =x)

yea.. basically... alot of tings veri little time..hahaha..

aNother wEeK~

2008-09-01T06:02:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. another week has passed.. as usual shall wrapped up my weekend... sat went to meet sab n carynn at penin to walk walk... didnt c any nice show.. so we decided to head to raffles city to meet bi they all.. after which we head dwn to suntec for it fair...

while walking at city link, me n sabby decided to slow dwn n walk ard to search for bag n cd.. so bi they all continue to head to suntec, while we 2 walk ard lik city link gt alot of shops liddat.. LOL.. bt i was sooo sooo happi when we 2 decided to pamper ourself to get a ice cream tat cost abt 9plus 10? hahaha.. ex yes!! bt nice? DOPE... hahah.. actually is nt bad la... haha..den we waited for eunikio at e fountain thr n continue to eat e icecream.. sry eunikio.. wanted to keep for u bt u too slow n we scared it will melt.. so we kept it in our stomach!! wahaha... after tat we went ard to search for phone n camera (cos eunikio wanted a camera n phone.. sab wanted to change phone).. n stupid eunice throughout tellin us she gt a new laptop...hahah..didnt affect me much though.. bt sabby was clenching her fist..LOL gt a speaker for myself... wanted to buy small one so tat can bring to schl n use it.. in e end was tempted by e sound quality n i bought a heavy one...hhaaha.. my dad scold me siao...hahha... bt i bet ltr he sure go my rm n play with it.. =x

ok tat end of my sat.. den ytd went to bugis to find clothes for popping.. dun worry diane... i reached early n i get e chance to train myself to wander ard alone... cos seriously speaking.. i dun dare to walk n shop alone.. i always say dun like.. bt dunno y deep dwn thr is a slight fear.. i dunno y la.. bt i m gonna train myself to b independent n walk ard alone... =) den diane n fong reached..hahah damn cute e both of them.. esp when i firx meet them den fong was telling me abt diane clothes..hahaha cant stop laughin... both of them were realli realli cute i tell u.. at e traffic light den were lik playing we each other whr fong say "let go" n diane say "no"..den gt one auntie in front turn n look at them...ahahahha.. den it is machiam fong say breakup n diane dun wan tat kind..so e whole scene damn funni...

throughout the shopping trip with them i felt lik a mother bringing 2 kids...though i didnt realli have e auntie seh when i was asking abt e price (n thank god i dun have e seh.. if nt i sound even older..phew) den e other ting is tat i tink alot ppl tout i siao cos fong n diane keep making me laugh.. bt i always stay alittle infront of them.. so as if i m nt with them (nt on purpose de la..it juz happen tat way) den whenever i laugh it seem lik i m laughin to myself la... LOL.. anyway.. is cute gg out with them.. sweet.. made me abit jealous nw n den cos my stupid bi is slpin at hm!!!!!! hahah

after tat bought chewy junior n went my aunt hse.. my cousin is soo funni... both of them were lying dwn lazing.. den i went in to feed sum of them e choco junior.. den when i feed chris, n he said nice..den i said 'aiya since brad slping den 4get it'..den he jump n say whr gt...LOL..greedy fellow...den he eat le ask me 'y so chewy'.. lik duh it is called CHEWY JUNIOR...lol.. den ard 8 went to watch wall-e.. n that 2 boy didnt want to stay at hm so went with us.. hahha.. bt they ended complaining tat e show was boring.. kinda true i muz agree... den my bi sooo cute.. he can cry during e scene wall-e dying.. LOL.. cute la.. den i say him cute he say me heartless =.= LOL bth

anyway.. today is bi interview.. GD LUCK.. n u damn idiot.. wan ur interview swee swee give u advice u say i lo soh.. =.= smack u...

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gRoW uP!!!

2008-08-28T08:16:00.000+08:00

last night.. many things run thru my head.. was thinking super alot.. den smth strike me..

y m i still handling things lik a small kid? y is thr a lack of responsibility? y do I do things and there r mistakes? careless? or just not merticulous enuff? How old m i le? y i cant do things and handle it well lik a reliable person? m i still gonna say "i m still young ma"?

after thinking all e y n realise if i y summore oso no use cant it cant changed wad had happen... i can onli nt repeat all this in e future...

Conclusion: Not gonna run, not gonna hide, not gonna whine n say "its nt my fault" (if smth cock up..thr muz b smth i did tat bcum liddat..if nt it will nv happen), not gonna take things for granted, Gonna b much more focus n detail, gonna put myself in others shoe.. n look from more perspective... gonna stand up straight n take wad ever tat comes.. no matter how strong e wind, no matter how heavy e rain, no matter how hot e sun, no matter how cold it will b, i am gonna walk on n show ppl wad i can do n i m sum1 who can b trusted n rely on.. tats gonna b me!!!

10 eVelyn'S owN thEoriEs

2008-08-26T11:59:00.000+08:00

Another random post of the top 10 theories that i myself come up with lets see if u feel e same too...

When unhappi abt smth.. do not raise ur voice firx.. usually firx one raise voice ppl say is ur fault.. so calm dwn n tok smartly
Nice to anyone unless provoke..If u upset my fren.. my fren hates u to e core... n i hear bad tings abt u.. i will still be ok n nice to u cos u did nt provoke me.. n i dun lik to juz judge tings juz liddat.. bt i will still guard alittle la.. so yea.. tis is nt entirely fake.. bt is kinda fake (owell dunno hw to explain)
Always act dumb to avoid unecessary quarrels...If u r makin use of me, n u find tat i m a dumb ass.. HARLOW~~ is bcos i choose to act dumb.. if nt u tink u can make use of me?? wake up...
Observe and do wad I feel is right...u may nv request for smth or u rejected wad i offer, n i still do it .. is nt bcos i m si kpo kia is i noe deep dwn ppl will wish sum1 to do it.. juz tat they feel bad requesting or asking for it (depending on wad i feel at pt of time oso la)
I believe tat no ones lik to walk, sit or even be left alone... even if e person is emo.. is always better to hav sum1 to b by e side.. so again i will b e kpo kia to b thr
Always trust my gut feelings... cos is always true
Informing and communicating is a way to avoid quarrels and will not piss ppl off tat ezily...usually if ppl dun inform or reply me i will feel a little piss cos u dunno they get it or not.. so will always have e habit of informing.
In a quarrel (if u wan to piss e person further).. the best way is to walk off w/o saying anyting...
To end a quarrel..case by case situation.. bt usually if u juz dun feel lik quarrelling.. juz end of saying sorry.. n take it as ur fault.. yes u mite nt b e one at fault.. bt tis is e onli way to end quarrel.. cos if is nt ur fault n e person dun budge den e person is sooo stubborn n felt embrassing to say sry..
Always tinking of e bright side.. bcos feeling dwn does nt help e situation.. instead will cheer myself up.. n b stronger to move forward.. tat way life will b much happier..life is always happier when ppl dun tink so much, live a simple life.. e more u wan e more u tink e more unhappi u bcomes..thus have a happi go lucky attitude!!! =D

ok sum of e theory of mine abit wtf la.. bt ya.. hahahah basically i dun lik to quarrel.. so i always try my best to avoid one.. (tats hw toleration lvl increases) hate having e feeling of loneliness so will always pull ppl out of loneliness...=D

dIfFerEnt ChaPter~~

2008-08-25T10:36:00.000+08:00

is gg be an end for a chapter n a start of e other.. MACKILICIOUS has came in 2nd for LIME.. though some of us feel tat we can do much better... in all.. i love my mackies~~ we pulled in through.. is e end of LIME chap... will thr b another chap for mackilicious.. this is still unknown.. wad is known that my life will b a book tat will onli end when my life end (lik duh rite =.=..haha)

anyway..wad's e nxt chap? to chiong production...chiong production will help to improve my popping n lyrical...y tis 2 onli? cos i onli in tis 2 genre la..=x sry for being lame.. i can c huda killing her crow...=] anyway... have been tempted to join "floor the love" (even though after hearing who gonna b in popping.. i still wanted to try....) but when i read the "floor the love blogspot" for details... i sian diao.. cos is on sat n is 3pm-10pm.. it clashes with rehersal... sian rite... so to all hu wanted to join pls take note ah...

hmmm e previous para lik nth to do with diff chap hor..hahaha.. anyway.. i m entering another life.. or rather i m already in another life.. a life whr to balance work, fun, family n love... oso sumwad known as "adult life"..which i dun wan to..bt my age is moving towards it... damn!!!

ok lets not tok abt chaps anymore.. firstly CONGRATS to RJR, SCORPI and ANi O HOW for getting into FINALS!!! jiayou...will grab photos from the others den upload k..(though i dunno how many photos i suppose to upload le =x)

anyway.. ytd went kbox with ah xia, mummy sher, zg, bing n qing..(sry lao gong, yan n yi.. u all shud noe y rite =[ sry) anyway... we went kbox.. n i finally went after rejecting sooooo many times n nt able to make it.. i felt ultra bad.. so i die die oso make myself available ytd.. bt once again.. me n cong xiao can nv go out tgt.. cos i go n she didnt cos she gt smth on =.= anyway.. we sang from 2pm-7pm.. ah xia is crazy de lo.. sing song so power den sing non stop wun tired, wun zhao sia~~

mummy oso another pro one.. wah love to hear her sing.. when she sing lik so angel.. bt always will time to time sing so sweet le den turn to bing "nabei~~" lol.. spoil e whole scene la.. damn funni..

den ah geng sing song veri ji dong.. dunno wan to laugh at him or shud admire his "tong ru-ness (focus-ness)".. he is lik in his own world when singing... =x

bing as usual.. always into his song.. his emo songs~~ gt one part damn funni.. he practise by listening to his hp song den c whether he can hit e key b4 he sing e actual one with mic... LOL.. funni la..

qing ah... cos he voice wan gone le.. so he kept struggling.. den i purposely choose the song "wake up (ping le)" hahahah qing realli ping le (erm erm dunno how to explain machiam pia)... haha he sing finish he want to die le..=x all thx to me.. n 4 that song damn funni.. cos bing onli noe hw to sing "wake up wake up~~" so everytime reach chorus me n qing let bing shout... we rest.. den continue...LOL

as for me.. they say i suit e 'yo yo type' n they lik when i rap.. bt damn!! i lost e touch of rapping.. towards e back 4gt lyrics.. 4gt rythm.. argh.. bt i was amazed when i can sing "ting hai" w/o dying.. though almost die.. whole face red...hahhaha ohoh.. n i love e fact that me, ah xia and mummy made a gd combi of singapore version of SHE.. nt e anyhw one.. i realli mean abit lik SHE..y? cos mummy voice super lik Selina tat kind (i m nt joking.. realli lik).. den ah xia can fight with Hebe sia her voice.. me of cos Ella la.. cos deep ma.. hahhaa

anyway it was realli fun cos long time nv go kbox... love e feeling.. n e fact i can listen ppl's gd voice... oh bing.. ur singing seems to b better... dunno y... juz feel it is better...hahah go army rmb sing ah...LOL

iNterEstIng FaCts!!

2008-08-22T05:51:00.000+08:00

hahaha received this email from yan regarding 9 words often used by women..

9 WORDS WOMEN USE

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (True cos I used this on keat =x)

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (OFTEN USED!!hahaha)

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (i wun say until so ang moh la... i will say.. do LOR)

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. (veri ang moh oso.. i usually will go "nvm... 4get it.."=x)

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' ... that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F@!K YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

after reading lik onli a few words i will use...how abt u? Other facts I realise my self and i told this to ms ler.. n she agreed!!

1) ppl will nv b satisfied.. if they r here, they wish they r thr.. n when they reach thr, they wanna b sumwhr else.. dun say u nv tink abt tis b4.. is super common.. cos i m tinking lidat =x

2) if you start raising ur voice (in a midst of abt to fight that kind), u usually bcum e bad guy first..

3) 85% of ppl r wearing mask.... me too n i admit it..if nt veri hard to survive... (may seems lik nonsense bt trust me.. being too nice with no "gear" to protect urself, u will often get hurt lik mad)

4) every1 is bias.. is juz how bias u r... ok i dunno how to explain this.. bt tis is hw i feel..try convincing me if u feel otherwise..

5) every1 wans to impress ppl... again how u show it nia... if u tink u nv wans to impress ppl.. tok to me.. i will convince u tat deep down u wans to impress ppl =x haha

Suddenly abit mind block.. tat time gt one fact i learn from experience is ultra true.. bt i 4gt =.= dumb rite.. pai seh wil post when i rmb...

ytd was popping III last lesson.. SOB~~~ cos i love popper ben's class.. i lik e way he always tok with us.. share with us his experience n knowledge... n he nv fails to make me go WOW... esp in popping III, i love e way he take tis class...although is his firx time teaching freestyle.. bt i love it.. is dope.. he will tink of new rules to make us learn frm it.. n e ting i lik abt him is tat if he set sum rules tat make us go "OMG how is tat possible", at e end of our freestyle he will do his freestyle with the same rule apply (sumtimes additional rules) n he can do it dope-ly... admire him sia...

his teaching style is different.. he makes u feel veri fren with him... bt at e same time will make u go dope ah.. den e ting i notice abt him is tat even when u dance n it looks like shit.. he can find sumting beauty in it.. n he truly means it.. nt sacarsm.. although sumtimes i feel tat he is just being ultra nice.. bt i feel tat he is sum1 hu looks for beauty in a ting den flaws... e onli time he will pick out flaws is if u r dope n he wans u to improve further...being in his class definitely can boost confidence lvl... partially bcos of his comments.. another reason is he will make u do it... if u back off..he will push u...

throughout this popping class i have made many frens and learn many stuff... build up my confidence lvl (slightly=x) n i get to feel how is it lik to dance solo with sooo many eyes watching u..=Din all dope...

I gonna clean up my hits... n at least b a female popper tat u can b proud of =) meanwhile b4 i start cleaning... MACKIES!!!!! tml is e day... chiong evelyn chiong....=D (oh gals pls take care... drink more water )

hmmmmm.....

2008-08-20T12:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. today is random post.. cos gt nth realli exciting for me to post FOR E MOMENT...hahaha dunno ltr will have nt...

hmmm... lets tok abt neuh~~ y? cos i juz read his blog n he is toking abt his hair... haha... den looking at e pic he post abt his old hairstyle... n mei mei was asking him to get back e long n blonde hair.. OMG is nice la... bt noooooo neuh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hahaha cos last time i junior i find u gd looking la.. (nt tat nw nt gd looking la~~) den if u go back tat hair style ah.. OMG u gonna b in e list of my cute guys le... nooooO~~~~~ den i will b high veri often cos i get to c u often...liddat will heart attack u noe..=x hahaha (bt den again.. i wan c u long hair =s stupid gal eh =x)

hmmm...i juz realise recently all my cute guys are malay...(yes i gt fetish for dark skin ppl... bt erm.. dunno whether tis time rd i m looking at their skin color or they r realli cute to me =x *looks ard for keat*) here's e list FOR E MOMENT: 1) Rated PG - Blue guy (sry i still didnt get e name =x) 2) Fasly (dunno how to spell...n he is my grandjunior) 3) Maslan (again i dunno how to spell.. n his dance is dope) 4) For now no more... bt raffee can b considered one of e malay guy i find quite cute.. bt i still wun go crazy yet.. hahaha.. neuh is slowly hopping into my list...

hmmm... for now above are my cute guys... bt shhhhhhh... hahah ltr get killed by keat..(dun worrri bi they r juz to c c onli k =x) oh!! muz say.. i find ryan (o schl one..quite cute too!!!) sry ah.. i lik gt alot of cute guys =x cos so far to me they nt reallli considered veri shuai bt they r ultra cute n charismatic... n tats enuff k! haha... I gt nv ending list of guys i find cute (usually is artise from all over... non artise...list still short =x)

aiya.. usually is look onli.. cos if get them as bf scared alot of gals wan snatch.. den i will b veri bz... =x hahaha... so c c nia... (so bi dun worry ah...) =] ok shall end of this random-ness post tat has no meaning =x BYE

~promise is aint a promise unless u fufilled it~ *random quote..to b make me feel profound =)*

dEdiCatioNs~~~

2008-08-19T07:17:00.000+08:00

haha tis post is dedicated to my parents (though i doubt they would b so hip to come to my blog).. cos i seriously super touched n love them lots!!!!!! why?

Last Sat (Lime semi) I was to meet the other mackies at 930 at bugis to eat n prac.. my parents (early birds) woke up n was slacking when they saw me packing my stuff...so i told them i m having com at bugis at 3 bt nw gg to prac.. my mum quickly changed den when she is ready my dad asked "wah so early ah..." my mum act poor ting n reply "ok lo... i go back wash clothes" LOL.. so my dad say ok la.. den he changed and fetch me to bugis.. and is onli 930!!!!! they will have to slack until 3 plus to c my com which is 6 hours away lei!!! they really stayed, watched movie and idle until 3 plus to watch my com.

And the touching thing is when i m on stage i saw my parents just behing kenny(o schl kennY) they all watching their daughter... super happi... after the whole ting i went with them n my dad said this "c u sooo hardworkin.. i treat u to gd food" and he brought me to jap restuarant... dope rite..is nt lik i win anyting yet =]

this was nt e onli stuff made me touched.. ytd after i received news that we made it, I told my mum over the phone (cos she was telling me she nt cooking..) that i gt in.. n she was like "good job... muz jiayou k.. dun so stiff go train..." hahah n i tink back n realized nt once they have scold me for being home late at nite, instead they supported me.. that is smth i shud realli appreciate and cherish it cos i noe thr r others hu have strict curfew and their parents nt supportive of tis (nt trying to show off ah.. juz being appreciative of me parents)

this is for him: u hav been thr.. though wanted to kill u when u said u nt gg for e semi to support me.. in e end u rush dwn when u wake up n realise thr is still time... so decided to let u off =) thx for giving me ideas nw n den.. n trust me i cant do melt dwn =.= i already so stiff.. unless u break my bones... =x n stop laughin at me for having nightmares k...*puff* scary de k...

anyway after typing so much i realise i did nt state time n dates for finals... den how ppl cum support me rite (chey chey)

Date: 23 August Sat

Time: 3 - 5pm

Venue: Bugis Junction (Fountain there)

There will b other dope crews in the finals like Trademark, Groove Aggression, Wah, Rated PG, solo AC, DT, CeeKay, Mels meets Lions ft CK.... drop by if can n show supports yea.. bt rmb when u thr muz support MACKILICIOUS!!!

LaSt SpRinT!!

2008-08-18T09:59:00.000+08:00

our dear MACKILIOUS HAVE MADE IN TO THE LIME FINALS!!!! Trademark, mel grp n for solo and duo- CK, AC, styleless, Groovy Aggression and Dt..oh n mud!! CONGRATS TO ALL!! oh n Trademark won e cadbury ting.. share e choco ah~~ haha

to my mackies~~ let's all prepare for the final sprint.. we have heard comments from gin.. so gals... u noe wad to do.. n i will or rather i muz keep up with u gal's pace =D we have one more chance to prove wad we can do.. n we gonna show den wad mackies can do... is gonna b hard cos all of us gt other stuff to handle.. n within less den 5 days to add n improve is quite stressful...bt we hav to do it...=D

to hulala: thx.. n i will continue to train hard nt to disappoint u =) u r realli a team player =) n i noe u will b stress cos u hav gender to handle... bt jiayou =D

to sun: pls study~~ n u will b having alot of stress too.. cos exams onli finish on thurs.. bt i noe u can do it.. meanwhile keep ur mind onli on study n lime ah!!!

to shaf-fee: gal... dun always keep tings inside ah... den emo... slap u... by keeping quiet, n feeling dwn is gonna affect me.. cos i m concern! =) so muz say.. n u can oso do it!!!!!

to myself: i need to work extra hard.. as alot ppl said i m super stiff (e weird ting is poppers say i m so nua when it cums to popping...LOL) anyway.. i will push harder.. =)

so all e way mackies!!! oh oh.. n ytd was suntec com.. n RUFF JACKS REPRESENT, ANY-O-HOW and SCORPI went in to SEMI!!!!!!! congrats congrats!!!

*mei mei... cum my hse stay other time again k~~ hahaha i always fell aslp sooo fast DAMN..hahaha =)

wOOHoO~~

2008-08-12T07:14:00.000+08:00

to all hu concern MACKILIOUS HAS GOT IN into SEMI-FINALS!! for wad? for lime competition!! hahaha...either this sat or sun... bt is gonna b tough for us mackies cos have to juggle btwn exams (for sabby n shaf), work (for me n huda), production prac (for all of us) and we onli left lik less 4-5days to come up with a 3 min routine!!! nvm mackies... we hav done it once we can do it twice~~

though preparing for audition was quite tiring for us... bt we manage to put it thru.. n yes ms evelyn is gonna b more RARR~~ like wad huda say... i will n i muz!! dun worry gals i will quicken my pace... push myself to my limits to match up with ur hip hop standards =D n i m gonna make u gals proud of me... i oso gonna make my bi proud of me n oso my shi-fu popper ben proud of me... (abit tink veri far ah... bt i dun care..is now or nv...) hu-la-la... i wan thank u for ur patience for correcting me again n again... sabby for pointing out my mistakes.. shaf-fee for accompanying me chiong... i m nt gonna let u dwn.. n even if our hopes look small i gonna push it big!! (abit tink tooo much again..bt owell...if nt wil feel emo ma=x) for sab, shaf n even myself... tis is e 1st com (pls dun count danceworks) we finally got into... n 1st time we might even have frens cheering from down e stage n no longer us at down stage...so we gonna put up a gd show.. n we gonna continue up on stage =) take it as an experience take it as a journey tat we always wanted to try...

for hu-la-la... thx for cracking ur brains..tinking of choreos...tinking of hw to push it...honestly i sux at choreo.. n usually cudnt come up with even 1 eight... n even a few counts i come up wif is juz simple steps..nth wow... bt i will still do wadeva i can to contribute... =D

last bt nt least GO MACKIES~~~~

iNtEreSting Wk

2008-08-11T14:14:00.000+08:00

hah.. last wk was a bz wk for me...haha lets slowly update yea..

Thurs took half day off.. went to ssdc wanted to book trial test.. was fully booked =.= den went to schl... managed to get shaf to accompany me.. until ard 5 plus den we went over to blk e... juz nice my bi reached oso =) den ida came find me.. cos she oso wanted to go ssdc.. we went to ssdc to onli find out that ida have to go again other day as e counter for her renewal has closed... sry ida =( so we slack at e canteen n i almost 4gt abt my BTT till scorpi called me... went up find scorpi n we tok cock b4 entering e 'exam hall'... his seat was behind mine so he can roughly c my monitor.. so after doin confidently n within 20 mins?? or more i stood up n scorpi look at me n gave e look "wah u pass???" den i signal him to look at my screen... den he start laughin cos he saw "FAILED" on my screen.. LOL... wah e examiner almost tout me n scorpi cheating bt she ltr look at me again i gave her tat "fail la..c wad c" den she nv say anyting.. hahaha... n yes ms evelyn has failed BTT e 3rd time!! dunno y i m so proud of it.. hahahah... den went back to train with mackies~~~

Fri i took full day off... haha i acted veri poor ting in front of my colleagues on thurs... so they tout i realli had sum difficulties =x tink i realli can go get oscar award=x went schl ard 12 plus... find mei mei... den she andee n amit accompany me to amk to find pants.. haha we ate e ice kachang ting.. wooo dope..hahaha den we bump into ah hock aka xiao yu =D den he n andee take mrt while e 3 of us walked back singing "omit~~" hahaha bt i was kind pek chek on tat day cos sudd seem lik alot of tings to do.. n usually when tings cum at one shot i veri ezily pek chek...bt owell.. tings were fine... n mackies practised =)

Sat e mackies met early early ard 930 in e morning.. i reached earliest so went to get breakfast for e gals... c responsible leader lei =x chey chey self praise...hahahahha.. den we walked to smu.. since jun kai have not reached i took out my speaky-eeyore (eeyore that has speakers as legs) hhahahaha.. sry to mackies cos they have to tahan my madness tat entire day for looking at my eeyore hugging n praising it =x hahaha den jun kai came to rescue us with a better speaker...hah... it was funni initially..shall nt say ltr huda kill me =x anyway practised again n again... den we head to o schl.. haha in e toilet sabby was complaining abt a few tings...hahahha we kept teasing her =x at o schl we saw hu...hahhahaa a veri veri familiar face..hanif... yes he is e mr mysterious.. wonder how he did for e audition..=x e judge was onli one person.. n that was enuff cos it was BEN!! n i cock up here n thr... bt e comment wasnt tat bad... bt as usual ben is always a nice guy.. so better nt pin hopes toooooo high.. cos i have been clicking f5 to refresh my email since 8 plus n i still has no news abt e results.. SCARED SIA..oh well let fate decide yet...=D anyway mackies had fun yea -=) ohoh nuh came to join us... so we went out slack... we refers to mackilious, plus my kimchi vp, plus nuh, plus bi, plus eunikio n plus farhan.. oh n marcus even came to find huda... super long nv c him... was kinda glad to c him once again =D overall had a nice sat... love gg out with them.. n nuh... i owe u drink, chicken wing n donuts.. oh DONUTS!!! cannot 4get tat...hahahhaha tat end of my sat

sun...nth big deal...gathered with my cousins...n they r realli interesting.. ask my bi n he agrees... tats y i love to b with them =) too bad e nt sociable or tooo sociable until no time join us cousin mr jerome was nt ard... if nt even more fun...

tat ends my entire week... hahhaa mackies.... lets keep our fingers crossed yea =D even if tings does nt turn out e way we wanted i totally enjoyed working with all of u =D at least i fufilled sum of the how i wish in my previous post...thx gals!!

tAgGed!!

2008-08-11T08:59:00.000+08:00

1) If the person who hurt you the most recently apologized, you would say…
- i got nth to say as i was already hurt.. i will 4give e person bt sry tat e bad memories will linger for quite awhile...
2) Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
- hah... i juz spoke to him over e phone =x
3) Are you a morning person or a night?
- erm.. afternoon??=x
4) Are you there for your friends?
- wanted to.. bt i always seem to b nt able to..sry guys =(
5) Are you a forgiving person ?
- hmmm... yes bt.... like i say e bad tings stays in my mind
6) Do you smoke on the regular?
- does 2nd hand smoke consider as one??
7) Are you mad at anyone?
- wait..wad kind of mad?? mad as in crazy over sum1? or angry?
8) Are you an aunt/uncle?
- sad to say..yes =( make me sound sooo old
9) Who was the last person you ate with?
- erm erm erm... was eating biscuits by myself..if muz say..last nite with keat?
10) Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
- an operator from Tigerairways =.=
11) What is something that you do daily that your friends might not know?
- a habit of smelling my finger tips every now and den... (dun lik to hav weird smells on my finger tips.. quite particular abt tis=x)
12) Are you feeling uneasy about something lately?
- erm... nt knowing wad i wan? start to wonder abt my capability?
13) Do you have plans for your friends next birthday? Who? When?
- aha... wish to..bt running out of ideas... HELP
14) Where are your top three friends right now?
- nyp, nyp n nyp (i tink =x)
15) Ever punched somebody or been punched?
- always (play play la/ accident)
16) Do you want children?
- duh... best twins...it will b so interesting =x
17) You’re in the hospital, who of your top friends would come visit you?
- erm none..cos i dun wanna b in hosp..if i hav to b i wun let them noe.. dun wan them to b worried =)
18) Anyone from your past come to mind often?
- Yup... bt shhhhhhh...
19) Are you a happy person?
- hahah... happi go lucky person...bt dun try ur luck ah =x
20) Is your coming birthday on a holiday?
- sad to say is on mon =( monday blues~~~
22) If you had one wish for your best friends what would it be?
- hope wadeva wish they have come true!!
23) Could you ever be in a long distance relationship?
- hmmmmm.. always wanted a taiwan bf or a korean bf (bt tis one dream onli =x..shhhh will get kill if my bi c tis =x)..
25) Do you have a good grades?
- erm... does being in e middle gd??
27) Does anyone like you?
- of cos.. everyone likes me =x joking... at least my bi likes me =D
30) What the food you last ate?
- grape biscuits...and will have better food to eat in another 9mins...HAH
31) What are you wearing right now?
- a $10 office-wear top (stripes), black gio office pants, black belt...and a jacket cos is freezing in here
32) Where is your handphone?
- 20 cm away from me on the table
33) What are you looking forward for this coming week?
- for lime (if get in...) n to watch "money no enuff 2" with bi n my parents!!!! n oh KO nite!
34) Whats your favorite subject?
- maths, bio, chem (mayb)
35) Whats something you really want right now?
- erm... damn i wan alot of tings... bt firx.. I WAN TO CHANGE MY HAIR STYLE!!!
36) Did you bought something new?
- hmmmm... e onli ting new is $5 white pants frm song n song..LOL
37) What color is your hair?
- hmmm... suppose to b sum purplish red n has faded for god noes hw long.. now it looks brownish
38) Do you find yourself loved?
- duh... go read my previous post...LOL
39) If given another chance to love that person again, would you do so?
- which person u referring to.. hmm hu ever it is... cant tink of it.. cos i hav one to love currently
40) What are you doing aside from this?
- clicking refresh every 5 mins to check on my email for news from lime =)

4 people being tagged are:
1. Lao gong 2. Ah Yan 3. Mei Mei 4. Sharon (yes u sharon)

mAcKies~~

2008-08-07T07:57:00.000+08:00

hahah.. sry for anyhw give name.. bt LOL.. was fun ytd training.. i wonder when was e last time i ever dance n sweat lik ytd man.. n my body is aching lik hell today.. wah tis shows usually i dun use my muscle much.. hahhahaha.. popping dun ache u noe =x bt it was fun.. realli love e feeling... though cock up here n thr (me ah!!!) haha i wasnt realli gd in hip hop... or rather i m always 1/2 here n thr.. owell... was glad that e gals were patient enuff to go through with me over n over again.. i love the "magazine" hahahhaa.. cos is created bt me =x LOL jkjk... realli fun... gonna continue ltr.. sry boy cudnt go for ur celebration cos i gt BTT later den i wun b able to go in time..

toking abt BTT..freak..haven study.. gt a feeling i m gonna fail AGAIN...lik =.= i tink i better get a chaffur (dunno how to spell=x) bi u better go take license n pass k...hahaha..

end of soon today~~ love my new group...MACKILICIOUS.. soooo fergilicious =x n delicious =x

dEntIstRy??

2008-08-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. tis is interesting.. was having lunch with my colleague.. at firx was toking abt BTT den move on to my schl den to wad i wan to b.. den tis colleague of mine.. begin psycho-ing me n telling me i shud take up as dentist...(he is an architectural designer btw) hahaha.. he keep trying to promote how gd a dentist is.. following r his reasons:

u gt no boss to account to.. cos u r e boss
is a gd way to earn money
u make mistake patient wun noe.. u juz need tell them e teeth is decaying.. u pluck out n u earn extra $$ (nonsense bt true ah..)
one patient comes to make braces n u can lik earn his/her money for months....n u can start smiling all e way
e cost is little... u juz need a chair... n a feel cleaning tools...
u can promote ezily to the patient n earn extra money lik "oh u need to put braces.." or "u wan teeth whitening??"

hahahah.. quite lame... bt e way he say veri convincing.. veri funni.. cos after awhile he realise i dun lik dentistry.. den he promote building management.... LOL y?

u wun loss job cos there are definitely buildings in spore
no matter how u look at it.. ur job is definitely stable
if buildin demolish.. no fear.. cos more building will rise..

LOL overall he say until buildin management cfm safe...veri funni... cos after he tok so much he ended off with "aiya dun study la.. continue working at ma architects..." lol... funni sia den i was tinking 'u promote dentist den building management..in e end ask me dun study..LOL' oh 4gt to say at e veri start b4 he promote dentist he was saying "aiyo.. study waste money waste time.. so old le dunno how to tink.." LOL den i say "i haven old.. cos i nt yet 21...." LOL den he reply "ya hor.." LOL tis colleague of mine super interesting one.. everyday gt story to tell.. his whole life super entertaining.. gt in an armed robbery b4 (tat made me laugh my ass off..its realli funni), finger dislocate n need go sensei, ice skiing incident n many more... cant stop laughin when tokin to him... another colleague of mine (e eldest) oso got alot story to tell.. hahaha... his actions n everyting veri funni one.. however his story always make me n another gal go "sure or not..." LOL... my office is filled with ppl with story to tell.. hahahaha entertained (provided boss nt ard den i can b smiling happily =x)hahah

*still dunno wad to study.. hahahha*

aRgH!!! pEk CHeK Ah!!!

2008-08-05T06:26:00.000+08:00

tis time is nth to do with dance or frens or family... is stupid work!! i m feeling soooooooooooo f***ed up tat i m tinking shud i quit e job... ok.. tis is wad happen...

yes stupid evelyn made countless mistakes during work... i have booked flights wrongly 3 times.. dumb? lets hear e scenario firx yea...

1st time booked wrong.. completely my fault.. yes stupid i agree.. problem was solved was not able to refund fully.. need to pay admin fee of 75bucks..

2nd time booked wrong... my boss kept changing here n thr.. made me open 2 window.. one is promotion package one is nt.. after which stupid evelyn close e wrong window n go for e non package.. once booked n paid den realise wrong.. immediately i cancelled n appeal for full refund.. thank god was able to do so... however stupid boss realise timing gt prob wan me to change timing... n guess was thr stated "FOR PROMOTION PACKAGE STRICTLY NO CHANGES ALLOWED" and apparently my boss die die oso wan try.. so i told him really cant he dun believe he called...argue with e person awhile den he no choice bt to give in.. evil me was smiling at a corner =x

3rd time booked wrong.. my boss was suppose to b away for e entire wk (tis wk..to thailand n vietnam) so have to book 2 tix... 4-6 thai..7-9 vietnam... so initially he told me to book vietnam.. den he asked me put on hold.. den he say book for thai...den i heard him saying 7-9.. so i went to book 7-9 THAI.. bt b4 i do so.. i was checking with him e time.. so i decided to print e timing slot n date n showed him n let him choose... he was askin me tis is departure n tis is arrival (pointing at e date column) i say ya.. den he choose... again he ask me put on hold.. den nxt day he say go ahead... after a book.. i still print n showed him.. i saw him lookin at it.. den i asked.. cfm hor.. though i noe quite stupid when already booked bt i juz wan cfmation.. he say ya.. den in e afternoon...my colleague was casually saying boss will b in thai on 4th n i was gg "WTF SHIT SIA" den i check n i was gg crazy... cos this is e promo package.. 600 plus 2 way n is SIA... cfm no changes no refund if cancel.. HOW?? die lo.. den when i ask my boss he say he didnt c e date.. wtf rite.. wad to do.. he boss ma.. bt e worse ting is he dun scold.. so i cant flare u c... argh

den today worse... received n email he lik saying tat i shud take note of tings n dun make mistake again.. tis time is regarding letterhead..n he say lik is my fault when my e other colleague oso didnt notice.. den wad makes it worse is i asked him last time when to use which letterhead.. he did nt ans.. so i juz follow... f*** up sia...

damn pissed... den juz now my colleague looking for sum feng shui ting.. so i tout is tat one i ask my colleague.. he say ya.. so he scan n asked me email to boss cos he cant access to e scanned file.. so i say ok.. den send.. den it was e wrong one.. e boss lik say until y i say e other one when he need smth else.. den i was lik wtf.. how i noe... den hav to search lik hell to find..

argh.. yes i do make mistakes.. bt y does it seems lik he is looking me in a way tat "this gal always screwed up" freak... n is nt purely my fault onli... if yes den i admit.. bt is NOT.. nw he wans me to book air tix for a colleague hu is gg to b stationed at china.. how to do tat when my boss nt in spore to cfm with me... den e info he give is so vague.. F***!!

i dunno wan to quit not.. if quit is i realli pissed with my boss.. bt den again i dun wan to show as a person hu quit when meet probs.. argh pissed pissed pissed....

(firx time my blog so many f*** ah... cos i m realli pissed now...=x)

rEcrUitMent?

2008-08-04T12:57:00.000+08:00

any1 need a member for their dance crew?? evelyn ong is available... hip hop soso, popping still learnin... breaking cmi... locking cmi....punking sure die...basically not veri strong in any dance... bt can be hardworking =D so if u need an extra member feel free to contact evelyn at 8112****

LOL.. i m lik selling myself liddat.. hahah wad to do.. c so many gd dance grp cuming up.. envious of Ruff Jacks cos they r dope... (trademark u guys are oso dope, dime brizzle oso.. cforce oso..oops=x) hahah haiz... been lik slacking in dance too long.. 4gt wad is e feeling lik being in a performance or even COMPETITION.. pathetic evelyn onli been to dancework competition... n TATS IT.. pathetic i noe... haiz... always wanted to go to com with close frens bt nv succeed... wanted to go suntec again doesnt succeed... wish to go for LIME com.. bt not enuf time... haiz.... any1 dun mind keeping a stray cat lik me?? wanting to feel how is it lik to chiong for a com... how is e feeling lik to wait n hear if my own name is being called n i m in for e nxt rd... apparently nv get to feel it except tat onli one time... y not go solo? cos i sux n i gt total no confident when alone n i will panic n i will blank out n i will look lik a total idiot... i m working on it.. n guess i always finding excuse to rest? can any1 push me in dance? i dunno y bt i gt a feeling i gt nt much time left to be enthu in dance.. y tat feeling? i oso dunno.. seems lik thr will b smth tat cum my way n i hav to forsake dance... it has been a strong feeling recently n i dun lik it... i m trying to ignore it n chiong dance.. bt... haiz....

oh welll.... again being despo....if any1 wan go com... dun mind consider me ah...=x

cUrrEnt CraZe!!!

2008-08-01T14:01:00.000+08:00

hahhaa recently i m in love with a taiwan variety 模范棒棒糖... n now i m in love with e following didi in e variety... 鲔鱼！！小禄，李全，小昱，虎牙!! i m crazy for now... esp 鲔鱼!! he abit those bad tempered kind cannot kena say kind,, bt i find him cute and he dance POPPING!!! hahaha.. now in love with 宅男墅 cos gt the 1st 3 inside.. hahaha n now my fav song... nt veri dope bt i juz love it!

阿宅失眠日記

我的床抱怨著它的孤單
天快亮卻還是空空蕩盪
它陪我熬夜它替我緊張
安靜地看你還在線上

我好像被畫了個煙熏妝
有黑輪(台語)懸掛在我的眼眶
一點都不累一點都不煩
卻從來不敢按下鍵盤

＊你不會知道你的失眠有我陪伴
從不同方向盯著同一個月亮
突然窗外飄進來烤麵包的香
哪一天能和你手牽手吃早餐

你很難想像你的夜裡從不孤單
有一個阿宅夜夜陪你等太陽
早就為你打聽好哪一扇櫥窗
一整晚都亮著等我帶你去欣賞＊

書桌上擺放著我的收藏
那公仔表情開始不耐煩它嫌我內向
嫌我不勇敢它怪我只敢要它陪伴
我在想害你失眠的答案（找答案）
是害怕還是因為誰受傷
真心的力量並沒有滅亡
我也想為愛大聲囂張
＊ｒｅｐｅａｔ
怎麼我被困在三面牆
是一扇是打不開的窗
我超想在你面前勇敢的吶喊
＊ｒｅｐｅａｔ

*loves~~~*

hApPy BdAe Sun!!

2008-07-31T05:58:00.000+08:00

happi bdae sabby!!! oh n ervin!! haha ltr kena say mei liang xin... anyway.. vin tis post nt for u bt i still wish u happi bdae =x

SabBy!! 19th years le oh.. muz jiayou k.. everytime when one pass bdae is like they have pass one yr of laughter, anger, sadness and joy.. is equivalent to finishin a chapter of a book and moving on to the nxt.. nt all chapters will have e same emotions... sum mayb sad sum mayb happi.. pass 1 yr e life for u may nt b gd... bt u r movin on to e nxt.. n always hope for a better day =) it will cum... pass 1 more yr in life meaning growing 1 more yr means being mature 1 more lvl.. so dun bother wad others tink.. continue e f*** care attitude.. u will survive longer den they do.. ur life will nv b onli urs cos u have other "sister-like fren" being by ur side n suppporting u.. dun worry n fall back on us.. u will nv land on e ground alone =]

anyway get rid of e emo speech.. shall juz say u dun look uglier.. u juz grow older *oops* okok i noe i m older.. anyway.. is juz a look of maturity veri hard to go back to the same.. so dun go on diet!!! juz tone ur body (nt lik urs nt tone enuff =.=) anyway i shall cut it short n stop crapping

HAPPY BDAE SABBY!!

hannar hannar u oso la vin.. =p

fEel So LovEd

2008-07-28T13:26:00.000+08:00

haha.. randomly i enter mei mei multiply blog.. den one of her old post was a photo of me, sab, shaf n her taken in e studio... she stated " Have I been missed just like how I've missed these girls of mine" and my ans is U R ALWAYS MISSED BY US!! haha... tis morning she chatted with me n say suddenly wish i was thr.. n i asked den hug tight tight rite.. she said yes.. it juz brightens up my day.. nxt moment shaf open my msn window n state "I LOVE U~~" it is sooo random bt it make me smile even wider... =D though sabby does not say all this.. bt she juz need to do one action and i noe she is happy tat i m thr.. tat is to signal she wans piggy back =D this 3 gals will nv fail to make me smile n make me feel loved =)

to sabby - no matter wad other obstacles tat mite b cuming (unfortunately u can b quite suay) bt i will b thr to support u yea =)

to shaf - dun ever let ur self b down to long.. n rmb wad u promise.. to kick ur bad habit of emo-ness yea =) u look better when u r smiling n being loud =D

to mei mei - gambatte for ur suntec..jie jie support u.. anyting can cum find jie yea =D

haha..other den this 3 gals.. my bi is making me feel more n more loved =) sum might notice tat his bad temper has gone dwn quite alot.. he has changed alot for me.. at least wad i c is liddat.. thx n continue e gd job =x haha.. love to throw temper lik a little princess, n u always take it hahaha =D

n oh oh tml my beloved lao gong bdae yea!!=D i hope i can in time make e gift for u heh.. i hope our bdae is lik every month.. den we gt excuse to meet at least once a mth =) dun wanna grow distant btwn u gals too...

oh n last gal tat nv makes me worry n though we lik nv tok for freakin long (n i noe u dunno my blog, bt owell, if u happen to stumble by) i miss u MS LOO!! hope u r doing well... used to b able to chat every morning during attachment..=( bt nvm.. hope u me yy tris n marc meet up again yea... i too dun wan we tis old old fren to b distant =)

OH n i cant 4get one person... hey bang..u r in army le... all e best n i hope u grow even more (as in mentally, emotionally, physically? more muscular k) =)

to all my frens - dun ever 4get abt me, i mite not contact u bt tat does nt mean i 4gotten abt u.. i will always rmb happy times tgt, crazy ones, sad ones... if 1 day u happen to rmb abt me =) feel free to contact me to c if we can meet up (sry ah if u tinkin y nt i call, i can b bz =x no la.. i sux in asking ppl out so yea..hehehe) TAKE CARE!! n i miss every single one of u....(currently 3 gals fill e place slightly more though =x)hah~

teSting

2008-07-22T07:36:00.000+08:00

haha.. out of the blue i decided to try multiply... see whether nicer to upload photos... heh.. so there put can cross post so i m trying it out.. hahaha hope it works.. n i m freaking slpY~~~

untitled...

2008-07-16T09:56:00.002+08:00

ytd too bz so didnt blog =x anyway.. mon went to celebrate clone bdae.. thought onli gt 4 of us.. still quite fun..hahah cos veri long nv bully yan.. so she kep kena frm me... =x hahah cant 4get e way she tried to feed me LOL nxt time u feed me liddat again k LOL.. kinda wasted nv take photos.. nvm nxt time we take photos k.. =D

ytd went to e dentist.. thank god i dun hav any symptom of tooth decay.. haha.. bt e dentist clean my teeth until quite painful =.= tink i better take care of my teeth so that i no nid to c him again...heh

anyway.. juz a random tout... for quite sum time i feel tat thr r 3 gals hu i held dearly now.. (other den my mum, my cousin, any relatives...) r sabby, mei mei n shaf fee... (lao gong, yan, clone, yi, za, char, siok(u still my bestest buddy), yy, u all oso veri impt bt currently i m in contact with them more so =) )

back to e 3 of them... thr r lik sisters to me.. i m lik e big sis, sab is e 2nd sis, shaf 3rd, n mei mei e youngest...(it suits our bdae too LOL nt on purpose bt is base on characters tat i place tis way) mei mei n sab, rmb we once tok abt e 4 of our characters? tats whr i start to realise tat it is realli lik sisters... whr to u all i mite b sumone hu u guys can count on...=D sab is 2nd bcos she is sensative, she cares abt her surroundings, can b mature in tinking, bt unlike her appearance, she is veri fragile.. shaf - moods swings to e extreme as she nt realli gd at handling emotions, bt yet she is trying to =) she can tink maturely, listens to e others and oso play lik a small kid.. mei mei is e calmest.. kinda unpredictable in her emotions... bt yet she potrays as e youngest as she likes to sa jiao to me (sorry dunno how to say in eng)

overall bcos of their character, makes me held them closely n even feel lik pampering them at times.. at times is ok to feel dwn within ourselves.. is ok to throw temper.. juz rmb tat no matter wad i will b thr 4 u to lie on if u r tired, my ears will b thr for u to complain, i will let u scold to vent ur anger, will accompany u thru ur emotions =) we need to take a nice 4 person photos so i can frame up yea =p

oh e above rules does nt applies to e 3 of them.. my lao gong, yan, clone.. n e other gals oso can get tis previlages =) (bt they get e pampering part =x if nt i will broke if too many to take care =x anyway u all working n older ma =x ) hope i wun get killed soon HA

MinT muSeum + dUrAins!!

2008-07-14T09:24:00.002+08:00

sat went to celebrate my dad bdae (advance celebration..today den is his bdae).. i brought him n my mum n my bro n keat to mint museum of toys.. is an interesting place... thr were 5 storeys.. so we paid for e admission fee at the 1st floor, den was asked to take e lift all the way to 5th storey and slowly walked down... so we happily went to 5th storey...and there were onli e 5 of us.. so quite peaceful..haha

5th Floor - Characters
tis lvl is where it has the collections of characters...like tom n jerry, flintstones, snoopy and more.. there were also RYAN!! (sry i mean tin tin) LOL... n oso RACHEL.. alot alot of rachel... (for those hu dunno..rachel loves mickey mouse..so thr were alot of mousie) they have all diff countries of mickey mouse.. like japan, england and more... quite interesting..

4th Floor
tis lvl have popeye!! gt superman...gt mummy's fav astro boy... u shud c how happi my mum was.. like a small kid saw her fav toy... hahaha.. she happily taking photos..(c her sooo happi makes me feel i brought her to e rite place.. though is my dad bdae =.=) den again i saw alot alot of mousie... i tink the owner loves mickey mouse.. super alot of their collection.. nxt time i upload the photos to c k...

3rd Floor
hahaha tis lvl i saw one section i find super cute.. thr were all blackies (sry no offence to say it tis way... ) in e middle of all blackies.. i saw a veri veri familiar item.. DARLIE aka hei ren ya gao (toothpaste)..haha.. it is frm england bt i dunno y it seem to hav thai lang..LOL...anyway..den i saw dwarfs and my clone!! BETTY BOOP!!hahha i took photos of them too..hahahah..den bi went to step on sum glass flooring to c if they will break.. hahah.. lame bt cute..haha..

2nd Floor
more o schl/rather classic... alot of olden days cars.. the firx remote control peacock... the monkees, beatles...mousie again..hahah clone oso thr again..n a veri cute series of matchbox cars.. the cars are all abt the size of a matchbox...quite cute.. den all the o schl spinning tops and games like snake n ladders, marbles, hopscotch (pardon me i dunno how to spell)..

1st Floor is back to lobby... hahaha.. if u realise i onli rmb e name for e 5th floor.. the rest i couldnt rmb.. cos i was debating with my bro abt the floor's name.. bt i 4gt wad it was =x

anyway..it was interesting.. i saw alot of FAMILIAR faces (ryan, rachiee n clone =x) den me n my dad signed in e guest book.. my dad juz state interesting n signed off.. i drew a bobdog n stated "damn i missed it" abit lame.. bt was tinking y no bobdog =(

after tat we went to e mint cafe below to have our erm.. brunch? hahha.. e food was nice.. taken photos of all individual food... however mine came firx.. so i was soo excited tat i ate w/o taking photos... =( den bi saw me soo poor ting he took after i ate abit.. wich look abit =/ hahaha.. anyway.. had fun thr.. den we decided to go cathay to watch "hancock"... interesting show too.. hahhaa.. so eventually e whole day we spent happily n den we went home to rest awhile b4 heading to my aunt hse for another celebration (bz? i agree..hahaa) (didnt go to KO nite bcos of tis =( )

at my aunt hse.. e celebration was normal.. lik e adults drink, kids running all over... den was pulled to play mahjong with my grandma..lol damn i win alot bt in e end after changing a few ppl.. they decided nt to count money =( anyway... e stupid jerome n brad wanted to cheat my money to take cab to orchard..cabbing dwn. u 2 gd ah!!! hahaa..shudnt spoiled e 2 of u =[ oh well.. i was smart to avoid it though.. sry cudnt accompany u guys =[ me n my bro was watching "wo ai hei se hui" den tis idiotic person ah.. came to switch our channel.. i was like wtf.. summore stand in front of us.. both me n my bro sian diao.. den aiya damn loud..den one auntie veri cute.. she shout "wao lao i watching wo ai hei se hui.. u switch back can or nt" LOL.. she was reading newspaper la.. hahaha thx auntie bee lian.. =) after awhile went to pack stuff n go bi hse.. cos nxt day we gg malaysia..

on e way to bi hse.. i was throwing temper..tink i too tired le..so super moody.. sry =x hahah.. i throw myself on e bed n slept through w/o changing =x too tired wtd..

sunday morning we went to malaysia to visit bi's ah gong.. nw custom is fingerprint system.. no nid white card.. as usual we went to eat dian xin.. den went to ah gong hse.. slept less den 10mins at ah gong hse n i was waken up by bi's mum.. cos they have plucked durains for e sua ku me!! hahaa.. so we were opening n eating n packing for my dad.. den bi's dad brought me to e back whr all ah gong's "plantation".. showed me e durain trees, mangosteen, rambutan n many many more.. bt alot of mosquito =.= after tat went to jap restuarant to eat.. buffet style.. quite limited.. n e portion can b quite small.. we laughed over several issue.. LOL..

overall had an interesting weekend.. tiring though.. =.= half dead nw at work.. this entire week my schedule is oso packed... haha.. tink i will die soon..haha.. ltr gg clone bdae celebration!!! omg.. veri long nv c her le..haha.. yan scold me say everytime she go i nv go i go she nv go.. bt yan...we r called CLONE lei... how do u expect clones to b in e same place.. u 4gt wad is clone 4??hahhaha anyway..i m waiting for e end of work.. so fast rite..hahha=p hu cares...

ohoh i now trying to decorate my room... n planning my future hse.. hahahah tat is e consequences for working in architecture firm..=p gtg.. anh nyeong!!!

hoW hoW HOW???

2008-07-08T10:28:00.002+08:00

HOW?? hahhaa...tml is e last day of my probation n my dear lecturer has not bring back any news!!! veri scared... i REALLI REALLI wan to go back schl work..... HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i abit gg crazy soon.... haiz...

stupid evelyn is still hanging in e air... dunno wad to do.. dunno whr to go.. dunno wad she wans.. =.= argh.. hate tis feeling...is neither here nor thr....haix..

ytd meet huda, farhan n shaf to eat dinner.. after that we went to find sabby n mei mei.. den jin wen n lesner came along!! hahaha.. they went for supper.. sadly i have to leave so didnt go with them =( sad...

anyway at hm i was chatting with my bro.. den was tinking y not e 2 of us set up sum online business.. actually we super alot of idea bt both of us abit scared... bt it was super funni.. for e firx time we 2 tok so serious sia.. we tinking n pouring in ideas... i tink me n bro as a combi shud b nt bad... hahah we juz need to realli carry out to try... so if me n my bro ever start a online business..hahha u guys noe wad to do ah.. if dun wan buy at least help spread.. bt we shall wait till den =) abit excited though.. we 2 tok until veri far.. machiam already carried out.. haha.. lets c how it goes..

I still wan go learn my korean lang!!!!! no money!!!! argh... i onli noe anh nyeong, kamsamhamida, kahp shida...i wan learn~~~~~ nvm.. fighting!!!

oh oh.. muz thank lesner for the cap!!! hahha i love it sia.. keep wearing it... feel lik wearing to work.. bt scared my boss say =.= hahha wear that one alot of feel sia.. dance feel.. korean feel.. (dunno y nt jap feel la) hahhaah anyway THX!!!

oooo n i finally bought my knee pad!!! hahah waiting to try it out perhaps on wed... den i will slide here.. drop thr.. hahhaha.. i tink i will b all over the flr...LOL... dunno y i love ground move so much bt yea... hahaha... =D OH OH n i finally playing with my ipod classic...hahahahha so happi... =P gonna put alot alot of vid.. i wan cope absolute bf vid to put.. anyone noe whr to get.. let me noe.. yan if u noe tel me ah n SOSHI ASAMOTO more handsome!!wahahah mei mei~~ my nanba senpai...hahhaha i go crazy everytime i c him.. dunno y i dun find him gd looking initially.. bt now i m crazy.. "i will be at e airport ard 5.. yea" "just keep breathing" (mei mei will understand this...) LOL HIRO MIZUSHIMA!! IKUTA TOMA!! YUU SHIROTA!! (for the moment jap i crazy them) haha... dun worry i still love jelly..heh =x ^^,

hUgs - FoR NeSh

2008-06-19T16:56:00.002+08:00

haha.. since requested by clone... i shall blog abt e day we gals of 0507 (nt all though) went out to have dinner with our dear nesh who is gg (or gone) to overseas to further studies...

we meet 5pm at city hall mrt... bt apparently everyone was late..hahahha... i was thr firx( btw i was late).. den follow by han yan n yi.. we went to marina to book seats at pizza hut firx.. when we were thr, we had to wait as thr were no seats... so nesh n faezza came along... n after awhile we went in to have out pizza... when we happily seated dwn (onli me zaza nesh n yi, han n yan went buy movie tix).. nesh say she nt taking any pizza she would b eating pasta..at e pt i was tinking "alamak e main person of e day doesnt wan to eat pizza, den y r we at pizza hut"... sry for that tout ah.. mean no harm.. haha.. den licia came... we took quite awhile to order, cos everytime wan to settle order we would b happily chatting abt other stuff... finally ordered.. n food n drinks came... as usual chit chat gossip n eat!!

wah licia eat things veri clean.. n i mean VERI.. she ate until e drumlets realli onli left bones...those hu r thr will noe wad i mean.. e funni ting was tat one table (zaza,yi,nesh,licia) all eat veri clean, on e other hand (me,yan, han) eat until....erm veri normal...hahahhaa.... n yan ate 4 slices of pizza n 3(i tink) drumlets!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha piggy yan...

after food n gossip we went to walk ard as our movie timing is 950pm... licia went off firx as she has smth on.. tell u ah..tat day no matter wad i touch will drop =.= nesh kept laughing throughout.. soo mean =( hahhaha.. bt i realli drop almost everyting.. at pizza hut i already dunno drop how many tings...i went to bearyhip i drop sum mosiac ting... i went to cinema watch movie half way i drop e drink =.= ok anyway.. back to walking ard... e most interesting ting we came across tat day was e bread frm action city!! it realli looks lik normal bread, it feels lik one, n it smells lik one... veri real la...den han they all were saying they wan to buy n play prank on ppl.. LOL.. after tat we stood at one side, looking at ppl at e osim corner trying out the gadgets.. damn funni.. we were laughin at ppl.. n in e end we went dwn to play.. haha actually nt play la.. is zaza wan c certain item.. bt we ended up trying almost everyting....

to the movies.. we went to watch "the happening"... personally i regretted watching it...=.= (dun worry zaza, nt blaming u ah...hahha.. i juz dun lik tat show =.=) 2 tings tat affect me when watching the movie... firstly.. after about 5mins..(mayb slightly longer) of the show, the scene shows a lady committing suicide... kinda gross... me n yi turn to each other n ask if it is realli PG... n i still take out my tix to cfm.. it is PG... omg la.. gt kids watching =.=.. anyway.. throughout that show ppl keep killing themself in all sort of methods... n eeeeeeeeeeewwww.... nt nice... i dun like... make me throughout movie tensing my muscle... is nt scary..is juz eeeeeeewwwww.... e whole show abit wth...if u dun mind spoiler can cum ask me.. if u wan to watch i wil shhh... anyway..another reason y i affected was tat in e movies, i happen to sms dar, cos he was asking whr m i.. den i onli replying e 2nd msg (n mind u i throughout didnt take out my phone..onli tat 2 time) n e guy nxt to me tap on my shoulder n ask me to stop it.. i still guai guai say ok.. few seconds ltr i was tinking"wah lao i juz sms 2 n summore i gt cover nt rite in ur face summore"... nvm being nice... i stop sms... den towards e end of e show i wan check time so i press the light on my watch..WAH immediately he turned say.. like WTF... luckily i tilted my watch towards yi.. so he turned away... =.= UNLUCKY DAY!!! argh...

anyway.. its over.. n nesh I WILL MISS U!!!!hugs...=D will wait for ur return n we go walk walk again... =D

CLONE STOP FLYING!!! GO OUT TGT LEI!!! lol=x

hOroScopE

2008-06-19T09:35:00.002+08:00

Haha..gt this thru an email frm yan..highlighted r e parts i find quite true..LOL..red is veri true, orange is kinda true..haha

SCORPIO WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in hercharacter.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules.She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has aspirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a goodfollower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she canunderstand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use herX-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are goingto say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, shewill not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, shewill do everything to get it. She has her own sixth senseof people and youcan feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who canearn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. Aman with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. Shelikes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if shestart to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, thereare no 'fond of', or 'like' for her. Love has no 'may be', or 'perhaps'. If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweepall her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for thismatter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes shes hows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know someScorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house.It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it.If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to her, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being 'Poor'. She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand afeeling of being a 'Nobody'.

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. Whenyou go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better togo 5-10 minutes early.
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Haha..quite alot true.. heh.. so tat is me... so bcareful when dealing with me..i can b revengeful..LOL.. hmm if wan other horoscope..let me know.. i copy paste let u c... =D

tHeories oF LiFe

2008-06-17T15:43:00.002+08:00

hmmm nt say i been thru alot.. bt i have a few theories of life.. c if u find it thru:

When u c smth u like when shopping, buy dun tink (esp last piece) cos u wun noe when it will b gone n u will start to regret nt buying it. so dun buy, DUN REGRET
when is time to let go, let go, if nt u r torturing both urself n e other party. sumtimes letting go can make ppl admire u more n holding on may disgust them.. doesnt mean holding on = perserve = good..tat is wrong theory when apply at wrong time.
have a mind of ur own n b sure of wad u wan = lead u far.
parents will b thr for u no matter wad happens, when tings happen they let u settle on ur own, letting u grow n experience it... but no matter wad they will always give u a feeling of they will b thr when u need them
when looking for work, look for smth of ur interest, or smth u can relate to.. assuming u will lik e job = u will quit e job soon.. so TINK of wad u wan
dilema when u dun lik e job bt ppl thr r nice... so u scared when u quit n find e job u lik, e ppl thr r irrtating.. theory? Cant get best of both worlds..if u do..STAY THR
b thr 4 ur siblings.. cos u will find e happiness in it.. (doesnt apply to everyone, case to case basis)
if u wish for sumting, fight to achieve it... saying n wishing does nt = to having it...
if u tink wad u do is rite den continue.. cos even if alot ppl tel u is wrong u still tink is rite so y bother abt wad ppl say..
tis time my frenship theory is gonna b -> if i tink tat u r sum1 worth for me to b buddies with.. i will b thr for u till e end.. even if u hurt me, i wil still stupidly b thr..until e day tat my heart stops for u..means its e end...
everyone deserve chances.. (applies to ppl hu r hardworking, hu can prove to ppl)

For the frenship part is bcos i hav always heard abt saying of what is frenship n what r true frens.. n my fav n i feel tat is true is e one stating "true fren is e one when everyone tinks u r wrong n is e onli stupid one hu support u though u r doing e wrong ting" (tink i state tis in previous post b4, bt i tink my translation sux...it was suppose to b in chinese n i 4gt e exact words) it once happen to me tat i tout i m a true n loyal fren tat u can get until tat incident tat struck me.. bt eventually i tink i m still consider a nt bad fren to hav cos u noe wad.. for tat particular incident, I have realli realli decided nt to care abt surroundings or any other tings n continue to b his fren... i feel more relieve n relax when i start to tok to him.. guess is realli in me.. if i treat u close, thr is no way i will leave u for gd... mayb for awhile.. bt nt 4eva...unless i feel tat u r nt worth it.. usually my six sense n instinct is super gd... frm young my dad says tat i m gd at observing ppl... true to a certain extent.. if i say tat e person is hopeless..is realli hopeless.. if i ask to give e person a chance.. usually e person will turn for better... dunno whether is it bcos i have supernatural power or is bcos ppl doesnt wish to fail n to lose e trust n chance i give them (i dun tink i m sooo gd anyway) bt still... if ppl make mistake.. no matter how big... murder or wad.. i tink they still deserve to have a chance... bt of cos.. still have sum restrictions till cfm tat they have changed for good...

dunno y recently i bcum so deep profound...whahahahhaa muz b i m gg to step a 2 infront of my age le... so more mature (whahahahahhahaa) bt anyway.. dun worry i m still evelyn..hahah

After WCO worKshop, TBG.....

2008-06-10T14:20:00.002+08:00

haha.. last week my week was entertained by WCO.. LOL.. went to their workshop.. is fun n i learn alot.. sweat alot too.. haha.. i love the after party during telematch...hahhaa.. cos sawada is cute n uu...ahhahaha he fell into the POOL! LOL.. k i quite lazy to blog abt the workshop..overall DOPE..(except for one of the translator though)

after wco workshop comes the TBG!! was entertaining.. n took alot alot of photos.. sure post it nxt time.. nw in office so dun hab the photos...hahha nxt upcoming event? FB CAMP!! but but but... i working.. freak!!! was planning to stay on thurs nite.. bt dunno whether i will die on fri.. feel lik takin mc for fri.. bt den again.. every wk i hab been missing frm office at least once..

1st week: sick (1day MC)
2nd week: grad day (1day off)
3rd week: nth
4th week: wco workshop (3days leave)
5th week: MC for FB camp 1 day (still pending...hahaha)

though i feel lik quitting my job i dun tink i shud b that bad rite..hahahha
anyway last nite received clone sms.. i was sooooo excited!! cos she say mayb MAYB i mite b call back for DT..pls mr goh pls call me!! though i dun realli like or not close to u.. pls CAL ME!!!!! for now DT is my dream job..hahhaha..cos is in NYP!!! PLS!!!!!!!!!lol

oh anyway tis mite b mushy so u may stop readin if u dun wan goosebumps..

i warned u!!!

bi... thx.. frm e return of taiwan till now u have been showering ur love to me.. (though u did that in e past, bt is different u noe it frm how i react to).. u gave in more to me... u dote on me.. u cum all e way to boon keng to fetch me... u try to b more understanding.. though at times we still quarrel.. bt i feel much happier now compare to the past.. cos u r able to work the way i like... however..money matters often make us quarrel.. n hope tis can stop... hope u understand y i always so naggy... u often say tat u r too dependent on me tat u wun noe wad will happen if i m gone.. n u say u wish tat i can depend on u more.. i do depend alot on u... bt sum hw i m use to being independent, thus thr r times i m strong n wun lay back n rely on u on everyting.. n bcos of u always depending n need me, i m oso used to having u ard me... i m used to call u wake up until i pissed off..i m used to hear u whine.. i m used to c u fell aslp on my lap... i m used to it.. i m sooooooo happi when tat day we 2 walk ard toa payoh n went to buy tings at pasar malam.. it may seem lik juz go buy tings near by n go home but too me is the firx time onli e 2 of us walking aimlessly for fun n gg into comics connection to look at e tings we wan..=D it has been 1yr 4mths 19days..n still counting on.. hope we cut dwn on quarrels n increase e happiness =) love u

For that sum1:
for sum reason, i read ur blog.. i dun care n gonna b thick skin n gonna take it as u r saying me...
u mention tat i seem to b ur guardian angel, n u wish tat i can continue to b thr n guide u.. i dun mean to b mean bt u snip off this angel's wings with ur own hands....she can no longer fly n b by ur side all the time as her wings r broken... she hav fallen n landed in some island whr u r nt able to reach out to her... however, when it is necessary, n when e angel hears ur inner pain, e angel will still willing to send dove with notes to give u advices..bt bear in mind.. she can no longer b thr.. u can take it as she is selfish cos she still got legs n hands to reach to u, bt is torturing the angel to do so.. her heart still feels for u as a close fren.. so hope u juz take it as it is.. cos e current situation mite b e best situation =) the angel is in a stranded island... whr pirana r ard the island.. n alot of obstacles will prevent u frm reaching her... pls dun say u will pass all obstacles to reach to her cos it is a torture to her to c u gt further injured along the way.. n when tat happens, obstacles increases n it will nv end... =) so lik stated, current situation mite b e best..

SHOCKED!!!!

2008-06-03T16:20:00.003+08:00

LOL... i was shocked bcos the small company i in..gt sponsor O SCHOOL for events.. OMG...

tis is wad happen:

Speedpost came... i sign n chop
when open mail "THE BIG GROOVE" photocopied flyers tgt with 7 complimentary tix dropped out
was shocked n wonder since when i ordered TBG tix, 7 summore.. to my office summore
look at it for at least 5mins
Nxt moment saw is for my boss, even more shocked
went to boss "boss urs?" "yup" "u gg for the concert oso??" "no la we suppose oschool, so gt complimentary tix"
WTF.. my company is an architecture firm!!!! the size of the company is mature 1 1/2 to 2 tutorial rooms.. SPONSOR OSCHL???!?!?! OMG.. super shocked..
y shocked? try to link an small small architects firm to a hip hop dance schl.. gt link???

okie.. i shall stop being so exaggerate abt tings.. bt i m shocked la.. LOL... to tink my company gt link with oschl.. LOL.. e onli ting i can link is tat my company gt projects in sentosa.. n oschl wco workshop in sentosa.. tats e onli link.. summore is anyhw link.. LOL.. anyway.. hope boss dun find out i go for workshop..wads e big deal u will ask..heres y:

i m still under probation
onli request for leave after started working (4gt to mention it frm e start)
boss closed one eye let me take advance leave.. bt didnt noe e reason for my leave
nxt moment i found out he tout i gg overseas
bt i m nt, n i m gg for dance workshops!!

if u r able to still say no big deal.. u r dope.. LOL...okie.. anyway.. THX SHARON!! love you for realli mentioning me in ur blog.. hahahhaa.. abit thick skin for me to do tat though.. bt e way u write veri sweet... i m gg to hold u tight tight n harass u now n then.. hahaha

sun!! tml we gg to have fun relax n enjoy.. gonna throw everyting not gd one in spore.. dun bring it to sentosa ah.. LOL.. so shuang.. e tout of another 1/2 hr n i m free.. till nxt wk.. n today is onli tues is so shiok...

getting sick of my job le ba =x

aRGh anGRY!!

2008-05-30T16:04:00.002+08:00

argh.. juz now one of my colleague ask me help shelther a client to his car, cos outside raining super heavily.. wah e client car super far... by the time i reach his car... my bottom half is totally drenched.... my right side was wet too.. when i reach office.. i can help *squeak squeak squeak* bcos my new shoe is totally soak in water...=.= i m wearing jeans lei.. my jeans wet like hell.. n u noe e feeling of wet jeans is veri irritating de lo...

so here i m sitting on my chair blogging, with bottom half totally wet... i gt clothes to change.. bt e clothes r for dancing.. imagine i wear baggy clothes n sweat pants and sit in e office do admin work.. wad will e client tink if they c me wearing tat sia =.= ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! pissed...

after work gg schl bcos of dance.. den my jeans wet my shoe wet... by e time i reach home it will stink lik hell!!!!! thank god tml is SAT.. if nt i realli wil !#@#!%*&^*&^@%#^$#$%@#^%#...

ARGH..

woNder WoNder n woNder

2008-05-30T14:44:00.002+08:00

was blog hopping ard.. den came across tricia blog.. den suddenly i was so envy abt her life (other den e part she was unhappy abt) envy tat her life seem so eventful!! lik she do hair modelling, she is part of mediacorp cos of hey gorgeous.. she is so enthu abt dance life... she n mikal sweet sweet go outing.. lik it makes me tink abt my life...

Lik i have been tinking for quite some time le.. lik wad exactly i wan to do... like i have list a few.. whether i wan to:

- further studies in biomedical
- further studies in pharmaceutical
- go for studies for tourism/ hospitality
- go for cert for marketing and comm management
- try to further and go for dancer route (be a choreographer/instructor)
- c whether can b background dancer (my ambition when young, dumb i noe)
- go try any work in mediacorp
- continue find admin/ office work

actually i all along likes e veri media industry.. like those veri in e limelight kind...like models (cannot b, cos i not pretty, no figure, gt scar =.=), actors (dun even dare to act, dunno what i tinking abt), dancer (tis one mayb, MAYB can).. i tink i dream alot sia...=.= anyway.. i dun mind working as those help actors carry ting, crowd control ( i saw tis job in mediacorp web).. i was tinking shud i go for it... bt currently my job.. i dunno how to hop out.. i have been working for almost one month.. and i realise admin can b quite boring.. dunno if tis is wad i wan.. cos i m sumone who loves challenges, new tings n stuff... bt i have been lik entrusted with alot of tings here... lik my name is registered under alot of government stuff under my company.. haix... i waiting for a ray of light to shine me e path...i m realli lost.. i dunno wad step to take nxt... REALLI LOST!!!!!! HELP!!!! please i realli need sum signs..

i m like forever lost n searching for signs =.= NO GOOD!!

Below r juz text to vent how i feel..if u realli bother to read..take ur time to read..

i used to tout it is possible to hav a gal n a guy to b best of buddies.. bt... i start to wonder too... tings happen.. n mind set changed... though tings have past... n i m supposed to b thr for u no matter how much u hurt me cos i m supposed to b e one...e fren u can count on..i guess i failed e moment i turn my back on u... e fear of getting hurt... i start to wonder m i realli a good fren? m i sum1 u can count on? if yes y did i turn my back on u... y did i leave u when i noe u r greatly dwn n hurt... aint reliable fren suppose to b e stupid one standing by u, supporting ur back even though u r e one in wrong? ensuring tat u wun fall too deep... i failed..i failed all... i guess i expect too much frm u tat i tout i will do it too.. is over.. n dun wish to tok abt it... dun nid to waste any more time to tel me hw much u wish e 2 of us to b like last time... cos it will nv b.. i m realli glad to c u turning better n moving on in life.. i was glad i was able to sms u lik normal request..bt tings will flash back even if i dun wish for it too.. i hope u r able to find a fren much better den me... n b happi n move on.. i will b a hi n bye fren with u, at times hav short convo.. tis is all i can do for e acc of e frenship we have...=D u will hav another circles of frens, n i will hav mine.. good luck in everyting u do... n take care.. i juz wan to type how i feel.. n i m glad i finally hav a stand.. a stand tat states "tings hav pass, willing to let it go, bt at e same time my spike will b up to protect myself in case...=) tings move on n i will nt tink abt it unless provoked =)" tats my stand!!

EVELYN b strong in wadeva u do... n thx to those hu hav been concern..since tis hav been lying quite low profile... u will noe hu u r.. n i m realli glad tat u guys were protecting n worried abt me when tis case exist.. thx

sTorY conTinues~~~

2008-05-21T21:11:00.005+08:00

e story abt my shoe continues.... as i was abt to go hm ytd... my left shoe looks lik its gonna split.. so i try to drag my feet n faster walk... juz as i reach e gate.. E SHOE SPLIT!!!! den a guy was laughin behind..so sia suay!!!

c.... my shoe split lik crocodile opening mouth... btw to all hu tout i selling shoe... is my shoe spoil!!! LOL....veri poor ting lo.. i at one corner trying to glue n leave asap.. cos thr were client in my office.. so veri unglam lo... i drag my feet as if i injured =.=

anyway.. today is graduation day!! let e photo do e talking ba..

alot ppl oh~

my Daddy!!

my beloved parents!!

me, tin tin, shuai ge

me n coco (mellie)

FB graduads 2008!!

hehehe... nice nice... i still gt a few pics with ian.. shall upload nxt time.. i m sooo sry n sad tat i was not able to take pic wif my sec schl gang.. oh n i mux mention.. MARC IS SOO MAN IN UNIFORM!!! hahaha.. realli look mature in it sia.. gdgd... LOL..

n lao gong, yan clone... u all nv cum if nt can take alot photo =_(... nvm... head pain le...

bAd DaY!!!

2008-05-20T16:02:00.003+08:00

ahhhh.. stupid shoes!!!! y m i blaming e shoe?? ok.. tis is wad happen..

I was arranging e catalogues in my office... den suddenly when i tip toe i was wondering "eh y my feet lik gt smth dangling?" i look dwn n guess wad i saw!!!! my shoe split open lik a crocodile opening its mouth!!! i was lik OMG!!!! den i look every whr for glue..bt i couldnt find.. so i was dragging my feet ard.. den one of my colleague saw (old n e nxt in line in status).. he saw me dragging my feet n i showed him my shoe..he started laughin n he took e UHU glue which they used for modeling to help me glue my shoe... he was super nice... he didnt cared abt his hand being dirty, he helped me glue n ask me to put e shoe outside to sun it awhile so tat e glue can stick well..so i did n left my shoe at e balcony n returned to my seat, hopping ard.. luckily my office nt big..n veri little ppl and all young one.. so they juz find me poor ting...den e colleague went to check on my shoe n brought back to me.. NICE RITE.. it was lunch time den was tinking "damn cannot go eat" bt my colleague say as long as i walk slowly is ok...i was doubting till i heard he used to b clobber... so shud b able to trust..hahhaa n i survived!!! tat was lik 12plus gg 1pm..

n now...my e other shoe..e left side lik oso wan open mouth le la.. damn!!! i dun wan to bother him to help me glue again.. veri pai seh one lei....n now lik wan to open dun wan open.. oso dunno how.. ltr how to go home sia =.= bt thank god sia.. i was supposed to go tanjong pagar today to submit some doc... bt my boss onli cum back tml, so tis doc hab to put on hold.. so i no nid go.. if nt i tink i will b crying in tanjong pagar, calling my bro to come save me sia... LOL..

den again..HOW TO GO HOME LTR??????ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(stay tuned to c if Evelyn survive home with the hungry shoe which is abt to open its mouth any time)

loSt

2008-05-20T10:58:00.002+08:00

lost in my inner world...

lYricS

2008-05-15T15:16:00.002+08:00

wooo.. i was surfing om the net for lyrics.. and i found an interesting one...

(Sometimes I feel like)
I want to run away
(Sometimes I feel like)
I've got to get away
(One day you will see)
Another side of me
(My life I command)
It's not the way that you planned

Leave me alone(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Out on my own(Out on my own)
Leave me alone

this was wad caught my eye..e lyrics seem sooo familiar..=x didnt noe Corrs have this song...

sLaCkeR!!!

2008-05-15T14:53:00.002+08:00

i have to try to stop slacking in anyway.... ever since i work.. i have been slacking in practising dance.. NO EVELYN NO!!! i cannot slack... once i slack i will loss touch of it... n i dun wan to loss someting tat i gain after trying... so i muz b determine to prac even at hm...

graduation ceremony is lik juz nxt week... stupid lao gong n yan not gg... even yi oso =.= nvm my gf n siok thr can le... hehe.. lik gonna "Officially officially graduated".. lik so sian.. cos means entering into the exact adult world.. whr i work my ass off to feed myself...everytings is abt money now..

MONEY for food (dad not giving me allowance any more=.=)
MONEY for transport
MONEY for phone bills
MONEY for returning my dad the debts i owe him (taiwan trip and handphone)
MONEY for shopping/ own leisure
MONEY for my dance course

argh...everyting oso money...=.= sian... so hav to guai guai work...

bt now oso tinking if i shud look for some other job after my probation for someting tat has higher pay... or to work as long as possible to save money for further studies.. honestly speaking i dun realli noe wad exactly i wan.. is secretary and admin realli wad i wan? do i still love science? do i still wan to b part of pharmaceutical? honestly speaking.. no idea.. wad i wan now is to gain experience in all sot of job scope... even awhile oso can.. at least i can den go into someting with a experience resume.. abit nonsense i noe... bt tat is for now... how i wish i can get diploma in dance.. bt doubt my parents wan me to like go study for it...nvm...

juz hav to buck up as i m no longer seen as a child..grow up ba evelyn!!

wOrkIng LiFe

2008-05-09T14:34:00.002+08:00

i m stuck here.. in my new office.. new workplace... new colleagues...i m clueless... i have been here since 8.30am..n i m still blur in wad i m suppose to do... i dun hav a proper hand over yet... n i m hanging in mid air trying to figure out wad step nxt... yes i noe i m suppose to work independently... but on e 1st day???? wad e hell.. summore e boss bomb me tings early in e morning, expecting me to rmb everyting at once =.= how to...summore i m currently half dead.. thr seems to b a fever-bomb inside me.. bt it still nv explode.. making me super uncomfortable.. summore i keep tearing... it is sooo irritating....e office is super quiet la...even 1 of e colleague hu worked 6mths said she cudnt stand e quietness..is lik str 8hrs nt tokin =.= wth.. e only sound in the office is 1)radio 2)clicking of mouse 3)my typing 4)fax/printer machine 5)once in a blue moon phone calls(which i hav to attend to =.=)..seriously no one toks... onli once in awhile... argh.. i m lik dozing off cos i m freaking tired bcos of e stupid bomb tat dun explode =.=

how i wish i have a bed rite in front of me.... ltr still gt lyrical...=_( i wan to rest...bt i cant pon tat one lei... nt enuff time le ma.. sob... lik past few days i hav been half dead.. nt able to go dance was already killing me... though ytd i die die oso drag myself to popping class... almost died thr though =x luckily in time go home pop panadol...if nt today sure cannot cum work...

tink i better nt slack any more... cos i post tis to act lik i veri bz =x with all e typing..

(i juz received sum office call n i anyhow make decision..juz nice office soo quiet..damn...hope i did sumting rite=x)

i'm BaCk

2008-04-23T01:03:00.002+08:00

hmmm... been super long since i last blogged... Have been back from taiwan for quite some time..
Taiwan trip definitely change my life... it have enhanced my knowledge in dance.. made me made more frens not only from taiwan, but oso from jap n korea (though only smile smile take pic la... bt at least they kinda noe my existent even thought they mite not care, ok i m in safe denial).. made me know how to shop in taiwan... n alot more...

I m kinda lazy to blog abt taiwan cos it had been awhile.. n i m a super lazy person.. so i shall move on.. heh.. club crawl have ended.. n now is to audition... sad to say i onli can go for fri cos thurs i gt popping class...

oh abt popping class.. as i have a "freestyle" or rather homework to do on thurs, i have partner Izzy and today we met up to do choreos... surprising within 3 hrs we r able to complete e choreo n sum wad ok.. i noe 3 hrs lik long la... bt for Izzy a firx timer, n me a lousy choreographer, it is good enuff.. hehe... though our choreo is simple bt i kinda lik it... Izzy! we shall jia you on thurs k.. hope everyting swee swee.. it shall b my firx popping showcase.. my firx step of bringing my confidence to e nxt lvl... Oh after chatting with Lesner, i have decided to fully focus on popping! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!! hope can sia.. *muz have confidence, muz have confidence*

today was e BTT again.. n once again the FAILED seem so big... LOL... bt kinda expected.. oh well.. tink my life is supposed to be chaffuered (dun laugh ah.. i realli dunno hw to spell=x)

heh.. confide in me, complain to me, cry to me... this 3Cs will make me feel so wanted, n lik to me it seems tat u trust me..=D n dun worry.. i will not fail to b thr n will not fail to stand by u =) tis is me... i honestly weigh frenship super heavily... trust me, and treat me lik sum1 u hold dearly, n i can guarantee i will standby u till e day u stab me....(dun tink too much ah.. tis is juz e way i tink for my frenships)

ohohoh.. i m still sad abt e shirt.. haha i have learnt a lesson, if i lik it, juz buy.. by tinking n walking away will leave me in regrets...hehe =D muz always rmb tis... (anyway.. e shirt looks gd on u.. realli... truthfully..=) )

for U

2008-03-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

SUn, this is for u

tis few days it has been hard on u.. seeing wad u have gone thru.. as a fren, i feel for u... ppl say tings bcos they dunno u... if they noe u, they will tink otherwise le... initially when in junior batch i have nv lik u...beginning of c force oso dun lik... until slowly i get to noe hw u work... is onli until we r seniors tat i slowly get even closer to u n able to tink wad u r tinking... ur working methods mite nt b ez to get along with, bt frm wad i c it is still managable... i tink is juz tat u r able to click better with guys tats y misunderstanding rises... u click better simply bcos u have both e guy n gal side.. be strong.. since u have nt done anyting tat is wrong to them.. dun break dwn... protect urself, bt ah.. den again...mux protect smartly la.. =x i will b thr if u nid a shoulder to lean on...

to all hu noes her.. she is juz sumone hu treats fren dearly... and will always b thr for them... she is sensitive so usually she will sense if smth is wrong with the person n will go forward to show concern..pls do not misunderstand her further... if u dunno her try to noe her b4 saying things.. unfair for her to... if thr r tings she done n u dun lik.. tok to her nicely.. she is nt unreasonable... though she can b stubborn at times.. bt she will listen... she realli will.. nt siding her bcos she seems super close to me.. i juz stating facts.. if u noe me well u will noe i wun juz side e person juz bcos i m close to him or her.. i will side when i find tings ridiculous and false...

tats all i wan to say.. noe b4 comment.. tis applies to every single ting tat happen in life...

HeAvY hEaRt

2008-02-15T16:18:00.002+08:00

now is 4.20pm.. n today is e last day of my attachment.. dunno y i suddenly feel veri dwn.. like suddenly feeling abit sad...n feeling unfair... not exactly unfair.. bt juz bu gan yuan.. my supervisor left us hanging in e air, dunno whether r we getting extension not.. even today is the last day he still gave us a glimmer of hope..wich was den smash n gone n he is nowhere to b found (for now dunno where he go la)... bt nvm... i will get over tat... tink feeling more sad den unfair cos, have work here for lik abt 4 mths plus... noe quite a few ppl, n felt close to them.. they r lik brothers n sisters to me.. n i like e way we work tgt.. veri comfortable.. nt much stress from them... haix... guess another 30mins is time to say goodbye... =_)

Bye Shell Seraya....

TiS is FoR u

2008-02-15T16:03:00.002+08:00

HEh..tis post is for my bibi.. cos ytd he arranged a surprise for me... though i spoil the surprise abit.... Went to popping class as usual.. on my way i met lesner n fong... they told me tat keat vomitted n went home.. ask me to give him a cal.. he told me he was on his way to meet his mum.. so as usual i told him to rest n i went to dance.. after dance wanted to meet mei mei (since he sick, n meimei wanted to meet me) however my head pain so didnt go.. left keat a few sms but he didnt reply, so i assume he shud b slping.. den i went to eat dinner with farhan den all b4 heading home.. i took my own sweet time.. den waited for lesner at the mrt... we hang ard at e mrt station for awhile cos jess was waiting for her mum.. lesner kept asking me y so late haven go home n i was like "its onli 9".. by e time i reach home it was abt 10pm n my mum told me tat bi waited veri long n is slpin.. so i went to my room saw him slping soundly lik a baby, n two veri cute lemon n orange soft toy lying on my bed holdin a yellow billabong pouch(mayb a case) n another holding a sample treatment...i was veri touched cos he realli tried hard to create surprises for me n he nv succeed except tis time rd.. n he fulfill his promise as he wasnt able to celebrate anniversary with me he wud make up on valentine's.. n u did.. thx bi =D muacks! (sry for e mushy mushy post.. heh.. for once for him =) )